Autopsy Of My Character: Love or Hate?
Date: 19th March, 2022
SaturdayHey you scared? I know some people feel hesitated or scared with the word of autopsy. Well, I'm all alive by the grace of my Almighty. Alive and still kicking my problems to be active more. We all are doing that. Let's take a moment of appreciation for all of us. None of you are less than a warrior because all we are doing is finding a way to solve all problems. In this situation, we are often judged by our character. Some praise us, some ignore us, some deny our positive things and some people always remain in hesitation. That's way we all can say that people are judging us by our nature or imagination. We need to fix it. But how? We need to let them know about us properly. Only then, they can understand what they are dealing with. Otherwise people will think you as a threat or a fantasy. So, here I am telling you about myself. Let's start this.
Hello folks, this is your desired Devil, Lucifer who always wants you people to be happy, entertained and relaxed. My job is that and I think each day I'm trying my best to do so. While doing all my daily routine works, I had to maintain some people and their desires too. For me, sometimes it become easier to fulfill it but sometimes their desires surpassed the abilities. Sometimes they cross their lines and not to be mentioned, they cross my lines too. What should I do then? Let them judge or stand for myself? I prefer to stand for myself. That's the better clarification of who I am and what I am. That's it.
Basically it was a nice morning, I woke up from sleep and casually doing my things. I was thinking about today's post when my cousin, Jasglaybam aka @HermaniGinger knocked me in my social media. She was asking about my life and I was answering them. I always share my feelings with limited people and after Maze, she is the one whom I'm comfortable with. Well, in that conversation, she told me a specific line which actually forced me to write down today's article. The single line she wrote in that chat, suddenly changed my mood. That's what I'm figuring out. People judge me & decide on that view without knowing the true face of it. Let me show you my true face then.
Silence of Eyes: That's my nature. I always remain like that way. When I open up and speak, I let everything out. But before that I am at the peak of silence. I just stare at people and understand their words. You want to understand me? Just look into my eyes. That's enough for you.
Kindness: Ok, I'm not good at it. But I always want to show mercy to the people and other creations of Almighty. This is what I do. Whenever I get chance, I am ready to help. Some people criticized me for that. But I don’t pay any heed to them. That's not my nature to remain calm when I see someone need help.
Not a Liar: At least, not a liar. I don’t like it and I prefer not to tell that to anyone. I only use it as metaphor. But I feel angry when someone call me a liar or accuse me in false thing. I am not that person whom you blame for false accusations. I accept my faults if I do anything wrong. I'm not a liar.
Brace the Anger: Now you should know one thing about me. I am an angry person. Only if you provoke me or force me to the edge of my patience. You will brace my anger then. But I warn before that. If anyone cross my lines after that, I become the ferocious person. You shouldn’t mess with such a person whom you don't know properly.
Well dear, this is the autopsy of my character. Now, you can decide yourself. Whether you love or hate me, this is who I am. My cousin said perfectly about people’s vision about my life and their care for me. Oh, didn’t I mention the line? Well, here it is, ❝ And the right one should accept you for who you are. ❞
All the pictures including the lead one are used from unsplash.com
Thanks for being with me.
©Lucifer01
We are humans entitled to feel angry sometimes mostly when triggered. To love really is to choose. You are amazing just as you are.