Dear Public Diary
January 29, 2022
We are almost at the end of the month again and I do not know what I should feel.
These past few days, I have been very tired. Sometimes, lack of sleep and feel dizzy. I have countless rants in my mind but I prefer containing them. I just do not like telling it in public because you know, that is something I do not really usually do.
Today is the weekend but it does not feel like the usual Saturday that I used to know before. I did some household chores, do some stretching, and write a lot of essays which I have just submitted. Its deadline is on February 3 but I finished it now so that I won't have to worry or cram. Besides, we have lots of quizzes and exams next week and I need to be prepared.
To be honest, I am tired of many things but here I am maintaining my composure, holding my hopes high, having a strong faith, and being more determined because I believe that someday somehow, all these hardships I am currently facing will be paid off.
Probably, I will be going to sleep early tonight to regain energy and also to have a good and quality sleep. I badly needed it so I am sorry if it is a bit rushed, lol.
By the way, before I end this post I just want to explain some points here:
Just because others learn faster does not mean you are dumb.
You are more than what you think you are. It is only in your mind. Instead of thinking negative things, why not improve your craft and do it slowly but surely? Remember that learning is not a race, it is a continuous process. That is a fact, and you have to put that in your mind, or maybe make a not telling it, make it big, and post it into your wall so that when you feel demotivated, you just have to take a look at it and feel inspired again.
Just because someone does not see your worth does not mean you are worthless.
You are worthy more than what others think about you. You know yourself better than anybody else. If that is what you feel, let it go and give yourself some time to appreciate what you can do. Remember that everyone is unique and has their own potential. If you haven't found it yet, do not force yourself from bringing it out because sometimes, it is already in front of us, it is just that you think it is so small t get noticed.
That is all. Have a great night!
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