In an attempt to hide the torn pages of the past, your story is twisted. You got stuck in this never ending horror movie of a merry-go-round, for you sweetness dosent seem to exist. The only price visible are disappointment and grief and you assume God doesn't exist, that he just sits back feet up with smiles on his face entertained by your problems. How fair is this for a man living in a wicked world, how many times are you going to cycle about questioning God the only one that assures your victory expecting things to be different.
If God truly didnt care, if he truly dosent see your pain every single day, just because everyone turned their backs on you you want to front on everyone else and hate God. if he truly turned his back on you he would have let your souls be repossessed by the enemy.
You may say I'm a dreamer but tell that person "every book has a beginning and that story can be completely written off". Once you give God some space he will turn everything to history, nations at war will be at peace again. Civil war will be over, massive killings will be over, starvation will be over, sicknesses will be healed, there will be jobs for the masses. What was meant to destroy you hasn't, so you have to use that strength left to restore others after you must have learned how God turns trials into testimonies.
You've got two options "are you going to quench the left fire burning or arr you going to add more flames and coverings?" Depression is not your name, diabetes is not your name, tribulations is not your name cuz you're the evidence that the unreal God is still real.
You're on your bed lying and you still haven't gotten up from your unbelief, how much more do you expect from him when you're not giving service in return. To Afghans holocaust and to other nations God still remains faithful to drive away the armories and the bondage.
Have you ever seen a behind the seen movie before, you'd know all the flaws on that clip but you will never see those flaws on the real movie production even though you only got to see 30minites of it. Just like how your life is what if those moments where just your rehearsed scenes and you're never yet in the real clip. Incase you haven't been given a fair shot, more of your clip can be reloaded.
This world haven't fought for you yet, maybe. But look beyond the ordinary people that walk past you.....they are powerful people speaking positive things to your lives. But you've never really observed the presence of good people that wants to lend a hand to keep you from drowning. Much more the love from a Caring and loving father that has created you and gave you purpose.
Gods representation on his crucifixion represented life in abundance and he paid and won the battle just for you and I to be saved and to be free. I'm sending forth hope where there isn't, I'm sending forth love from Nigeria, I'm sending forth strength. Read.cash community loves and cares for you, we would keep praying in our homes and in our private places for you.
I guess I'm not a dreamer anymore, if trapped in a room full of lies and deceit, look for an exit be it a hole or a vent. At that moment your eyes will be teary realizing that God has been the orchestra from the start and there's nothing in this life that can be more satisfying. He loves so much that he can break every rules to see you happy. Only God can restore all you've lost even right there in your insufficiencies he'd fill you up
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24 AUGUST 2021
Looking back in my life .. past has not been good to me .The darkness nearly consumed me but talking to God for several nights and days . He cleared my mind and put my burning heart to at ease. I felt His presence even if my senses back then became numb..