Don't Quit Just Because...(With My checkup Update)

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I know some of you here are wondering why Rusty are not visiting your article, last night after I read @Ayane-chan 's post there's one thing that appeared in my mind.

It is to share my experience here, with and without rusty.

And here's my story.


So I joined this platform last october 2020 but my account is ban so I make this new account and start to write an article which is really made by me. At first it was hard because I know that I must wait until rusty visits me.

After 2 days, rusty came and I'm happy because it didn't take too long for rusty to visits me.

But always remember that, not all the time rusty is present. There are times that rusty will disappeared suddenly without any notice. Even if you didn't make any mistake, that's what it makes rusty even more RANDOM.

So in the last months, I earned for more than 30k here which is equivalent for 1bch, but all money is used for my check up and medications. I'm happy because this platform helps me so earn a money that leads me to continue my checkup that stop last 2018, and that's when I find out about my cyst. During this time I didn't even know that the cyst can go bigger than it usual look.

It's already 11cm so my obgyne told me to have an operation ASAP.

That's when I share it here on RC and in the unexpected moment, there's so many users who help me to undergo my following check up such us rectal Ultrasound. (I'm not sure what it's called).

I'm so stress and depress during that time because Rusty suddenly disappeared and I don't know why, my account was not counted as a spam so I really don't have any idea how to make rusty come again.

But I didn't even think to give up.

Rusty disappeared for a month. From April to May and came back at June, I thought rusty will not came back and I'm thinking to make a new account so that I can start earning again but then I realized something AGAIN.

Rusty is random so I can't expect rusty to visit me always.

And after 3 months, rusty disappeared again.

Rusty disappeared last August 24, 2021 until now, but I didn't plan to give up and to quit just because of it. I already ask the other users about it and they told me if the rusty still didn't visit me then I need to make a new account.

Uhm no, making a new account is my other option but my main option now is to continue my passion.

I didn't get disappointed, just because Rusty didn't visits me. It makes me even more realize that staying in this one account is a trial that I must go on.

I'll Be More Disappointed...

I'll be more disappointed, if I quit writing just because I'm thinking to EARN more instead of improving and to hone this one of a kind talent.

I'll be more disappointed, if im just here in this platform to earn a money and not to give supports because I was thinking only about me.

I'll be more disapponted, if I'm thinking and expecting to earn more than understand that this platform will helps you to earn bch and also will helps you to improve more.

I'll be more disappointed, if I give-up easily just because Rusty didn't visits me.

I'll be more disappointed, yes I'll be more disappointed if I stay to the negative part of my mind than thinking to stay positive and keep going.

So Why I Didn't Think Of Giving Up?

  • Because Rusty is not a reason for me to stay in this platform, but all the users who keep supporting me despite my absence.

  • I love my passion, I really love writing eversince I was a child and this platform helps me to practice and improve my passion more.

  • I'm here, so why I will giveup?

One You Enter This Platform You Will Have 2 Choices

  • Keep Going, or give up?

There's no easy money just like what you think. All the users here endure everything and still go on until Rusty noticed them. Why will go give up easy if the life is full of trials?

Also in this platform is full of trials like our lives so we can't just turn back and give up.

If you'll gonna ask me why I didn't give up writing, it's because I'm enjoying sharing my ideas and any others things in this platform. I really enjoy writing and I also forgot that there's is a program that they called "Rusty". Yes, I already forgot about rusty and I'm just enjoying writing and writing here with or without Rusty's presence.

If you really enjoy what you're doing, you will not going to look into any possible benefits from it, instead you will grow and will try to improve more so that you can gain many more experience and achievements.

So enjoy writing! Stop thinking about Rusty and share more idea until Rusty's come and visits you/us again.

Nothing is impossible


Author's Note

So this is an update about my check up earlier.

Photo credits by me

I got up early today because I need to go into my obgyne, although it's raining whole day and I can't stop thinking about what ifs, and what's that.

So here's my turn, I'm scared earlier and Idk why, my blood pressure dropped at 90/60 exactly and my obgyne scolded me because she said I need to have a plenty of rest and she told me to stop abusing my body. Actually, I want to rest but I have too many school works That I need to finish that's why I don't have any time to waste.

And here is the medicines that I need to take. I already drink provera and I need to wait until my period comes.

I need to drink the Provera for almost 10 days and when my period came, I will take Althea for almost 21 days and stop and repeat.

One box of althea is already in 400, I have 250 in my wallet and I need 150 more to buy them before my period came. 1 tablet of Provera cost 88php. Before it was only 85, I buy 5 of them first because I don't have any money left in my wallet and I'm missing 5 pcs more.

It's giving me an headache since I don't have enough money to buy them all. And I'm thinking again what if I stop taking them? But I know I can't.

Lately, I'm feeling drained like I don't have any energy and I'm always tired, maybe because my blood pressure is low and I just didn't notice it.

Oh gulay, I don't know what's happening into my body now. I want to give up right now, I hate to think that I'm the reason why my parents are in debt again.

'Kung hindi lang ako sakitin, siguro di ko sila nabibigyan ng sakit ng ulo.


10-04-21

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Wishing for your fast recovery marengs. πŸ˜’πŸ’š balik ka nalang ulit dito if kaya mo na. Tsaka magaling kana ulit.

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3 years ago

Rusty has never visited me and that saddens me. Because most of the other Spanish speaking users have visited them. But I still don't give up hope, I like to write and will continue to do so. Very good article πŸ‘

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3 years ago

Haha indeed, i think rusty has never stumbled on my post once.

Just like in life, one person is not a valid reason to give up on life.

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3 years ago

Don't worry πŸ˜‰ soon rusty will visit πŸ˜‰

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3 years ago

I hope so soon.

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3 years ago

Pagaling ka be πŸ₯Ί pahinga ka if ever needed ah may iniinom kapa namang gamot

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3 years ago

Oo nga ate e, naloloka ako dina natalos

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3 years ago

Honestly, i am not used to writing something in my own will. I only write something when it is necessary especially for school purposes. I know part of us wants to earn money but as someone who is currently exploring the field of writing, I cant help myself but be proud of the little progress i make. It urges me more to write and to really develop this skill even more. Thanks for the encouragement. :)

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3 years ago

I'm proud to thebusers who developing their skills using this website πŸ’— hone that talent, I know someday you'll be love by writing πŸ’—

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3 years ago

Yes, i will! Thank you!

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3 years ago

Hala ka manang di ko alam may sakit ka. Irregular period ba? Pahinga ka muna pinagalitan ka tuloy ng doctor mo

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3 years ago

Opo manong, irregular po. Nagpapahinga rin po ako pero di sapat hehehe

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3 years ago

Kelan ba naging sapat ang magpahinga? Hahaha

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3 years ago

Sissy laban lang, God is good all the time Insha Allah

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3 years ago

Opo ateee. Salamat poo, lalaban po ako at di mapapagod

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3 years ago

Laban lng bhe kaya yan:) wag susuko kay rusty at pati yang sakit mo wag long sukuan, fighting

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3 years ago

Op, salamat po sa pagdaan dito πŸ’—

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3 years ago

Pra saan yung medications mo?

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3 years ago

Irregular kasi ako ate, need ko mag under sa pills para datnan ulit

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3 years ago

I didn't know that you are going through with something.. I hope you get well soon.. I admire your dedicated with your account.. may God bless you.

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3 years ago

Thanks for dropping by ate, yes po magiging okay rin ako soon

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3 years ago

Yoshiiiiii, ganyan dapat. Sukuan mo na ang juwa wag lang si read.cash. Basta tuloy ang grind πŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’™

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3 years ago

Ate both HAHAHAHA both dapat dinsusukuan

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3 years ago

Ummm. Keep it up sis. This is more like my own experience too Rusty visits and leaves when he likes. Just keep your passion going.

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3 years ago

I don't know what happened to rusty but I'm waiting

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3 years ago

Yes it true don't n give up have still hope and enjoy your writing here.. About your health condition , God will heal you completely in JESUS name.

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3 years ago

Thank you po πŸ’—

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3 years ago

Uyy ipahinga mo rin katawan mo sis Kase you really need that. I will pray for your condition. And yes we should not give up, lavarn lang. *Virtual hugs πŸ€—πŸ€—

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3 years ago

Salamat ng madamiiii super naaappreciate ko kayoooo

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3 years ago

I will pray for you sisπŸ₯Ί Just keep holding on and keep praying to God, nothing is impossible to him.. Think positive, okiiiπŸ€—

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3 years ago

Helllooo it's my first time seeing you here πŸ’— thank you for dropping by!

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3 years ago

Aweee I seee😊 thanks to ur piece that makes me stop by passing by hehee.πŸ€— Stay Safe!

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3 years ago

I'm really sad reading your situation now sis. Take some rest and pray. I will also pray for your wellness. Sending virtual hugs.ʕっ‒α΄₯‒ʔっ

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3 years ago

Opo atee. Salamat po ng madami sa prayers πŸ’—

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3 years ago

May cyst ka pala. Akala ko irregular lang period. Pagaling ka diyan ha.

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3 years ago

Uu, ayun ung di ako dinatnan ng isang taon taabdi ako agad nagpaganot

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3 years ago

Laban lang besh kag Paayo kana para pag natapos muna nd kana mag problema simo period. πŸ€—πŸ€—

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3 years ago

Yesh besh makitaay pata kag mainom 🀣

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3 years ago

Langga can I hug you?πŸ₯Ί We keep praying. πŸ™ Ma okay din ang lahat basta positive ka lang palagi.πŸ™ Magpahinga ka din Langga kailangan mo yan. Please always praying langga..πŸ™πŸ™

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3 years ago

Salamat po sa concern ate. Yes po, nagpaphinga rin po ako pero di syabganun kasapat

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3 years ago

You're welcome Langga. Need ka enough rest Langga. Ingatan mo health mo and always pray talaga. Sa lahat na pinagdaanan ko sa health problem ko. Dasal lang talaga ako ng dasal. God is good all the time.πŸ™

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3 years ago

So sad to know na you're also sick beh. I know the feeling yun andaming kailangan pero wala ka mapagkunan. Pero laban lang...

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3 years ago

Oo nga ate e pero kahot ganun tuloy parin ang laban

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3 years ago

Oh dear, you had suffered much. Best wishes and prayers for you. And yes, we just don't give up. Right?

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3 years ago

Yes giving up is not a option, instead we need to fight more

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3 years ago