It's Saturday, and what do you expect? A Red Market, I'm used to this kind of volatility of Cryptocurrency but we can't still really stop our mind and Heart from feeling sad. I seldom open my Binance and Trust Wallet because I don't want another headache. Well, I don't really think of that two wallet that much, I'm more concern to my insanity as I am facing a big treat of my mental health because of someone, chorrr.
But seriously speaking, even if we are so used to this kind of scenario a thoughts can't be avoided. Sometimes a thought like "What if the coins I am hodling suddenly drop to zero?" This is just some morbid thought I have, lol. We can't really help it right? Even you, for sure is thinking it. As for me, I just put this into my peanut size brain " I never invested a real money here, so I won't lost anything even if it happened."
And then this stubborn side of my mind will also answer it "Who's you're kidding, even if you didn't invest a real money there how about the time that you invested on it?" And i was like, why my mind sometimes is sooo panira ng mood. As if I'm thinking about it, seriously "I'm not!" I sound crazy here right? One body, one soul but the decision making need to be decided in two mind. Your crazy mind and the normal one.
Actually, I didn't really visit my Binance and Trust Wallet account, I just saw some post in noise.cash that the market is in bloody hell and Bitcoincash is included, at $550+ I think. I don't know the current price. It's not that I'm afraid to look at it but because I'm too lazy to open it. Oh wait, I open it a while ago just to get some Bitcoincash and nagbayad ng kautangan and that's it. I Didn't bother checking the price.
To be honest I don't really know if where this thinking is going. I'm just saying nonsense here no, aigoo. This is all his fault. He's invading my well being. I finally had the courage to delete those momento now I'm just thinking if I will exit on his life too completely. I think it's high time no? His effect to me is not really cute anymore. I'm being obsessed with someone again and it's really bad because it triggers my evil mind 😩.
Argggh, let's just talk about the Market nalang. I don't want to think anymore. It's game over, I will forget him na. Promise! Sayonara my dearest! Anyway sago, I tried Trading again in Stormgain, but it still in demo, even if I want to try the Live one I still can't because I'm still $9 short in the Cryptominer. Yes, I only mined $1. Actually, I still have $9 on my standard account. I withdraw it in the Cryptominer of Stormgain, so I still need to mine $9 more so that I can trade again.
Here it is, I gained 3.8 USDT when I enter a position with $10 margin and x5 Leverage. This is just a demo but I still enjoy it. It's better to spend our time here than think of a nonsense thoughts that can make our heart ache, it's better to part ways than to lose yourself in your own demon. Eherm, that's not actually included on the script but well, I already type it so, that's that. Why a simple words is turning into arghh.
And then yesterday, I tried to enter again a position. I just thought it will dump even just a bit that's why I enter a position Sell/Short and that's when I gain that 2.5 USDT. Why I just want to share it. Even though I'm not good in Technical Analysis as long as I have a strong sense of Justice I will surely save him sa tiyak na kapahamakan, even if saving him sends me to heaven and you're myyyy, you're myyyy myyyy, My true love, My whole heart, Please don't throw that away🎶.
And this is where it ends, see I ended it with a bang right? Even I can't believe it, I'm turning into a Monster because of him. I just want to enjoy my foods but Everytime I will, there is this the fvcking thought that keep on appearing. Umuukilkil, umaalingasaw, siya lang ang tanging sinisigaw. I tried to be brave but thoughts got the best of me and now I will brought this tears even in my dark room.
Naguluhan din ba kayo sa article ko? Ako din, it's hard to think when you have a lot problems in your mind. Actually isa lang naman talaga yon, pinapalaki ko lang. Sana di na kita nakilala! You're a big poop.
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