I'm exhausted!
10th of February 2022
"My brain has too many tabs open"
I'm beginning to feel like I already exhausted myself and every ounce of energy within me. Last night was a mess, I didn't sleep until a few minutes past 2 am or something... I was staring at nothing but my laptop while responding to random messages and downloading movies which I'd watch later today.
Wondering what kind of movies I'm into? Of course It's nothing but horror movies. Those are the only kinds of movies I watch except in special cases where I choose to watch other movie genres such as Sci-fi, action and comic book movies.
Speaking of comic book movies, I sincerely can't wait to see Doctor strange in the multiverse of madness, it's not gonna be out until the month of May or something but I'm definitely gonna be seeing it in theatres. Can't wait to see the scarlet witch, Loki, more Marvel characters from alternate dimensions and Doctor Strange supreme as depicted in the "what-if" universe. I can't wait to see more Dark-hold, more chaos magic, and black magic plus a lot more tricks from Loki's Variant. I hear rumours of Tom Cruise playing a variant of Tony Stark but we'd never know until the movie gets released.
It's more anticipated than spiderman no way home- the cheap cash grab which was marketed by the presence of our favourite spiderman Tobey McGuire and Andrew Garfield. The Marvel cinematic universe know how much we hate the Tom Holland spiderman hence decided to give us one more view at our favourite interpretation of spiderman.
As much as I want to end this article here due to something called fatigue, I just have to continue to express myself until the three or four minute mark is hit. I'm so exhausted that my writing skills are beginning to diminish. All my body wants is to watch movies while laying on my bed and falling sleep between but I'm pushing myself to write this article in a bid to not skip writing today. After all, my "yes to writing everyday" still exists and I do not have any plans of defeating my resolution any time soon.
I've exhausted every article writing idea in me, and my brain keeps telling me to "give myself a break if I intend to not bore my readers by doing some random and meaningless writing". My brain keeps telling me "I may have to stay away from writing for the next two days or so in order to gather enough ideas from the multiverse of ideas and writing skills". But I keep telling myself that I'm better than this, I will not give up writing, I will continue to write whatever comes to mind regardless of whether it makes sense or not, after all I'm not breaking any rules. My brain is trying to play a mind trick on me but I keep saying NO to this weird discouragement.
Speaking of brain, I think I'm my brain, and my brain is me, while this body is actually a vessel. Hence, whatever my brain comes up with is actually me because I am my brain but with a good and evil side. The evil side says give up but the good side says... "push yourself, success is coming soon".....
Phew.....I'm exhausted! Good night everyone, sleep calls!
Hello bro, I am a newbie here, and I also experienced that. You just need to take rest, a lot of rest and try to lighten your day with your favorite things to do or hobbies. I think we're the same, I also like Sci-Fi movies and Horror movies, just enjoy your life, if you feel exhausted again, try to listen with Gospel music's. It will help for sure bro. 😊😊