Spot the Price, 3 Cancel, 1 Filled

I MEAN WHAT'S GOING ON?????

Really can't help it. My mind has a lot of questions and I am starting to think if it is really okay to hodl on into it. I mean, don't get me wrong I have a full trust with it and I know that it will gain the momentum again so maybe......

Yep, this is also what I said when I saw that BCH was under $259 and now again here we go - again! And I am really argh! Starting to doubt my decision in life. Will I hodl on to it? Or nah?

This thought is not staying in my head that long coz maybe I am still optimistic that it will recover. It will and it can. That is just maybe how I trust it. That even if there is doubt already my heart still want to push! And hodl it.

Yes I am doubting but what's frustrating is I can't force myself to do any measure just to you know, I mean there's nothing. Really! And I thought did I really put my trust into it that much that even I am seeing it already with my own two eyes but here I am still doing nothing.

I have doubt but I don't feel scared that if will be gone in a snap. It is like no matter what happen I will put all my trust in you. And believe in you. Yeah something like that. Just how long do I have to wait? Just how long this trust will last?

Chorrrrr, dramarama sa hapon!

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But anyways, even though I am sad thats only on on the outside coz actually deep inside me I am happy with this dump coz my buy order was filled again last night before I sleep, lol. It hit my buy limit in thus sudden dip. As you all know in every trade that I made I always has this regret and even the last time lol. I actually have a regret again today because I didn't follow my animal instinct that it will dump more and will hit my first buy limit that I set. I actually change this particular position for many times already, lol.

This is the first - after selling it at $165 before. And what's worst after selling it at $165 it started to pump again and stay for long at $178-$189, lol. I regret that decision because I got panic and just sell it for that price. Well I'm actually not at loss but the possible profit that I can get, that's what's regretful, lol. When I saw that it is impossible to reach that price I change it again.

The second Attempt, lol. I just decided to set the amount that I got before even though I won't gain anything. But after a day of day of waiting it still not filled and when I finally saw that the market is in red I decided to cancel it again (≧▽≦).

And on the third attempt, I am actually overthinking a lot the other day when I saw how volatile the market it. As in just like on a dance in a fast beat, that's how I see it. And I thought that what if it pump again then I will be left again without nothing, lol.

So I cancel it again and just settle to this price. It is really not that different to the first set before this. I just adjusted it a little and from $156 I change it to $159 and that is my final price. And finally last night while I'm about to sleep. My buy order with a buy limit of $159 was finally filled. I am happy coz I still gain a little minus the fees off course.

Still bot bad for a profit. So I added more Bitcoin Cash on my wallet so Happy Me. Even though the value is not that good still, I am happy with it. I don't need a cash right now so I will continue doing this while hodling my Bitcoin Cash.

I am just waiting for a good time to make an entry again. I am still thinking of what is my desired price to sell this. I am just taking my time coz I want to do it slow but carefully. Mahirap na ba.

As of typing this ⊙﹏⊙.

I can only sing..... Oh oh oh oh sadddddd movies, always make me cry.

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I'm still holding it! .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.

See! See! Pain! Sadness! Emptiness and Regrets, this is what I have right now. I should've just stick to the third buy limit that I set which is $156. Ohhhh santisima marimar, ay ay ay pag-ibig!

June 12, 2022

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