Don't Quit Just Because...(With My checkup Update)

I know some of you here are wondering why Rusty are not visiting your article, last night after I read @Ayane-chan 's post there's one thing that appeared in my mind.

It is to share my experience here, with and without rusty.

And here's my story.

So I joined this platform last october 2020 but my account is ban so I make this new account and start to write an article which is really made by me. At first it was hard because I know that I must wait until rusty visits me.

After 2 days, rusty came and I'm happy because it didn't take too long for rusty to visits me.

But always remember that, not all the time rusty is present. There are times that rusty will disappeared suddenly without any notice. Even if you didn't make any mistake, that's what it makes rusty even more RANDOM.

So in the last months, I earned for more than 30k here which is equivalent for 1bch, but all money is used for my check up and medications. I'm happy because this platform helps me so earn a money that leads me to continue my checkup that stop last 2018, and that's when I find out about my cyst. During this time I didn't even know that the cyst can go bigger than it usual look.

It's already 11cm so my obgyne told me to have an operation ASAP.

That's when I share it here on RC and in the unexpected moment, there's so many users who help me to undergo my following check up such us rectal Ultrasound. (I'm not sure what it's called).

I'm so stress and depress during that time because Rusty suddenly disappeared and I don't know why, my account was not counted as a spam so I really don't have any idea how to make rusty come again.

But I didn't even think to give up.

Rusty disappeared for a month. From April to May and came back at June, I thought rusty will not came back and I'm thinking to make a new account so that I can start earning again but then I realized something AGAIN.

Rusty is random so I can't expect rusty to visit me always.

And after 3 months, rusty disappeared again.

Rusty disappeared last August 24, 2021 until now, but I didn't plan to give up and to quit just because of it. I already ask the other users about it and they told me if the rusty still didn't visit me then I need to make a new account.

Uhm no, making a new account is my other option but my main option now is to continue my passion.

I didn't get disappointed, just because Rusty didn't visits me. It makes me even more realize that staying in this one account is a trial that I must go on.

I'll Be More Disappointed...

I'll be more disappointed, if I quit writing just because I'm thinking to EARN more instead of improving and to hone this one of a kind talent.

I'll be more disappointed, if im just here in this platform to earn a money and not to give supports because I was thinking only about me.

I'll be more disapponted, if I'm thinking and expecting to earn more than understand that this platform will helps you to earn bch and also will helps you to improve more.

I'll be more disappointed, if I give-up easily just because Rusty didn't visits me.

I'll be more disappointed, yes I'll be more disappointed if I stay to the negative part of my mind than thinking to stay positive and keep going.

So Why I Didn't Think Of Giving Up?

• Because Rusty is not a reason for me to stay in this platform, but all the users who keep supporting me despite my absence.

• I love my passion, I really love writing eversince I was a child and this platform helps me to practice and improve my passion more.

• I'm here, so why I will giveup?

One You Enter This Platform You Will Have 2 Choices

• Keep Going, or give up?

There's no easy money just like what you think. All the users here endure everything and still go on until Rusty noticed them. Why will go give up easy if the life is full of trials?

Also in this platform is full of trials like our lives so we can't just turn back and give up.

If you'll gonna ask me why I didn't give up writing, it's because I'm enjoying sharing my ideas and any others things in this platform. I really enjoy writing and I also forgot that there's is a program that they called "Rusty". Yes, I already forgot about rusty and I'm just enjoying writing and writing here with or without Rusty's presence.

If you really enjoy what you're doing, you will not going to look into any possible benefits from it, instead you will grow and will try to improve more so that you can gain many more experience and achievements.

So enjoy writing! Stop thinking about Rusty and share more idea until Rusty's come and visits you/us again.

Nothing is impossible

Author's Note

So this is an update about my check up earlier.

I got up early today because I need to go into my obgyne, although it's raining whole day and I can't stop thinking about what ifs, and what's that.

So here's my turn, I'm scared earlier and Idk why, my blood pressure dropped at 90/60 exactly and my obgyne scolded me because she said I need to have a plenty of rest and she told me to stop abusing my body. Actually, I want to rest but I have too many school works That I need to finish that's why I don't have any time to waste.

And here is the medicines that I need to take. I already drink provera and I need to wait until my period comes.

I need to drink the Provera for almost 10 days and when my period came, I will take Althea for almost 21 days and stop and repeat.

One box of althea is already in 400, I have 250 in my wallet and I need 150 more to buy them before my period came. 1 tablet of Provera cost 88php. Before it was only 85, I buy 5 of them first because I don't have any money left in my wallet and I'm missing 5 pcs more.

It's giving me an headache since I don't have enough money to buy them all. And I'm thinking again what if I stop taking them? But I know I can't.

Lately, I'm feeling drained like I don't have any energy and I'm always tired, maybe because my blood pressure is low and I just didn't notice it.

Oh gulay, I don't know what's happening into my body now. I want to give up right now, I hate to think that I'm the reason why my parents are in debt again.

'Kung hindi lang ako sakitin, siguro di ko sila nabibigyan ng sakit ng ulo.

10-04-21