Galaxies Of Love

Once upon a time about 3 years ago boy meets girl, laid eyes upon the most beautiful thing between earth and the sky. Her movement where choreography, it taught the butterflies in my stomach to dance.....I was wooed by her body, so it wasn't enough for me to witness those curve's that seemed to be moulded by something divine I just knew I had to get inside of her. Cherished her, protected her from every hint of harm, showered her diligent to wash away the mess she endured cuz she was gorgeous, faithful and she was mine 'well that was what I thought'. Then after a few months I realized that her bright skin didn't move me anymore, things weren't working anymore yet I thought I had wasted my opportunity with her until I couldn't anymore.

But I noticed something of how it all unfolded, my dreams which should come through didn't anymore and it was all my fault. She was called Bimpe a very beautiful damsel, our savor sweet moments together eventually faded I was used to her but she wasn't to me. But she never became less worthy to be obsessed over and in fact she still made my class mates heads turn because of her splendor always left something behind.

What is it I stopped doing?, I was trapped in a galaxy of love where I couldn't see the cross ends of the road...kept happening for a while till I became much more into her. My first approach to explaining my feelings towards her fell on deaf hears, like she knew I was coming towards her. Nobody knew about this event only my close friends. You will see some girls stare at you and you will be confused if they like you or don't like you.

I will like to call that a soft response, omoo I tried again and I got what I deserved....a really hot slap I knew we had a connection while in pain. The next day she stopped by to apologize, maybe her friends told her what she did was wrong. We became so close from that time till my matriculation ceremony I never saw her again....she left without even saying goodbye.

My dream world collapsed, anytime I remembered what more I could have done in the relationship it brings me to tears. Have you experienced that before?, that a girl you loved will just vanish leaving you completely empty.

So you see girl had class and boy was intrigued because girl was clothed in compassion and girls heart beat to the tune, although boy was too quick in his feet to tell girl of his intentions. But knew every fairy tale had a villain and in this case was distance.

If she at least told me of her exit or I sensed it I would have turned on our pipes of communication and though that dream has been put on hold I'm still going to live each day feeling guilty, I never got her contact, I never messaged, i never asked about her. All i could remember now is the last picture we took together, are arms rested on mine while we took the snap. I planned posting the picture of us but it's in a flash drive far from me.

I know my world of love seems to have ended because of me, yes I take the blame but I wish I could go back to the past and make sure she doesn't leave or rather make it a long distance relationship.

Though the day would come and if still I haven't found her touch then I know it wasnt planned to happen, I know we weren't meant to be in a love triangle because I still can't forgive myself for what happened. I thought maybe moving on would help but I can't stop thinking about you.....I still have to try to move on with my life as you have moved on with yours. This is my reality and all this happened in college of education Lagos. I hope you do find this interesting, thought I should talk about my past this night before sleeping. Its already 11:00pm good night you all.

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19 SEPTEMBER 2021

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