I'm Hit with The Worst Writer's Block!!
Hello there my beautiful souls of Read. How are you doing these days? I think today's topic is something you already would have by now guessed what I'm gonna say and this is something all of us go through every now and then.. I generally do not go through writer's block often but when I do, it's the worst feeling ever.. having a million thoughts but not an idea to put them together in a post.. I have an issue from childhood, I just can't stop thinking. My brain is extremely busy one and sometimes paranoid too lol.. and this is why, I often hit with lot of stress and migraines and sometimes jolt up from my sleep too.. I also suffer with some sort of insomnia (not chronic level because I sleep like a pig) because of these random thoughts that I do not know how to shut down..
My daughter's vacation is still going on and thus it makes our time much more busy, especially for Moms at home. Well, if you ask me, there should be some kind of petition for Moms to take vacation from their household work too.. what do you say? I know lot of moms in read who can agree to this lol. Nice for men and kids to get holidays from work and school but during holidays is the time we are actually more busier than usually as everybody is at home and we need to constantly make something for them to eat or to keep answering their questions.. not that I love a kid who asks a question once every minute, but you get the gist.
The biggest challenge is to learn how to keep my girl busy. If you remember, I shared a couple of days ago about my daughter's drawings.. that post is so interesting and written from her perspective haha.. If you have not checked it yet, click that link and you will see her drawings.. That is one thing I did, buying her sketch pens, crayons and pad.. and asked her to google drawings and try to draw it.. thank god she liked the idea and that is the thing she does all morning..
By afternoon, she eats and takes a bath and gets ready to go to her martial arts class by evening which was thee days a week.. Rest of the days, she just goes down and plays with neighbor kids.. But if her class gets cancelled or neighbor kids leave, she gets bored within few seconds and asks me whether she can watch something on her tablet which I hate to say yes.. because it is so sad to see watching videos or playing on tab has become number 1 priority to kids.. I bought her story books and she pretty much stopped reading them. I need to ask her again to start reading them.. the more she reads, the more stories she can tell me so that it could help me during my writer's block times hahaha...
She in fact asked me yesterday if she could tell me a story so that I would write about it. But the "overconfident" me told her "not today sweetie" and I waited for the end of the day for some topic to hit me so that I could make that post and it never happened.. I woke today to none of the ideas.. ughhh, this is frustrating and I know for the fact the if I go and ask her now, she will make fun of me π π€£. And that is why I'm scribbling here whatever my mind is speaking to me right now.. feels stupid but oh hell.. like I have another choice.. But promise you, it's been a long time since I have written a horror story, I will definitely write one soon.. maybe even tomorrow.. watch the space for the same..
Well, that's the topic for today you guys... I wrote about "nothing" I know.. so sorry for boring you guys. I feel bad when I have nothing to share here except some ranting which I feel like I have put zero effort in the article.. But trust me, to write this much, I spent almost an hour because that is the struggle of a writer in writer's block. Now I know how Johny from "The Shining" felt..
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Yours @Theblackdoll
I hope someday there will be a law that lets moms or housewives have their vacation and once a week day off so we can also relax and have our own me time HAHAHA