Who would Have Thought?

I know, I shouldn't feel this way anymore and I should move on if I want to forget it all, I mean it already happened and I cant change it anymore. But how!?? I thought moving on from a heartbreak because I got rejected two times from my crushes is the most painful thing in the world but, moving on from the wrong entry on Spot Trading is what's harder, the hardest. It's hard to forget, harder than you know Its not easy to forget. And it's painful than a heartbreak .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·. The regrets, the emotional damage and as in everything huehuehue. This is because I made a decision, aigoooo.

If you read my article the other day: Spot the Price, 3 Cancel, 1 Filled. Then for sure you already know this. I share here that the 3 entry of my buy order was cancelled due to the my undecided mind if I will go with the price that is impossible to reach or to the price that I think is possible. Off course doing this is never easy. A lot can happen and I think I also got panic that is why I change my buy limit 4 times. And on the 4th buy order I enter and with the buy limit of $159, was filled immediately after I change the price limit to that.

I am happy yes, I gain a profit and I dont have to think anymore that I might left behind if ever it start to pump. But, but, I thought it will really pump again. Sadly it didn't happen as you can see the on the red market today. I just read somewhere that, with the continuous price hike and of all the things and all our necessities getting extremely pricey, a lot of people js selling their crypto assets maybe to sustain their needs too. Some just don't have a choice I guess. I'm not different to them but I will still hodl.

But what happened the other day is the main topic here. Because I got panic, I just decided to buy to that price. Sure I still gain from it but, if only I stick to my first buy limit I can gain more. You know how people can get greedy and I am also one of them. It involves money you know. And that is why, I am soooooooo sadt! My first buy limit was $120 then later change it to $156, and change it again to $159. On my first buy limit palang I can easily gain 0.411 BCH from it. Imagine that. But, shit happened and now this.

Who doesn't want that easy gain after just 12 or 13 days? See, that's where my regrets is coming. I am not happy with what's going right now but doing this or doing trading is what helps me too to accumulate more BCH and that's the best thing to do I think. But I got easily scared with the volatility of the market price right now and I have to stop trading for a while. And also I lost my interest because of it huehuehue. I kennat! I regret it so much if only. Tsssss. Sorry guys, I just can't help it after seeing that my first buy limit was already hit. Tch.

But anyways, I should just really move in from this happening. If I continue to dwell on it too much I will never forget it and I might hurt myself more. And coz of this, I cum up with this decision A while ago but I will not share for now, lol. I just hope that 'this' decision won't backfire to me later, aigooooo. Decision making is really hard pala talaga no. Coz everything can change big time in that one decision you mad. That is also the reason why we should be responsible with every decision that we make. And whatever happened, it is the decision that I, made.

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Yo' minna (╯︵╰,) so I have to postpone publishing the Story that I wrote last June 7 because of this. I don't know I just feel like not sharing it for now and I want to just release this frustration that I have right now. I thought, only those cold person who can be the most frustrating kasi, but it is not pala. Lol. This is the most frustrating coz it involves money, lol. Aigoooo

June 14, 2022

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