Going Back To My First
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OOOOH Micon and ***** sitting on a treee. K I S S I N G! Yiiiiiieee, after we gong a dark the other day, now it's time for a little romance throwback.
So much for my nostalgic moment last week and I happen to pass by @Janz 's article. Thinking I gotta go back and think if my firsts were cute. Special thanks to @ThisisGrace21 and @Yzza0625 about posting about their first CRUSH, first BOYFRIEND and first BREAK UP articles too.
Now, let's see how cute and awful my first romance can be. 😂😂😂
First Crush
My first crush? Well, during my gradeschool days I don't really have a crush because most of the time when my friends ask me, I'll say that it was the most popular guy in our class just to have an answer to that question.
I will consider my crush, Patrick when I was in grade 3. I didn't even know that he also likes me because we were seatmates and I don't feel kilig. I didn't even know that I was supposed to feel kilig when you have a crush on someone.
But I can't forget what he did when we had our field trip. Initially we and my other seatmate had an agreement that we'll seat next to each other but when we were settling down in the bus, he was seating next to his guy friends and I looked at him with a frown face. He noticed and then he transferred seat next to us.
But the first time that I had an crush that made me pakilig was when I was in Highschool. Maybe it was the first time that I really liked a someone to be a boyfriend. He was just an average boy and I know that he feels I like him. He teases me that I like him but I know he likes someone else. Anyway, he still liked the other someone hahaha and my feelings were kept for life hahahaha!
First Boyfriend
Not all firsts were happy and great. My first boyfriend was our class president when I was in college. One week of chummy chummy time and we became boyfriend and girlfriend officially. He was my first kiss too.
Well, some of our classmates know and based from his stories that he's a kind of little playboy and he's been with
He was also my first heartbreak, the first boyfriend that I gave a second-chance, and if I will pick one ex boyfriend to be my TOTGA, he'd be the one in the sense that he's the one who had character development after we ended our relationship.
First Break up
My first boyfriend was also my first break up. Let's talk about first heartache first because it could be two different persons.
He was my first heartache. How and why? One day he just confessed out of nowhere that he did a 2nd base with someone I don't know, someone from his neighborhood. I guess that he felt a little bit guilty and I was pretty much a virgin to all things in a relationship. Kiss, holding hands, date, etc. other things that a couple can do. Virgin in heartache as well. I was shocked in all forms that I didn't know what to do. I asked with who, when and why. He answered me sincerely and apologized, I ignored it for a couple of hours but slowly it was sinking in. I walked out and didn't let him take me home. My other classmates who were already more mature in a relationship, asked about what happened and upon telling them the reason, she told me to give him a 2nd chance. Not all guys who cheat, confess. So I did give him a 2nd chance for a few days we were okay but I came to a point wherein I don't have the energy to talk to him anymore, or let's just simply I fell out of love.
Oh I forgot the story why he did it with another person. We needed to go to Intramuros for a school activity and after we finished what we have to do, we took the liberty to roam around and have fun. Since my boyfriend is familiar in Intramuros, he took me somewhere, a spot where there's little to no people. The sun was also setting and my feet were tired from walking. I decided to stop and told him that we should take a break from walking. We had a snack and after a few minutes we went chummy chummy, kissing ehich I didn't enjoy because we were in public. Then suddenly he touched me. I told him to stop, but did it again. I walked out and we went home.
The week after, the deed happen and confessed. Our relationship lasted for 2 months only but I know that it served as a lesson to him. I had 2 more boyfriends after him but he waited for me, sadly I was already pretty occupied with another guy hahaha.
Oh he's also the first ex-boyfriend and first ex-boyfriend that I am still friends with.
Well so much for a short story hahahha!
I didn't even think that I will look back at those moments and as I am typing I am laughing, nodding my head that it happened.
Oh by the way, he's already married to my college bestfriend. I am glad that they ended up together because I know both of them are in good hands.
If you're bored and feeling gloomy as the weather, do this prompt! Let's bring back old feelings hahahaha.
Ciao!
I have determined not to start up another relationship until i'm fully ready for marriage. My experience with my ex , i didn't like it at all.