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Written by   1016
4 months ago

Can't still think of a topic so maybe I will just share this one to you. I wrote this just this morning while preparing for our breakfast, I don't know I just thought of it. I used Tagalog language because it's been a long time now since I wrote something like this. I'm not really good in writing something like this but, haha I actually created one, and I don't know why I'm so proud od myself lol. This is actually the simplest one but I feel like I created a masterpiece, lol.

Anyway, I don't have a title for this one, yet. I can't think of any that will compliment to the meaning of it. I want to put an English Titke but I bet it won't be fit, so I will just leave it untitled.

Hughag na Pakiramdam

Hindi malirip na kaisipan

Puso'y luhaan

Dusa'y Kinsadlakan

This is is what I'm actually feeling now, I feel empty inside, broken? I don't know can't really explain the feeling. I can't understand myself and I feel like I'm suffering for unknown reason. I just want this feeling to disappear. I can't function well that my mind is affected. I know a lot of you saying no to think hard but what can I do? May pasaway akong isip.

Damdaming gumon

Umasang matutugunan

Sumuong sa kumunoy

Kahit alam na ang kahihinatnat

I am so into it that I feel like my heart will explode anytime. It's actually an ugly feeling I want to erase it, eradicate, evaporate, grind and pulbusin, I mean this feeling. But what did I do? I told him everything. Even if I already know the answer. But even if I already know the answer, my heart can't still stop from hoping. And I feel to a rocky ground and now my back is in pain, nabali pa ata tadyang ko.

Hindi nasupil

Humulagpos ang damdamin

Nagkaroon ng lakas ng loob

Ngunit hindi umayon sa nais

I want my heart to stay still but, but I couldn't stop it. It is determine to make it's feelings known. And with the determination to get rid of this feelings, I snap. I wrote a long letters. Send it to him but later delete it. I still have a copy of it thanks to the screenshot features of my smartphone. And let it all out and then the outcome is like what I'm expecting.

Mahal ko

Nadama ko ang lamig mo

Nanlumo sa sagot mo

Pero naintindihan ko

I just want want to be a poop because of the rejection but then again, mas gusto kong maging utot kesa maging tae, mejo maiba ang amoy non so nevermind. I am hurt, I am bruised, I am brave and I am brokenhearted lol. But I don't have a choice but to accept it right?

Hindi ako masikap sa buhay

Pero para sa sarili ko

Lilimutin ang lahat

Sisimulang buuin ang nawasak

I am not okay now but soon, I will forget you. The real me will come back and my heart will stop beating for you. It will pump because I choose to. And I will move forward, forget all the hatred and I will start fixing this crazy mind and heart of mine.

Aalisin ang pakiramdam

Ititira'y kapayapaan

Ibibigay ang kalayaan

Paghihilumin ang sugat

I will completely remove those excess feelings. I will find the peace the I had before when I'm still unaware of my feelings for yah. I will be freed in my feelings for you, your existence will be erased and the wound na dinulot mo, ay paghihilumin ng panahon.

Mahirap sa simula

Pagbuhos ng luha'y asahan

Hindi agad-agad

Pero pagsusumikapan

It's hard seriously, until now meron pa rin. You said it will be gone after a day or two, pero bandila na andito pa rin to. Ahh, I really hate myself gahh. I still like you, I still do. Off course di yon mawawala agad. Kaytagal kong inalagaan to, so hindi ganon kadaling alisin, pero I will try my best sh!t!

Para sa kalayaan

Bibitawan LAHAT

Para sa pag usad

Para sa...... Akin.

Soon, I can finally say it to your face. I'm FREE, at bukas! Luluhod ang mga tala!!!!


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Gomen guysuuu, lol. My topic is paulit ulit lol. Well, I can't think of a topic right now that's why I just share the one I created this morning. I also put some meaning in it and I am so proud of myself because I'm cute 🤭.


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Ang taray! edi ikaw naaaa

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4 months ago

Kalukang self Yan ruf .. anyways let it all out now. One morning you'll wake up and feel nothing towards him. Ganun talaga pag nagmahal nasasaktan. It's good to love and hurt than never love at all.

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4 months ago

Ahahaha, malapit na akong maloka inasabi ko sayo, ahahaha.

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4 months ago

Wag Naman po 😅

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4 months ago

Frenny fave part ko : "I just want want to be a poop...." hanshakit lang teh

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4 months ago

Wahahahaha, aray nga frenny 😩🤧🤧😂

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4 months ago

lanjo sa lalim ng tagalog mo frenny.. inferrrrrrrr... aray din jan hahahahaaa

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4 months ago

Hahahaha, puro taga aray nalang kasi ako 😩😂

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4 months ago

High five! Tas taga contribute din sa mga buntong hininga no? Salitan tayo para may pahinga ka din ahhahahaha ... Cheer up frenny!!!!

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4 months ago

Hahaha, salamat frenny the best ka talaga ee 🤧🤧

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4 months ago

Grabe sa lalim ng tula, hindi ko ma'dig. Ang galing, halatang may inspirasyon. 😁

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4 months ago

Hahaha, salamat ngaaa 🙈. Humuhugot kahit wala namang nakabaon 😂

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4 months ago

Wala? Bakit parang meron.😂

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4 months ago

Ahahahahaha, shhh wag kat maingay haha

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4 months ago

Sabi ko na. 😂 Pero lately talaga pansin ko yung mga article mo puro patungkol sa love. 😅

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4 months ago

Pakinggan mo ung Dear no one by Tori Kelly, ate. Baka lang maibsan ang iyong lungkot. Hahaha Charot. 😹

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4 months ago

Pinakinggan ko, download ko nga yan bukas haha

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4 months ago

Grabing hugot madam.. D pa maka move on? 😅

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4 months ago

Haha, ang hirap nga pano 🤧

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4 months ago

Mukang masiyadong malungkot! Ano bang nangyari hahaha tagal ko ng walang balita

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4 months ago

Ahahaha, wala naman Laulau, tuloy ang ligaya para sa economy.

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4 months ago

Ang lalim sis ahh, parang hirap suungin at baka ay ako'y malunod rin. hehe

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4 months ago

Ahahahaha, pakisisid nalang sis. Kaya mo yan, life vest naman kaya. Dika basta basta malulunod ahaha.

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4 months ago

hahahaaha should I take the risks ba sis? hahaha baka umasa ako sa wala hahaha jemma

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4 months ago

Para sa sarili, Para sa bagong, Pag-ibig na darating, Babangon kahit mahirap,

Argh damhin ang sakit, pagkat bukas, Ang hinanakit, {Nay lilipas!

Magbunyi ang mga matatapang, na handang masaktan! Pak labern!

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4 months ago

Hahaha, nasa artikol mo ba yarn? Bisitahin ko yan, maya maya lang.

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4 months ago

Wala comment ko talaga iyan sa hugot mo, napahugot din aketchi ahhaha

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4 months ago

Ahahaha, nabasa ko nga nga artikol mo, wagas naman haha

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4 months ago

Grabe yung hugot baby gerl,...at ang lalim nang mga salitang binitiwan mo...wooooo

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4 months ago

Di mo masisid Noona? Hahaha.

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4 months ago

Di ko kaya baby gerl sobrang lalim...wala sa diksyunaryo ko..

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4 months ago

Ahahahaha, bakit naman kasi ganin Noona, pero ala mo meaning ng mianhe 🙄😂😂

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4 months ago

Sorry meaning niyan baby gerl...

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4 months ago

Naaliw naman ako sa bukas luluhod ang mga tAla.😅

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4 months ago

Wahahahaha, un talaga napansin mo ahaha

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4 months ago

Wahahaha.. para kasing mga linyahan sa movie e.

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4 months ago

Mga katagang kaylalim ang kahulugan Bugso ng damdaming bumabagabag sa isipan. Tula ang tulay upang ito'y maibsan. Kalalim .By the way po your native language is interesting..

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4 months ago

At sa piling nyay nasugpungan ang kapayapaan! Charowt. Aling native language?

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4 months ago

Wala po pala .napagkamalan lang .kalalim kasi mga nagamit na salita.😁

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4 months ago

Ako'y isang nagtutula ngunit ako'y hindi kagalingan ang iyong Tula na galing sa pinaghuhugutan ay ang lalim sa sobrang lalim nito halos di na masilayan. Sa pag lipas ng panahon Ito ay aangat at makakalimot sa masakit na karanasan 😊 Grabeeee ate rufa 🥰 ang ganda ahh bonga haha

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4 months ago

Hahahaha, salamat bata. Pakisisid nalang ha, ahaha.

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4 months ago

Opo ate ruffa sisid ako hanggang sa pinaka ilalim 😅

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4 months ago

Aking kaibigan, dama ko ang iyong kalungkutan.

Nararamdaman mo man ay hindi nasuklian.

Alam kong muli mong mahahanap ang iyong kasiyahan.

Matapos kong mabasa itong iyong sinulat, nais kitang hagkan upang damayan.

Hiling ko na agad mo itong malagpasan. At iyong makamtam ang gustong kalayaan.

Ateeeeee!! Sending my warmest huggssss to youuuu again!! 🤗

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4 months ago

Wahahaha, wagas ka mag mahal bata. Salamatsuuu sa tip 😙. Supportive talaga nito ee kaya pinagpapala ee. Sana mas pakiligin kapa ni Uchi uchi uchiniii 😙😙😂

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4 months ago

The best virtual friend kita eee. Walang anuman ate! 😘 Wag mo na siya banggitin, naiinis akk sa kanya. HAHA

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4 months ago

Ahahaha, aba'y bakit kala ko ba okay kayo ahaha. O baka akala mo lang yan ahaha

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4 months ago

Siguro iniisip ko lang? HAHAHS kainis

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4 months ago

Salamat at iyong ipinahiwatig dhil ayokong sumisid sa dagat na malalim. Pra lng mawari ang nais mong ipabatid. Pag ika'y nagseryoso, isipan mo'y nagiging malikhain na khit sa tula'y ika'y magaling din..😁

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4 months ago

the one that got away ba to?

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4 months ago

Aigoo ang lalim neto, nalunod ako haha

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4 months ago

Dika nag life vest? Ahahaha kaya mo yarn

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4 months ago

whaaat?!! Don't be a poop! haha

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4 months ago

Ahahaha sigi utot nalang

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4 months ago

What was it haha lol i tried to understand it but these lines are something which is not easy to get

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4 months ago

Actually I didn’t understand your native language 😶 If you don't mind I want to know the meaning of those lines

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4 months ago

I put the English explanation there 😁

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4 months ago