Toxicity of my neighbor.!

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Another day, Another life! Here we are again blessed by the father God. I love the way myself appreciate the goodness thing coming from the Lord. I always adore how God always with me no matter how I forgot him to be praised. He never once fail me from the beginning.

Anyway, I'll just love to share it here how extremely grateful I am by having God in my heart. I always treasured how God made my day to be more precious and worthy.

My day today has something fishy of toxicity because of what I heard. I don't like staying outside because I don't want myself to expose those people who acted like good. Being with others or socializing to our neighbors is a great thing to keep but one thing that we were able to feel deteriorated is when we heard something bad.

Actually, I have lots of rumored heard our place but as for me I'll just ignore it all. I don't like spending my time to those life of others. I'm one of a kind person whose don't like to be with my neighbors because it makes me a silent devil who heard thier talkings and make me concluded their personality. This is what I hate to myself because whenever someone degrading other life my mind has many thoughts that could already a back to back critique paper. Ohh sorry with this act because I can't hold myself be like that a silent devil sometime it's because it was kinda annoying too knowing those person keep gossiping whenever they are in one place. Hays.

Try to visualize this scenario, I never imagine that most people of our village knows about of whats happening during Valentines day. Well, actually it was a car trank surprise coming from my someone. Of course, that time my family and nearby neighbors only knows about it since there was a car surprise in front of our house. A priceless happiness that time since my family witnessed how this happened and it came from to my special love. So, right after that day when I came to visit the house to my friend because I have something to ask and she was invited me also to have some chitchat with her. So, when my friend went out and came back for a minute she told me that the owner of a store ask her abouy me, that whose my boyfriend? Whose surprise her? And lots of question that she wanted to answer from my friend. As I knew about it when she told me of what was happening at the store, I was like huh? Why they've knew? Our house and here where the house of my friend and store located is kinda faraway. To give you clue, I drove motorcycle just to get here. I can't take it but to laugh Hahaha as in? Even I didn't know them, they are interested about my life. Of course, in the other side of me realized that no matter how you lived not to expose so much to the world still lots of people will interest about your life and be updated. I already concluded that probably, I can also their topic when they saw me.🤔

Lately, I came again to my house friend because we have something to be edited. Surprisingly, our neighbor came on that house because they will be having a prayer meeting of a certain saints. So, I was just at the corner manipulating the laptop silently and seriously. They haven't started yet because they waited some of their companions. They are already old woman and they were three. They are just talking random things loudly and I heard it. I don't mind them since I'm not interested what they've talk and of course I'm not deaf not to hear them. Actually, they were a religious person to tell you exactly. One thing that what I'be heard is they were already talking of a specific person which will be the subject of their topic. Again, I just doing seriously of my business. Unexpectedly, the oldy woman came to talk of a person which I've known and that was exactly my grandfather. I know whose person since she spit the name of my grandfa. When she started to gossip into it, one of her companion whispering some words that I was at their back and I'm one of the granddaughter. I know what they were doing and I just like deaf of everything they've tackled.

In my part that time I really want to leave the house and went home hahhahaa. I can't take my mind again to make a back to back critique paper again haha. One of my thought that time, they were gathered its because to praise God and saints but accordingly they were making sins infront of it. I really don't like how these oldy woman acted like a clean and good follower of God. Sometimes, I heard them telling that they were imperfect and still doing bad but what I don't like is they are hardly evaluating their selves knowing that they keep praising God. I know that they can make mistake and of course we are a sinner but they should acted like a model and a kind person because they were always serving God. How could everyone will be with them and have interest to join their service of God knowing that they were the one who will acted inappropriately.

I was like sad about it😔.

Sometimes no matter how you respect others and trying to acquire goodness from them still you will see their other personality. It feels like I can sense how toxic it is by being with them. Their job was keep talking the others life.

A bit disappointed how I highly respect them and they were just acted like that infront of me. Anyway, it is just an awareness of me that everyone has always say to someone.

Don't make yourself be a toxic of anyone!