Date: October 23, 2021
Saturday

Hello my sweet family. Nice weather today. No sign of rain and perhaps it is not so warm today. Truly the winter is coming. Not discussing about Games Of Thrones. This is my story today. I'm the hero & I'm the villain of my story. I act in my world and also distract myself from the world. This is the world of smart people but I prefer to be simple. Not interest in others matters but fully aware of my problems. Why? Because, only I can handle it. I love to help people. When I do so, I feel happiness. In the end of the day, I return home & have a rest. My actual face comes out then. It's the only time when I read those desires. The only time when I think about my special one. You want to have a glimpse of my world, don't you? Ok, then come on. The host is ready. Let's go.

Topic: My Night With Dreams

Yes, this lonely boy is your devil, Lucifer. In my room, with my favourite friends. I used to talk with them. In spite of having other big aquariums, I prefer to be with them. After a day of hard works, these friends help me to get well. They create positive vibes. I don't know how but it heals my pain. I use my headphones with it. A cool music with deep meanings adds an extra flavour. That's what I do. That's how I spend my night. Let's proceed. Shall we?

Music Is Must

No matter what happens all day long, I need music. Different genres, different languages, different topics. I don't mind. I just need it according to my mood. My family members know about this nature. When I feel angry or sad, music helps me a lot. Most of the time I listen to the background music. The bgms (background music) used in different songs or movies inspire me a lot. According to my mood I select them. Sometimes I repeat same music more than 20 times. I sleep with it. Even I am writing this one while listening a russian music. Love music. A night without it is unimaginable, horrific and boring.

Doing Crazy Things

Come one friends. I am living on this earth among people, with the human beings! Expecting more craziness? Kidding dear. Well, I do many crazy things at night. Just like, swinging from the top of the house, upside down is my favourite. Though my things scares others except my mother. She knows my nature. Never forbidden me. She knows my purpose. Ok, I must not elaborate other crazy things. Definitely, they will scare you. Something must remain hidden.

Remembering Old Days

Music and these types of lights make me nostalgic. I often walk through my past. I feel my old days and old memories in my veins, in my soul, in my mind as well. I relive them. In this artificial era, I live in the 90's. This feeling gives me goosebumps. Reminiscing those days enrich my possibilities of gaining more experiences & lessons for future. I don't want to repeat those mistakes again which completely changed my life. I ask my soul the question 'What if'. What if I had taken that decision? What if I had say no to that proposal? Ahhhh... hundreds of equations there. Let's not get stuck there.

Writing Something New

Well, I write many things at night. Even these concepts too. All are written after 12am. I don't know but I feel motivated then. Right now, I am doing it. That means when you will read this, that will be morning time. The night, the darkness give me a special scenario to create my own specific world. It allows me to act like anyone. I start writing as if I am feeling it with my own soul. This feeling pumped me up so much. Ever tried this one? You must dear.

Night is dark. But in my case, it’s full of dreams and desires. I exist in this world. I live in it. My night with dreams' story will not end here. This is not the beginning of the collapse you desire. This is the birth of new dreams. The night dreams.

• All the pictures are mine.

Thanks for being with me. Hope your dreams come true.

©Lucifer01