Diary Questions Part 2: Answering This Honestly

I've done created the Part one of this which was the Diary Questions: Challenge Accepted!. Then, Ate Gyra @OfficialGamboaLikeUs created part two and three, here's the Part Two A Question Diary: Are You Honest With Your Answers?. I don't want to left behind in this trend, so I will answering all of the following questions with all honesty. Thank You Ate for initiating this amazing Diary Questions, I hope it is okay with you na maggawa ako ng sarili kong bersion.

Without further ado, Let us answer it honestly.

What is the scariest dream you have ever had?

• My Father Died because of Bombing.

It was a good day, many people was in the beach having some fun with their friends and my father drinking alcohol together with his friends also. As what I have seen in my dream, my father was so happy that he was in his friends talking together about life. My Father swim in the beach and while he was swimming there is suddenly a bomb threw at him and he was the one affected by it. His body was scattered and even can't identity who he was after the explosion. And he is not drunk totally, that time. Then suddenly I heard a bang with my door that causes me to wake up and it was my mother calling me to wake up. I noticed that there was so many tears falling from my eyes.

I already wrote an article about this bad dream and this was the short story of my dream. I didn't wish that my father will die, even though he is not a responsible father with us. I know it was just a dream and maybe that was the cause of tiredness I felt that time.

What is a mistake people often make about you?

• That I am strict and I am snobby, most of all not friendly.

Honestly, I am not strict I am just like this. Maybe they mistaken because of my eyebrows that looks me strict. Second one, I am not snobby I mean, my eyes have a defect with causes I can't see clearly people especially when they are far. I need to wear my eyeglasses for me to see clearly but I didn't use it always. Actually, I am a friendly person most especially if we will know more each other. It was just my physical appearance that's why people misunderstood the real me.

Human as we are, we can't deny the fact that sometimes if we see strangers a long the street we can't avoid ourselves to judge them by how they act and how wee their physical appearance. Mostly, Filipino attitude have this.

How can you love yourself more?

• I can love myself by doing the things I love.

Being transparent and doing what makes you happy will be things that makes me happy to the point I love myself more. That feeling, that this is me and I love what I am doing. I don't have anything to hide because I am what I am. But, sometimes I can't keep myself hiding who is the real me because I am afraid to judge by other people and that makes me to self pity.

I just have hard time to find myself sometimes. Sometimes, our downfall will lead us for stop loving ourselves because we thought that we aren't enough and we can't be more. Always know that, you are not what you thought and your thoughts will not be the one to decide who you are because you will be the one to decide who you are and not your thoughts.

What is the biggest secret you have kept from your parents?

• Those moments that I loss and no confidence to tell them.

I am afraid to fail them and I know that they expect more from me. I always keep those moments that I lost and my problems because I don't want to be a burden to them. Sometimes, keeping certain things to them are good. Even though you fight only with yourself from that situation as long as I didn't give them a problem. This is my problem and I will be the one to solve them and as much as possible I don't want to be their problems my problems.

How do you feel about this last week/month/year?

• Mix emotions I think.

Last year was a great year because I conquer that year. But these past few months and weeks, I can say that it was a sad and I feel so down and experiencing breakdowns because of my Academics. Since the beginning of second semester, I feel so pressured because of my new subjects that I don't have any interest to learn because I don't have enough devices for me to learn. But, I am doing my best to finish all of them before the deadline. After all still great and always fighting.

Final Thoughts

Having a different battles everyday our emotions and feelings are always valid. Let us not invalidate our feelings, let us fight because we all have goals that we want and need to achieve. Maybe life is hard but we must always go back to the reason why we are fighting to those battles.

All the questions above really amazed me because I didn't expect those heavy questions will stir my mind😂. If you want to answer the questions above, just answer it honestly.

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Happy Birthday to @Athaliah

Before this article end, I just want to greet a Happy Birthday to the woman who introduced me in this platform. Happiest Birthday @Athaliah. Wishing You All the best cous, Continue serve the Lord and Godbless You. Thank You for inviting us to eat lunch in your house. By the way, I am with these amazing and pretty girls @Sequoia, @JustMaryeland @itsmebring. We are celebrating birthday together with the Birthday Celebrant. In behalf of Rusty Babies Club, We are so happy and blessed that you are part of the Club. Let us Grind more together with God's Overflowing blessings. The food was so delicious and yummy, hoping to taste it next time.Permission to upload your photos Ekang.

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