Yes, I am a Black Sheep
According to Merriam Webster, a Black sheep is someone who does not fit in with the rest of a group and is often considered to be a troublemaker or an embarrassment.
A person who treats others badly is referred to as a "black sheep." In short, he was always irritable, was never treated respectfully, and was always alienated from the family.
According to custom, a family isn't complete without a black sheep. Do you agree?
I'm willing to admit that I'm a literal black sheep in our family.
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I am a Black Sheep.
Those who know me on this platform as well as on noise.cash may believe that I am a really smart, merry, and pleasant individual. But, to be honest, my own family has a different opinion of me.
To be honest, I had a difficult childhood. My mother used to hit me all the time, and I still remember it. I believe the worst thing she did to me was while I was still in elementary or kinder when she hit me and then my toenails because I didn't answer my window card. With the use of the long umbrella, she cracked my toenail.
I'm only a teenager when I began to feel worse with my mother. I don't know why she sees me as a horrible child who isn't subservient and is rebellious. I'm not sure what I did to her at the time, or why I turned into such a child. During those times, my grandmother was the only one who could console me.
My hatred for my mother appeared to grow as I grew older. I'll admit that there was a time when I changed my attitude because of her. She was in the hospital at the time because of goiter. I did everything I could to be kind to Mama because we were warned not to give her a headache first. I even avoided my playmates since she didn't want me to mingle with the neighborhood youngsters.
But no matter how much I do for her, she still thinks of me as a horrible kid. That's when I started to rebel seriousness. If she genuinely thought of me that way, I couldn't do anything. But my only issue is why she is the only one who treats me in this manner.
Yes, I was a mischievous child at the time, but I don't recall any undesirable behavior.
This is how I grew up. Always uncared for, unprotected, and always anxious.
I was depressed about my circumstances at times, and I attempted suicide on a few occasions, but in the end, I felt awful for myself. Even when I strive to do the right thing, I'm always awful. I also recall how many times I approached someone, even in counseling situations, and they were unable to provide me with an answer or a solution to my problem.
In the end, I can say that, despite being the family's black sheep, I am proud of myself and have grown into an independent lady. I made some mistakes as a result of my rebellion against my mother at the time, but I eventually learned to be a nice person, especially now that I have a child.
Maybe I'm a Black Sheep, but it doesn't make me a horrible person because I have pals that think differently. My interaction with other people is good compared to my mother and family.
ARE YOU THE BLACK SHEEP IN YOUR FAMILY?
IF NOT, DO YOU KNOW SOMEONE WITHIN YOUR FAMILY?
IT CAN BE YOUR SIBLINGS, AUNT, UNCLE, COUSIN, STEP SISTERS OR BROTHERS, AND EVEN YOUR GRANDPARENTS.
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Published: January 21, 2022
Time: 4:00PM PST
Grabe, Ate. I didn't know this side of yours ah, but still. It didn't changed the way how I sees you, nothing changed. Pero I feel like mas nagustuhan pa kita. In this article na ginawa mo, I got to asked myself if ganito din kaya mga naiisip ni Tito ko since s'ya ang black sheep sa kanila? That he is unloved or something like that? Basta, ang dami. I can't come up with an answer if kaya ba s'ya ganun coz of how they live before? Sabi kasi ni Mama is super strict daw ni Lolo sa kanila dati. Or dahil sa peers or society? Or ganun talaga s'ya? Ah ewan.
Pero grabe 'yung palo sa'yo ah. Masagi nga lang sa kung saan toenails natin, super sakit na. Mahampas pa kaya ng payong? Pero okay na kayo ni Mama mo now? In good terms na ba ulit? :)