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The Reason Of my Inactiveness **In The Middle of Giving up, We Always Learned How to Fight Back.** *I’m okay,* that is the word that was so easy to say, that was very easy to say that we are fine. That we have no problems, we have nothing to think. But that’s not true. Every statement that included those words are all lies. We can say that we are okay, we can say that we are fine, we can say that because we are laughing in the front of other people, we are laughing in the front of everyone. But that one doesn’t matter when we, ourselves breakdown. **During** the trials that I am experiencing, I learned how to laugh at it. I also learned on how to deal with them. Learning on ho dealing with those problem is a very big help, *imagine,* when you are alone and nobody has with you and you are breaking down. All we thinking is about ending everything right? We even didn’t think about the solution that we can try for us to survive on what kind of problem that we have right now. We just want every moments of us to be happy, without thinking that we may have any problems that will occurred. *Being alone* is not quite easy. There are times where a lot of questions were bugging us, especially **disappointment**, **thoughts**, **problems**, or anything that can cause of our breakdowns. And during that breakdowns, most of the time we are alone and no one is there to help us to get up, no one is there to help us to move. No one is there to help us to be stronger, because in the end of the day, the only thing that we have is *****ourselves.***** It’s not us who’s experiencing this kind of giving up, even the person who’s motivated, also them they are unmotivated most of the time. But guess what, the only thing for them to go on is to motivate others for them to be able to feel the happiness also, *what a joke right?.* In the middle of giving up, *we always learned on how to fight back.* We always learned on how to deal with them with a positive thoughts. At this moment, when I know that I don’t feel good enough, I always thought that this is okay.
Lately, I have a little problem with myself. Coming back to my anxiety since I stopped working, I was afraid of coming to terms with the fact that I could do nothing but stay home. I tell my self that it's okay, I don't want this and I never ask for something like that. I was filled with what ifs, and I feel sorry also about the things I couldn't help. I even tell my parents that even I, was super disappoint with my own because I had to leave work to choose my health. That I had to leave work just for myself. I don't want to leave the employer, I don't want to. Sometimes I don't know if I'm right blaming myself for it or being too wrong. but nevermind, i will still do mybest despite everything. Maybe right now, its not for me. But time will come, everything will be worth it. LATEST ARTICLES: **More Than Blues Series Review** https://read.cash/@OfficialGamboaLikeUs/more-than-blues-series-review-d33851fa **Curiosity Kills You.** https://read.cash/@OfficialGamboaLikeUs/curiosity-kills-you-2e718ae6 **I Am Worried, But I Can't Say A Word: I finally joined HIVE!.** https://read.cash/@OfficialGamboaLikeUs/i-am-worried-but-i-cant-say-a-word-i-finally-joined-hive-c1da8541 **The Story Of Me, And My Boardmate: How I lost my patience.** https://read.cash/@OfficialGamboaLikeUs/the-story-of-me-and-my-boardmate-how-i-lost-my-patience-b321d09d ***Choose to laugh after all. You are not alone, because you are always with someone.*** Thank you for reading!
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True, time will come, everything will be worth it, and all the deep thoughts and loneliness and doubting will roll away.
Laban lang sis. There's a right time for you. Baka makakabalik ka din sa dream job mo soon, bata kapa. Just focus on your health for now.
Ayan rin tinatanim ko sa mindset ko now ate, nasaisipan ko walamg manyayare pag pagpilitin ko health ko kahit nahihiraoan ako kasi makakaipon man ako pero once na maapektuhan health ko ubos rin lahat
Sometimes we experience demotivated langga. We should always do the things immediately that will divert our mind into positivity. It's okay langga. Challenges will passed. Time will come langga. Keep believing in God. 🙏
Yes ate thank you po
You're always welcome langga. ❤️
You are saying the truth, at times I am motivated, other times, I am so demotivated. That I just want to run and hide. The truth remains we need to Stay positive sister, things will surely added.
Yes :< sometimes we will feel this way where we really want to run and hide to everything because it's too much
Think positive always may friend and also if you feel demotivated try to do something that can recharge your energy.. Me I listen to rock music sometimes if I'm demotivated in writing..
Sulat lang talaga eh, music oo or manood ng anime oero panandalian lang sya tas auan nanaman
I feel you. I experience being demotivated for how many times, blaming myself for the things that is not meant for thing that I planned. But that's what life is, it's unfair and unjust. But we should not be hard on ourselves, you just have no choice but to choose your own health/life the most important thing above all. cheer up! These days are just temporary, you'll get better, we will survive this! Fighting and rooting for you. Just keep the faith :)
Salamat ate
Ako naman laging nadedemotivate sa lahat ng bagay kaya halos lahat ng responsibilities ko ngayon is a bit forced. Mga kanta ang primary energy ko sa buong araw kaya ayun di pa rin ako depressed untik today.
Virtual hug Gy. Fighting lang. Isipin mo nalang lahat Tayo may kanya kanyang laban.
Yes, don't give up the fight. As long as you have hope, then continue on.