When laziness means Demotivation
17th of October 2021
Are you lazy? Or When are those times that you felt lazy, as if you doesn't like to make things done and your just neglecting things and opportunities that knocks your door because you don't feel doing it or you are lazy enough of doing it.
Were just humans right? We have feelings as well of course. But I'm a bit confused, is laziness a feeling like when we say I felt lazy today so I won't do it and do that. Or is laziness an attitude?
**Well, in my opinion.** Laziness depends on a person. It depends on us on what is being lazy for us despites the knowledge we've known of what the term "lazy" means. It depends on a person because there are those who just became lazy because of such certain things that made them felt of not moving or not doing something and will just waste a days unproductively. But there were also those who really are naturally lazy by attitude. As in, it's there forte, it's in their blood to be lazy literally and they're just depending on someone their whole life.
**But, is being lazy makes yourselves and days productive? What do you think?**
Well, it's a NO NO for me. How will you became productive at the same time your days be productive if in the whole day your just lying on your bed and you didn't do anything as in you've done nothing to fulfill at least a goal for a day? Moreso, how will you able to achieved your dreams if your not doing anything to reached it, or even beyond of it?
**Productivity always starts on ourselves and that excludes laziness.** If we want ourselves and our days be productive and if we want to reach our goals then we should avoid laziness at all means. But since, there were times that it can't be avoided because as what I've said were just humans and there were really times that laziness would strike us because of some specific reasons. I'm one of these persons thou.
Here are some reasons while I became lazy:
***I'm became lazy because I'm tired***
Tiredness makes me lazy. Lazy in the sense that I don't like moving around, I don't like to make things and works done, I don't have the energy to fulfill goals that we set in a day. All because I felt tired. I'm exhausted. But not the lazy in it's literal meaning.
***I became lazy because there's someone who always scolds me even before we start our day***
When I was in my teenage days were I'm still at my parent's roof. There's really a time that our mothers mouth would became a machine gun. Yes, and there were those days that my mom would scold me first before doing household chores that's in the first place were already planned by me to do and to be done. But since, I was scolded first I won't do anything instead. I'll just waits the sun would sets and just done nothing for I became lazy if I'll be scolded first were in fact I'm planning to make things done.
But what if as well, LAZINESS means being DEMOTIVATED.
When I'm at my worst were I'm totally out of motivation. I'm in for my thoughts made me so. Those negative thoughts that are annihilating my minds or destructing my mind that's why demotivation would drowned me to deep. Then laziness would automatically be present in my atmosphere because of such demotivation.
**For example:**
***When I'm demotivated, I don't feel like grinding and I became lazy***
Everytime my mind were full of negativities which leads me to be demotivated then I felt lazy on checking my accounts on this bch communities. I don't like writing an article. I don't have any idea on what to write due to lots of negative thoughts that bombarded me. I don't like reading others works. I don't like to interact to others virtually. Instead, I just prefer to sleep the whole day and done nothing. In the end, I'll have an unproductive day which I don't let it happen my whole life.
**Therefore, if there's those times we felt lazy.** Then we should and must make sure that it won't affect our whole life living in this world. We should know how to put limits on when to stop the laziness we felt. It's not bad to be lazy sometimes thou because were just humans as what I've always said. What's not good in it, is that if we will career the laziness in our system. For sure, we will not be productive our life as well and I doubt if we could able to attain on what we aimed for.
**That is why,**
BE LAZY ONCE! Instead, LET HARD WORK and PERSEVERANCE be in DOMINANCE!
Blessed Sunday everyone!
This is actually my entry to the prompt #19 **"Laziness"** which was initiated by Miss @JonicaBradley. I'm glad that I was able to write some of my thoughts about such word. My heartfelt thanks for this said prompt for I was able to have a topic to write. Thanks, Miss Jonica.
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Forcing myself to wake up early as 1AM
16th of October 2021
**I'll start with a sort of questions that are lurking my minds this past days and the coming days.**
Are you satisfied if there's no internet connection? If your in a place where internet connection is at it's worst? Knowing that having such signal is in need for you to be able to grind on the different platforms that gave you a passive income? Just like your being part of this platform read.cash and noise.cash and your in a place where there's a poor connectivity. What are you going to do with that kind of situation?
**These are the kind of thoughts that are ruining my hypothalamus (Ohhh... My mind actually) this past few days.**
When I started working here in my alma mater during college. I stay at my parent's home since the workplace is near at my parent's hometown compared to our place with my partner. That's why in times of weekends like today, if I stay at home I really can't grind on this platform and can't make some noise on noise cash because during day until evening up to 11PM I can't able to access this accounts due to poor connectivity unlike when it's 12 midnight until 6AM the signal were somehow good for I can access my accounts at that certain times. Maybe because there will few onliners at that time. I really can't stand still just stays at home during days and no internet for I really needed grind for the sake of financial thing.
Things I did just to be able to grind despites poor connection at home.
Mondays and Tuesdays were my work on site schedule. Meaning, in that days I'm going to report at school. So, every Sunday afternoon I'll get back here from my parent's home for my on site work on Mondays and Tuesdays. In this time, I don't have a problem of internet connection during days because I'm at school that time and there's a good data connection at school and the office had a wifi too. Therefore, no problem on grinding thing in the bch platforms during days. But, during night at this particular days it's a silent nights for me because I can't make noise for there's no connection at home during night. **That's why I woke up early as 1AM or sometimes 12midnight just to visit this bch sites that helped me financially up until morning.**
But if I finished writing articles at 3AM or 4AM, I will get back to sleep and woke up again at 5AM to prepare for work since my first class starts at 7:30AM. So, I need to be at school 30 minutes before my first class starts.
If there's a weekend that I can't go home to my place with my partner, just like this weekend where I'm here at my parent's house since I choose first not to get home since I still don't have enough money for the fare and our class starts as well this Tuesday and I need to sort out my modules to be taught. So, I just chose to not go home yet instead I told my partner to get home this coming Wednesday since Thursday to Friday is my work from home class schedule as well. What I did today is that, I again woke up 1AM up until morning. I didn't sleep back since I maximize the time where our connection is still stable at home where I grind 1AM up to 6AM. But beyond that, loading mode were already visible everytime I refreshed the sites. That's why, I'm here right now at our baywalk just to have a very good internet connection.
As you can see, I'm capturing the baywalk here. I'm far from the seashore actually since it's still hot in there. I'm here because I made this article. I'm writing now so that I have something to publish today and I can also make noise as well. Check my wallets. Check the token prices. Then, communicate with my partner too whose left there at our home with his siblings. Then, it's always the same when I get home after I'm done checking my accounts and publishing this one. I'll be getting home since our home is still 5-6km I guess far from here at baywalk. Then, as usual I'll be silent again during nights. Then, to be able to make grinding again and to makr another article for tomorrow **I will woke up early as 1AM again just to do my goals.** Then, same routine will be repeated during days and nights of weekdays and weekends. Unlike if, I'm going home to my partner and I don't have to endure this poor connection during days and nights of Wednesday to Sunday morning.
Forcing myself to wake up early as 1AM.
I really need to to this since I have lots of goals to be achieved.
***As a mother,*** I need to grind more and more for me to provide my son's needs everyday.
***As a teacher,*** I need to make things done for the betterment of my students knowing it's medium of classes is through modular or online.
***As a hopeful bch earner***, I need to stay on track, to keep on track and to grind from both platforms as mentioned because I know the consequence of not being active than being active and I don't want that since I need that for me to at least have another ways of earnings.
Sometimes, I feel tired. But is there room for me to be tired? I guess there's none. Yes, I felt tired of course since I'm still a human being and not a robot which I wish I could but I don't have the right to stop or to quit. If I do so, for sure I won't be able to reach of what I aimed for my future, my family's future and my son's future.
**Therefore, to all who also feels the same as me. I will say, fight fight fight. One day, everything will be in it's accordance.**
Aja!
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Musika
15th of October 2021
Hello! Hello!
I'll start first with a disclaimer.
***Disclaimer:*** *This article again is written by my supportive partner. As usual it's written in Tagalog. Therefore, if my article is in Tagalog that's automatically written by him for he is comfortable with it. So, hopefully you'd still enjoy reading his piece.*
*Also, this article is my 2nd entry for today since I still have to catch up with 4 articles that I left behind for there were 4 days already that I haven't published any. So, excluding this article I now have 3 articles to catch up. Expect for another days that I will be publishing 2 articles. This is in parallel to my goal to be able to publish 31 articles in total this month. I'll just try to test myself if I can do it or I can achieve it.*
Here we go, my partner's thoughts.
**MUSICA ! ! !**
Mula pagka bata ay napapansin ko na mahilig sa musica ang aking mga magulang, gustong-gusto nila ang mga makalumang kanta na kinagisnan nila simula noong bata pa sila. Sa sobrang hilig nila, yung tipo'ng kanta na ang gigising sayo sa umaga at tuwing linggo ay mga ***"bisayang kanta"*** ang maririnig mo sa radyo tuwing umaga.
Mahilig lang sila sa kanta ngunit hindi sila marunong kumanta at kami din na mga anak nila. Hindi ko pa hilig ang kanta noong mga panahong iyon dahil puro laro lang naiisip ko gaya ng karamihang bata, nagtatanong ako sa sarili ko kung bakit ganon nalang sila ka saya tuwing mayroong kanta.
Isang araw may nakilala akong isang babae na kaklase ko noong nasa grade 3 palang ako at masaya ako na nakilala ko siya, gumagaan ang pakiramdam ko sa tuwing nakikita ko siya at nahuhuli ko nalang ang sarili ko na naka ngiti pag na iisip ko ang babaeng iyon. Hanggang nag grade 6 kami ganon parin ang nararamdam ko para sa babaeng iyon. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang nararamdaman para sa kanya. Sinubukan kong isulat ang nararamdaman ko sa halip na sabihin ko sa kanya ang nararamdam ko ay gumawa ako nang isang tula para sa kanya. Napansin ko ang mga pamagat ng mga lumang kanta ***(old love songs)*** at sinubukang basahin ang mga liriko nito. Doon ko napag alaman kung bakit mahihilig sa kanta ang aking mga magulang. At ang babaeng aking nakilala ay naging instrumento para mahulog ang loob ko sa mga sinaunang kanta.
Pagdating ng hayskul, wala na ako'ng kung anong nararamdan sa kanya at nagsimula akong mag sulat muli nang ibang tula dahil gusto ko na ang mga ito, sinusubukan ko itong bigyan ng tuno ngunit hindi ko magawa sapagkat wala ako'ng alam sa gitara. Hanggang sulat nalang iyon at hindi magagawa o mabubuo na isang kanta.
Pinagpatuloy ko ang pakikinig sa mga paborito ko'ng kanta at dumating ang araw na makakapag aral na sa college. Binabasi ko ang mga kanta na pinapatugtug ko sa kung ano ang nararamdaman ng puso ko. Isang araw habang pinapakinggan ko ang kantang ***"Hard habit to break"*** ng Chicago, ay may narinig ako na kung anong ingay mula sa labas ng aking silid at tumayo ako upang tingnan ito, ang tatlong babae at isang binabae. Ang isang babae doon ay boardmate ko **"Ate Flor"** tawag namin sa kanya, pumasok muli ako sa silid at muling nakinig ng kanta. Noong gabi din na iyon ay nakikinig ako nang kantang ***"tell me your name"*** nang biglang may kumatok sa pintuan ng aking silid at **"pwedi mangayo ug tubig?"** Sabi niya. **"Kuha lang maam"** sabi ko naman, medyo may natapon na tubig sa sahig kaso hindi ko nalang ito pinansin. **" okey ra na maam"** sabi ko. May narinig ako'ng pangalan at ang tinig na iyon ay doon nanggagaling sa kalapit na silid. **"JANICE"**..., hinanap ko ang pangalang iyon sa listahan ng mga kaibigan ni **"ate flor"** sa fb. **"Ah siya diay to'ng nangayo ug tubig"** sabi ko sa sarili at nag send ako ng friend request sa kanya. ***Smile ka??? Ikaw na nagbasa???***
*(Woaahhhh, awit muna. May pa interrupt muna ako saglit. POV ko muna to. Hahaha kasi habang binasa ko article niya ay kinikig ako hahaha, Charoottt.. Ako po kasi yung nanghingi sa kanya ng tubig noon at wala akong ka malay-malay na siya pala yun kasi hindi ko pa kilala ang mga ka board mate ko nun na lalaki. O sige, continue na tayo sa kanyang estorya kasi nag friend request na daw siya sa akin. Haha)*
Malamang magse-send ako nang friend request sa kanya kasi kaibigan siya nang kakilala ko. Nagpatuloy ang mga nangyayari sa gabing iyon at mag "aalas dos" na ng madaling araw. May dumating na mensahe sa aking messenger, **"tug na uy! Adik coc" (Matulog ka na, oy!)** galing kay Janice. **"Unya na" (Mamaya na)** reply ko sa kanya.
Ilang buwan makalipas ang unang chat na natanggap ko sa kanya, trip ko lang may makakausap at nakita ko na online siya at naging normal nga ito. Mabilis ang mga pangyayari at naging kami kahit hindi pa niya ako gaanong kilala at ganon din naman ako sa kanya. Basta gusto ko lang may kausap ako pagkatapos ng klase ko.***"The best of time"*** ka talaga ***"Babe"*** tulad ng kantang ***"I can't smile without you"*** at para ako'ng nasa ***"Top of the World"*** na ***"I dont want to miss a thing"*** pag kasama ko siya. Sana ang ***"Too much heaven"*** ay manatili pa at hindi na mawala pa. Hayyyy...***"Love of my life"*** sana ay hindi ka magbago at sanay hindi ito ***"In my dreams"*** kasi pag nawala ka ay mahirap na. Totoo yaong ***"You're the inspiration"*** at nais ko na malaman mo na I ***"Keep on loving you"*** hindi yung kay Renz verano REO Speedwagon fans yata ito.
Ang musica ay nagpapasaya minsan sa buhay ng tao dahil sa matatamis na liriko nito. Minsan kung malungkot tayo napapaluha tayo ng mga kanta at pag masaya tayo ay napapasaya tayo nang husto sa mga kanta. Kayo ba mahilig din ba kayo sa musika? Naihahalintulad niyo ba rin ang mga liriko nito sa tunay na buhay at tunay na nararamdaman niyo?
Wakas.
That was it. He's entry for today.
Anyways, I just want to share some thoughts before he made this because I never expected that this article of him is about his feeling towards me which he connected it to a song title specifically old songs since his an old soul. ***(Putulin niyo nga buhok ko, LOL)***
I told him this morning that if he had ideas of what article to write. Then he should write and send to me for I'll be the one to polished it first before publishing. Then he said, Yes. Then, this afternoon he send it to me and told me to read it first. To found out that it melts my heart. I am just very thankful for him because he always did his best to help me and I really appreciate that. Like the title of the song, I'll ***"Keep on loving You, Him"*** as well.
That's all. So much for the dramas.
Aja!
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Things I did on my first Duty of Work
15th of October 2021
Yesterday was the first day where I started my duty on the school where I'm affiliated with to teach as their Visiting Instructor.
During my first duty, it's not really new for me. The school, the staff, the faculties. They aren't new to me because I'm an alumnus of the said school. The faculties especially within my area which is Science and Math Area knows me already and so do I excluding those Visiting Instructor too just like me because they're also new. That's why the nerves feeling to be felt as a new member isn't that exaggerated for me. The only difference now is that I am already one of them that will be teaching students unlike before that I'm just one of their students.
Now, the things I did on my first duty are.
***Of course, coming to school early and logged early***
They said first impression lasts. So of course I don't want to be late on my first duty because I don't want that they will say negative to me because I'm a late comer as a new member of their faculty. I don't want that.
Therefore, I arrived at school yesterday 6:30AM and I also met someone whose also my batch mate which also arrived early and a new VI (visiting instructor) as well but his in different area because his a Social Science major. So, since it's too early and the office of the HR were still close which supposedly were going to sign first our contract I and my batch mate wait first in front of the admin building and have some talks for we haven't seen each other for 2 years. Just talked about how's life and everything.
Then, after such talkings my area head saw us and told us to logged-in first in our respective areas. Therefore, we went to our respective departments as well.
***Making and arranging my class schedule***
Our area head gave us our teaching loads. So, since it's more on online classes we are tasked to make a table of our class schedule and then identify those time which we want to have a synchronous and asynchronous classes to our our students. Synchronous meaning we are going to do video class to our students while asynchronous were just going to send to our students their modules, activities, answering their queries through chats to any social media platforms which we can reach our students.
So, that picture above is the class schedule I made and already identified what synchronous and asynchronous classes I chose. Since we were also given one day synchronous schedule within a week. In my case, Tuesday sched is my synchronous sched.
***Making an application letter adopting the work from home scheme***
This is one of the reason why I really pursued on applying for this job because they have a work from home scheme. When pandemic strikes, they limits their faculties to stay at the office and that is why they implement a work from home scheme wherein faculties has the choice to apply for it. But it depends to the faculty and staff if they will apply for it. But for my case, I applied for it yesterday along with my co-VI as well which also a Math VI. We both apply for it. Therefore, my Monday-Tuesday is my work on site while Thursday and Friday were my sched for work from home since on Wednesday I don't have class schedule.
***Roaming around the school to get the signatories needed in our application and class schedule***
After making our class schedules and the application for work from home scheme, I and my co-VI accompanied each other to get the signatories of those persons and needs to approved our papers.
Now, while roaming around I have the feeling of missing the school because as what I've said I'm an alumnus of this school and after two years of not being here I've seen changes already. One of the changes is the finished building of the PEHMayers or intended for those PE Area. The time we graduated at this school the said building wasn't done yet and now seeing it again it's all done and equipment used for PE are present already in this building. Just sad thing is that, there's no students can used if for now since face-to-face is not yet applicable.
***Going to the Registrar Office***
After getting all the signatories we then submit our papers to the office of the Assistant Director of the school since he will be the last say for it.
Then, after which we entered the registrar's office since we asked for clarifications about our teaching loads for we exchange our teaching loads and that's what the registrar were doing when we got to his office. At exactly 5:30Pm it's all done and we get back already to our office and signed for the logged out since it's already time to get home.
That was it everyone. The things I did on my first day of work. For today, I'm going to also start making my modules since the classes will start this coming Tuesday, October 19. Now, the excitement I felt to be able to meet my students from Junior High School, Senior High School and my College students is there already. Well, good luck for me to those students that only communicate when the semester ends.
Have a great day everyone!
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Let's take it randomly and seriously
14th of October 2021
In times that we don't have any idea on what to write and we had the hardship of thinking on how to start a topic. Answering questions are one of the solution and I'm one of those who are also having fun answering such for the questions also made me realized on different aspects of life and will bring back my memories as well.
Earlier today I've read an article of @Eylz2021 where she also answered some questions which was generated by a random generator. She got to picked 5 random questions from the generator. So, by that article of hers I am also inspired to answers 5 questions.
If you want to try picking some random questions from a random word generator. Then it's **here.** https://randomwordgenerator.com/question.php
Well, I can't barely remember the time or the situation that I made myself laugh so hard. But when I was in college I have this friend of mind at the same time my classmate who is a gay that always make us laugh. He had lots of jokes before that made me cry laughing. In fact, I considered him as one of my happy pill during that time. He's actually a decent gay, an innocent gay which always gave humor to all of us his classmates. He's one of my closest friend before when I was in college aside from @Zhyne06 and now while I'm writing this one, I'm missing him for it's been a while that we haven't seen each other. I guess after our graduation we already haven't seen each other. So, that was 2 years ago.
Not so well. Lol Actually, sometime I also don't understand myself especially in terms of my temper. My partner also noticed it and he sometimes don't understand me and so do I. There were really times that after I'm in my good mood and due to overthinking it suddenly changes my mood and I just suddenly don't talk and I'm just silent. I feel like I don't want to talk to anyone including my partner. That's why I understand him when he will asked me if he's done something wrong. Then he knows how to distant himself if I'm on that kind of self which I myself don't understand as well.
We don't have a shower actually in our house only a faucet and just have the tab. Anyways, I don't usually sing when I'm taking a bath. I just take a bath silently moat of the times. But sometimes I do sing a song to whatever came out on mind. A song out of nowhere.
I had lots of dreams in my future and in my family's future as well. So, if I happen to see my future then I would say. I am already a public school teacher. Having a regular stable job and goes the same with my partner. We already had enough financial support to our son. We already living in our own house and lot. I already gave my parents a small investment for I want them to have a small business as well so that they won't work anymore especially my father who works heavy works all his life. In other words, I already have a stable life in the future. Hopefully thou.
As for this question, honestly I really thought hard and find something on my schema if there's such a thing which I own and haven't used it. But I can't remember anymore. All I know is that, my was all being used since I'm not into collecting things and just used it for displays or decorations only. All were being used.
How about you? Do you also have some thing that you own which you haven't used yet?
***Now feel free to connect with me on the comment section.***
That's all everyone. The random questions that I had picked in the random word generator. A fun questions to answer. If you want to also answer 5 questions randomly then just click the link I attached above.
Have a great day ahead!
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Priorities over Important Things
13th of October 2021
We all had priorities in life. That's a fact. But we also have important things to be considered as part of our life or even things that we really need that's important to us. **So, how can we say that such important things are our priorities as well? Can we say that all important things we need are priorities?**
Well, as for me I can say that **all the things we prioritized are important but not all important things can be a priority to us**. I don't know if this applies to all but this is all my opinion for it applies to me.
Some sort of example for what I mean when I say, ***not all important things are priorities.***
**Cellphone,** it is really important for us especially if you are a student and you do online classes, when you are an online gamer, when you do your online job by the phone which like us that cellphone were so important for us since we need it to grind in the bch communities we are in. But the question is, is it really our priority? Is cellphone a priority to us? Well, you can answer it yourself. But as for me, it's not a priority. It's just a thing that is important to us for we used it for our leisures and works as well but not to the extent that I made it as my priority in life.
Moreso, priorities are those things that I considered as lifetime valuable.
Here are some of what I considered priorities.
**My son.** When I became a mother my world rotates to my son. All I did is for his welfare and I can't even thought of myself anymore for I prioritized my son. When I had something to buy which is also important to me like the things that I usually bought before I can't able to buy it now easily for everytime I went to a supermarket, all the things that's in my mind that I need to buy are those for my son and none for me and even for my partner. We all prioritized the needs of our son over anything else. In terms of viands, if we have insufficient money to buy for food/viand we just make sure our son has a viand and never mind ourselves if we have not as long as our son has something healthy to eat.
**Foods.** We can't deny as well that foods is one of our needs to survive. It is one of our priority as well. We always find ways to have foods to serve in the table even at least just to have rice or crops. We worked hard for we need to attain this said priority. We plant vegetables and crops for the reason of having foods to eat. For ourselves and for our family. That's why this food is also one of my priority why I worked hard because I don't want my son as well to experience hunger just because there's no food to be served.
**Shelter.** In my experienced as of this times since I and my partner were renting a house. Where we rent almost $40 per month that includes already our electricity and water bills. We planned to have a house on our own and that is one of our priorities as well. Who wouldn't want to have an own house where we don't already mind about the rent only our bills, right? So, for me to have an own house is part of my priority lists. This is also the reason why I prayed that I'll be already part of the DepEd where I'm hired already in a public school. To be able for me to attain this said priority, being in a public service as teacher is one of the key. Just hoping that my ranking result for the division I'm applying for will give me a good news. I always think positively for that. Hopefully.
Those I mentioned are my most priorities I had as for now. I always work hard for this priorities because I know it's all for good and all of it are also important things. But as what I've said, not all important things (the wants) are considered to be priorities. On the other hand, all priorities we've had are all important things. I wish you'd able to understand my point in here. **PRIORITIES OVER IMPORTANT THINGS.**
***Disclaimer:*** *This are all just my own opinions on things and I believe we have our own perspectives for we are not the same and we have individual differences and that includes our opinions.*
Have a great day!
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Karanasan: SCUAA 2017
10th of October 2021
*****Disclaimer******: This is again my partner's article.*
**Ito na sisimulan ko na. Ang artikulong ito ay ang pangalawang naging experience ko sa pagsabak sa kompetisyong Chess.**
Ang aking karanasan sa larangan ng Chess.
December taong 2017, muli kaming sasalang sa larangan ng ajedrez o mas kilala sa tawag na Chess. At ito ay gaganapin sa VSU- Baybay City Leyte, napaka saya ko noong taon na iyon sapagkat sa wakas ay makaka harap ko na rin ang mga iilang manlalaro sa **PALARONG PAMBANSA** sa larangan ng ajedrez. Noong dumating na ang takdang araw ng aming laro ay nakita ko ang ibat-ibang kulay ng mga uniporme ng ibat-ibang unibersidad na nakilahok sa paligsahang iyon, kung saan napagtanto ko na napaka imposibleng maka sali ako sa top 10 sa sobrang dami ng mga man lalarong maaari kong makaharap.
Bandang alas 8 nang umaga ay nag simula na ang unang round at ako ay nasa board 16, narinig ko na nag uusap ang makakatunggali(yellow) ko sa round na iyon ang ang kanyang katabi(red). ***"Kumusta na bay?"*** Sabi ng katabi niya. ***"Okey lang naman, ikaw?"*** Sabi naman ng aking katunggali sa katabi niya. ***"Okay lang din***. ***SLSU man diay imu kuntra, sure puntos na"*** ito ang sabi ng katabi ng aking katunggali. Naka smile sila at nakita nila akong nakatingin sa kanila at dinig na dinig ko sila. Medyo nainis ako sa sinabi ng taong iyon tungkol sa Unibersidad kung saan ako nag aaral. Ibig sabihin minamaliit niya ang mga manlalaro ng ajedrez na nag aaral sa SLSU dahil puntos lang daw kami para sa kanila***. "Puntos diay inyo tan-aw namo, tan-awon nalang nato sa sunod round"***(puntos pala, tingnan nalang natin sa susunod na round) ito naman ang na isip ko, hindi ko ito sinabi sa kanila bilang pagrespeto sa kapwa manlalaro. Na uwi sa tabla ang aming laro at mukang nagulat ang dalawang iyon sa naging resulta nakipag kamay ako sa kanila bilang respeto at gayon din naman sila. ***"Kumusta imu duwa?"*** Sabi nang coach namin. ***"Tabla"*** sabi ko..***"kinsa imu kaduwa?"*** Tinuro ko naman kung sino nakalaro ko ***"kana, (sabay turo ko sa nakalaban ko) maayo kay naka tabla ka ana nga palarong pambansa player na"***(mabuti at naka tabla ka sa kanya, naka paglaro na yan sa palarong pambansa). At nagulat ako sa sinabi ng coach ko pero hindi ko inisip ang kakayahan ko, ang iniisip ko sa mga oras na iyon ay tinulungan ako ng Panginoon na malampasan ko ang round na iyon. Hanggang naging 1.5 ang standing ko pagtapos ng ika lawang round at nakita ko na nakatingin sa akin si red yung nagsabing puntos lang daw kami.
Kinabukasan nagpatuloy ang pangatlong round at yes! Panalo ulit at naka tingin na naman si red sa akin at parang hindi siya maka paniwala.
At paglipas nang ilang round, dumating na ang kinakatakutan ko. Ang pagkatalo ko sa ika pitong round ang nag bigay ng kalungkutan sa akin dahilan ng pagkatalo ko ulit sa panghuling round. Sayang... Leading pa naman ako sa team namin, hindi na kinaya ng nerve namin ang bigat ng tira ng mga nakakalaban dahil malalakas na player na ang nakaka harap namin kadalasan wala pang talo. Sa kasamaang palad ang team namin ay hindi naka kuha ng medalya nasa pang apat na rank ang team namin at sa individual ay pang 12 ako. Hindi man ako nagtagumpay na maka sali sa palarong pambansa, sulit naman ang bagong salta sa liga na kagaya ko. Napa bilib ko naman ang ibang player na nakalaro ko at nakilala nila ang apilyedo ko. Hindi na masama ang rank 12 sa bagong salta kagaya ko. At si red, binaliwala ko na ang mga sinabi niya tungkol sa team namin. Bago kami umuwi ay nakilala ko ng husto si red ganon din si yellow. Mabubuti naman pa silang tao.
Yan po ang mga naging experience ko bilang isa sa mga representante ng aming paaralan upang maglaro ng chess. Gustuhin ko mang manalo sa mga panahong yun dahil pangarap ko ring makasali sa palarong pambansa pero sadyang hindi umaayon sa akin ang tadhana. Pero sulit lang din naman sapagkat napakitaan ko rin yung ibang manlalaro na dapat ay hindi nila minamaliit ang aming team at kung saang Unibersidad kami galing.
***Sana ay nagustuhan niyo ang aking mga artikulo at pagpasensyahan niyo na at ito'y tagalog sapagka't dito lang ako komportable.***
~wakas
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Chess Tournament 2017
9th of October 2021
Taon-taon ay may tinatawag na U-game o ***University game*** sa aming paaralan dahil may limang campuses ang ***Southern Leyte State University*** at kailangang pumili nang mga manlalaro ang bawat campus at ilalaban sila upang maka pili uli nang ipapadala sa ***SCUAA***. Dito mag lalaban-laban ang lahat nang mga manlalaro nang region 8. Hindi ko makakalimutan ang unang tournament na sinalihan ko dahil iniaalay ko iyon sa aking namayapang ina. Isa ako sa apat na mapalad na napili nang aming paaralan na makapaglaro sa U-game.
Sa aming apat dalawa kaming baguhan, bilang bago pa lang hindi talaga mawawala ang kaba sa dibdib. Lalo na at alam namin na ang mga manlalaro nang SCUAA ang makaka laban namin. Mas nakaka kaba pa nang araw na nang aming laro, tinitignan ko ang mga mata nang bawat player na tumitingin sa akin at gusto ko'ng masindak sila sa unang tingin ko palang dahil talagang kinakabahan ako kasi alam ko na hindi na larong kanto ang nasalihan ko. Tinawag na ang apilyedo ko at apilyedo nang makakalaro ko sa unang round pinilit kong hindi magpakita nang kaba at iniisip ko nalang na kayang-kaya ko siya upang malabanan ang kaba sa dibdib ko.
Nag umpisa na ang laro at naging maayos naman ang naging resulta sa madaling salita nanalo ako sa unang round. Pag labas ko sa silid kung saan kami naglalaro ay nakita ko ang ibang mga kasama ko at natutuwa sila sa aking pagka panalo. *"SCUAA player to imu gipildi bay"* (player nang SCUAA yung tinalo mo bay). Nagulat ako sa sinabi nila dahil hindi ko akalain na tinalo ko yung nakapaglaro na sa SCUAA. Masaya ako sa naging resulta at naging kalmado na ako sa pangalawang round. Naging mahirap sa round 2 dahil mismong kasama ko ang nakalaro ko. Gusto ko nang tabla sa isip ko dahil siya ay kasama ko. Subalit sabi niya ayaw niya nang tabla para naman may maka sama sa amin sa SCUAA. Nang natapos na ang round 2 ay naging 2 na standing ko dahil nanalo ako laban sa kasama ko. Alas onse na nang matapos ang round 2 at kailangan na naming mananghalian. Kumain ako nang madami dahil akala ko nakakabuti iyon para sa akin ngunit mali pala. Hindi ko ma intindihan ang nararamdaman ko sa mga oras na iyon. Bumalik ang kaba sa dibdib ko nang matapos na akong kumain, mag aala-una na ng magpatuloy ang laro at hindi parin nawawala ang kaba sa dibdib ko dulot nang pagka busog ko at iyon nga ang dahilan nang pagka talo ko sa ikatlong round. Gusto kong mapag-isa dahil alam kong may pagkakamali akong nagawa sa game dahil sa kaba ay hindi ako makapag isip nang maayos. Nagpatuloy sa round 4 kahit may kaba pa, napaka ganda nang larong iyon dahil isang mali lang ay may isang matatalo sa aming dalawa at siya nga ang nagkamali sa endgame at natalo ko siya. Gusto kong ngumiti dahil nanalo ako ngunit pinigilan ko para hindi ma iinsulto yung kalaro ko. Binigyan kami nang makakain dahil may natitirang oras pa bago ang last round at talagang ako ay nagugutom na. Pero hindi ko kinain yaong pagkain na binigay nila sapagkat isang panalo nalang at makakapag laro na ako sa SCUAA. Ang ginawa ko nalang ay uminom ako nang tubig at nagpatuloy sa last round. Iyon ang pinaka mahirap na parte nang laro dahil gusto ko nang manalo ngunit papaano? May kaba sa dibdib ko dahil takot akong matalo. Naging mahirap ang posisyon nang mga pyesa ko ngunit ginawan ko nang paraan para maayos ito. May nakita akong kahinaan sa posisyon ko at nakita ito nang kalaban ko***. "Talo na ako***" yan ang inisip ko, pinilit kong makita ang mga pweding solusyon sa problemang kinakaharap ko. **CHECK!** Sa subrang saya ko lumakas bigla ang tuno nang boses ko at naka tingin silang lahat sa akin. Akala nilay kung ano.***.. "Sorry"*** sabi ko. Ang akala kong kahinaan ay ang pinaka delikadong patibong pala sa posisyon ko. Sa madaling salita nabiktima nang patibong ang kalaban ko at nakamit ko ang panalo sa last round.
Sa wakas masusubukan ko na rin kung gaano ka lakas ang mga manlalaro sa SCUAA. Alam kong magiging masaya ang mga kaibigan ko sa panalo kong iyon kahit nasa pangalawang rank lang ako. Baguhan man pero pinakita ko naman ang kakayahan ko ngunit hindi ko iyon makakamit kung hindi iyon binigay sa akin nang Diyos. Sinabi ko agad ito sa aking ama, at bungad niya sa akin***"dili man to mga hanas imo naka duwa"*** (hindi daw malalakas naka laban ko.) Natawa nalang ako sa reaksyon niya dahil alam kong masaya siya para sa akin.
**Disclaimer:** *This article again is not mine but written by my partner.* ***(Basta't patungkol sa chess at tagalog ay sa kanya po ang article.)***
*Anyways, this is my 2nd article for today. Since I had 3 days that I haven't wrote and published an article. So, from 3 days, I had this one added. Therefore, I only need 2 days more to published 2 articles. This is because I need to reach my target goal to be able to write 31 articles at the end of the month for there were 31 days of this month.*
**So, that was it everyone.** Hopefully you'd enjoy my partner's article on his experienced joining some chess tournaments. His loving sport.
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Life must go on
9th of October 2021
*It's another weekend. After this weekend. Another week to surpass. Hopefully everything will go smoothly next week for I'm already going to report on my work at my college alma mater.* *Anyways, it's already three days that I haven't published any. The reason behind is that, I can't manage well my time and I was also busy on discord and busy on real life. Then my mind as always were bombarded by so much stress. (Should I already take stresstabs pill? Lol) But what can I do? Still,* ***LIFE MUST GO ON*** *despites every circumstances and even things isn't in accordance to my target goals. I still hoped that I could able to fulfill my goal to publish 31 articles for this month. Hopefully.*
Now, have you tried to question yourself of what's happening to your life? Of what's the problem? Why is it your carrying the world in your shoulder?
Well, there were lots of questions that came to our mind especially if we are in times of distress. The feeling of being hopeless. The feeling of regrets. In this kind of times in our life, we felt on how can we move on? How can we get up if also people around us pulled us down? How can we make things accordingly? How can we survive for being so depressed on thinking how life is miserable? HOW? **Do we still need to hold on to the thought that LIFE MUST GO ON?**
Life must go on...
We all knew that life on earth is full of challenges. Full of uncertainties. It's always up to us if we can able to break the walls that are blocking our way on reaching our goals. It's up to us on how we can able to handle things, problems which in the end can't ruined us. In other words, it's up to us on how we dealt on things that aren't certain for us and things that are making our life miserable. But either way, still life must go on. If not then, we will be put in the mud and we can't enjoy our life for were being drowned on the big hole. A hopeless hole.
What if our health is also always at risks? How can we say, life must go on?
In my case, I can say I'm not a healthy person for I always got sick. It's like now and then I get sick. I looked like I'm not sickly but I really am. My body size is truly opposite of what my health condition is. If you happen to read my previous articles where I shared how sickly I am for I had suffer dengue before, suffer depression when I was in my 3rd year college, suffer from severe allergy even up to now. In fact I had a pill that I need to take everyday for me not feel the symptoms of my allergy. I don't know maybe I'm totally immune already on the pill because even if I'm avoiding those things that can trigger my allergy if I can't take the pill within that day, I surely felt it's symptoms immediately. I even always got hospitalized before because of this allergy of mine. My doctor even said that of all his patient I am the most severe in terms of having allergy. He even said that I should be careful and should avoid those allergens that can trigger my allergy because every attack of it is not the same, it gets worse and worse and what's more worst is that when my heart stops beating because of allergy attack and he doesn't have the vial or injection for it. Then, what my doctor said is true. The attack I have experienced is really different from how it was in it's previous attack. It really gets worst. So, what I did. I just maintained the anti-allergy pill just to avoid certain attacks. At first, I wasn't maintaining it but I noticed that everytime I never take a pill everyday I can feel my allergy symptoms even if I wasn't exposed to my allergens. So, what I did is to take it daily instead. That's why I'm saying I'm already immune on my pill. So, good luck to my internal organs.
**Why did I share this?** It's because even if I knew I had this kind of sickness and everytime I had attacks it really made me felt hopeless for it's really hurt. Still I fought all of it for I had a family that cares for me and especially now that I had a son, so I shouldn't feel hopeless and I shouldn't feel tired of fighting this said sickness for life must go on and I don't have to stop the clock that's still rotating in me for again life must go on.
What if we felt depressed? Or we felt the sadness in our heart that lead us to depression? How can we still say life must go on?
Depression is one of the severe case especially if you arw in the severe stage of bipolar case. It may leads to suicidal attempt and some can't control themselves from it.
I was actually one of those whose suffered from depression because of too much pressure and stress. I was diagnosed before for having bipolar 1 and I felt the feeling of being crazy. As in literally, like those crazy people we've seen on streets that are talking to themselves. I became like them once in my life. That was when I can't control my emotions. I actually have written my experienced on this and how I overcome it for just one day. Since, I only became crazy for one day since my parents brought me immediately to EVRMC ***(the nearest hospital in our place that treat people who had psychological illness).***
Here's my related article fo this. **"Once Crazy!"** In case you wanted to know what happen to me in that worst day of my life. https://read.cash/@Janz/once-crazy-81317d35
It's really not a guarantee that we are going to stop chasing our dreams when we suffer from it. Just like what I did, when I suffer from depression I really helped myself to get back on track. I fought from it by radiating positive thoughts in my mind. I tried my best to not feel the discomfort for I won't feel down again. My psychiatry said to me before when I still took some medicines, she said medicine cannot helped me to get back on track fully. It's only me, myself that can help on not to feel the depression. It's in my mind. After what the doctor said, I realized that I shouldn't be taking medicine if that's the case. What I did. I stop the medication instead I helped out myself. Then here I am, I already able to handle or managed problems, stress so that my worst experienced in life will not be experience again. That's how my life goes on after such depression.
Life must go on, otherwise we lose.
If we choose not to help ourselves to move on and to get up every time we fall. Then, we lose. We lose the opportunity to enjoy our life. We lose the happiness we wanted in the first place. We lose the feeling of contentment. We lose our way on reaching our dreams in life. We lose on everything.
Now, do you want to be called as losers?
So, if not. MOVE ON, GET UP and be brave enough to face any obstacles that blocks your way. That's how LIFE MUST GO ON.
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Wooaahhhh. A great day for me. Thank you sis @Bloghound for renewing your stay with me. Highly appreciated. God bless and more bch to come 😊😇
Reflections on randomly picked words
6th of October 2021
Yesterday, I've read articles about a prompt factory wherein we are going to generate 5 words and will have something to say about it or a sort of reflections on that generated words.
As I am one of those who are also fond of joining some prompts for this could helped me saved my day on what article to write knowing that it' s one of my struggles here too. Because of such reason, I haven't wrote an article yesterday. So, my goal for writing 1 article per day broke already. But, I will just try to published 2 articles tomorrow or the next day just to compensate the day that I haven't published any.
So much for that.
For this article, I'm gonna try reflecting on some words that I've randomly picked from a **random word generator**. I'll try to connect the words in my real-life situation. https://randomwordgenerator.com/
Let's start with:
**QUALIFIED.** This is one of the word that is pleasing to hear. Why? Of course, if were applying on a job we wanted to be qualified for that specific job that we wanted to. If were even looking for a job as well, we will make sure that we are qualified too. That we had all the qualifications they need for us to have the chance to be hired. But what if, the job were applying for or the company that we wanted to apply has a very high qualifications which are already beyond ours. Because of that, somehow we end up by just looking afar of that company or by just passing only the resume and there's no call received after since were not qualified.
Just like what I experienced on applying a job online specifically online teaching job. I had passed my resume on many online ESL Company but when documents are needed to be submitted already I got failed immediately because I had a lacking documents for I don't have any international certificate about language proficiency or something. So, therefore I looked on the other ESL that doesn't need that certain certificate and I ended up into a company which only had a very low compensation or low benefits.
So my point here is that, being over qualified on a certain thing your up to is a huge advantage already since you'll be able to have a better work or whatever it is. Unlike being under qualified. It's mostly the other way around.
**IDENTITY.** The first time we see the world we are already being identified. When we are born, we are automatically given an identity for we had the right to be born well and that includes the right to have proper identity.
Before I gave birth to my son, I and my partner planned well on what name should we gave to him and of course what's his surname for we knew were not yet married. Good thing, that we can still used the surname of the father even if not yet married. They will just have to give a joint affidavit form. Then, our son can already bring his father's surname. That's a big part of giving the proper identity of a child.
**COMPETENCE**. We all knew that life here on earth is full of competitions. Everything were competing. The prices of such product are competing. People are competing on becoming the best. But is it not good to be competent at all times? Well, NO. It's really good to be competent in all aspects of life for it helps us on how to be courageous enough on facing every challenges that comes our way. Being competent for me is being brave. Brave on dealing things wisely and successfully.
During my school days. I've seen my classmates were very competent. They really even competing each other just to have the grades they wanted or who among them is the best and I am proud of myself that I was being competent during my school days. Even now, I'm competent on how I dealt with life. Even if I felt tired already I still force myself to get up and be competent for I had a son that needs me more.
**UNLIKELY.** Things may happen to us differently in different ways and we are aware of that. Once things are already done. We cannot assure that it may be done again on the same manner or in the same ways. That's how things are somehow unlikely to happen. The same in our life, when we are the lowest point as of this moment, we cannot say that we are still on that point as time pass by. For sure there's already a difference on that. Maybe were already at the top of the ladder that were aiming to reach. That is why, hopes and being positive is also being part of this stage. Hope for one day, there maybe things that are unlikely to happen which is not the same for what is is in the present.
Lastly**, PRIVILEGE.** Of course as human being we have those privileges. Living in a certain country, we are given privileges as well that benefits us. Those kind of privileges helps us to be what we are and who we are. Just like; religious privilege, gender privilege and many more. Here in Philippines we had the so-called right to life, liberty, and security. We are living on that kind of privileges too. It is relevant for us since it also serves as our protection and we can live life we wanted as well where freedom is there.
S*o, that's all everyone. It seems like I picked some deep words in here. Lol Good thing I still able to expand my explanation, opinion and reflection towards the words. Hopefully you'd also gained something from this article.*
Have a great day ahead!
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Pyesa
4th of October 2021
Walong kawal, dalawang tore, dalawang obispo, dalawang kabayo, isang reyna, at isang hari. Para sa akin ang mga pyesang ito ng chess ay nag rerepresenta sa mga taong malapait sa buhay natin. Depende sa kung sino ang naglalaro. Halimbawa ikaw ang naglalaro, ikaw ang hari. Ang reyna, tore, obispo,at kabayo sila ang mga taong lubos na nagmamahal sayo. Gaya nalang nang mga magulang mo, o asawa, ka relasyon. Kaya ka nilang protektahan hanggang kaya nila at hanggang kasama mo pa sila.
At ang mga kawal(pawns) sila ang mga taong nakilala mo at naging malapit sayo o mga kaibigan mo. Pwedi ka nilang protektahan kung kaya nila pwedi namang hindi. Gaya ng isang totoong hari, mahal na mahal niya ang kanyang kaharian at ayaw niya itong ma wala sa kanya sapagkat ang mga tao dito ay mga pamilyar sa kanya at nagpapasaya sa kanya at kagaya ko , gaya mo mahal nating ang ating mga kapamilya.
**"Ang buhay parang chess"** wika nila. Maituturing itong totoo sa paningin namin na nag lalaro ng chess, pero sa taong hindi nag lalaro nito ay mahirap itong maunawaan. Sapagkat hindi pa nila nararanasan na ma konekta ang kanilang buhay sa laro na ito siguro may iilan, pero hindi lahat. "Sa chess hindi laging panalo, minsan ito ay leksyon sa buhay mo" dito ay maari kang matalo. Kung na ipanalo mo man ang laro mo, study at improve. Kung talo man ay tanggapin mo nang buong puso ang pagkabigo at malalaman mo saan ka nagkamali at alam mo na kung saan mo dapat galingan. Parang sa buhay lang ng tao. Kahit saang aspeto ma pa trabaho man o pag aaral, kompitisyon. May ma rereject sa ayaw at sa gusto natin at syempre may papasa.
Sakripisyo para manalo. Uso ito sa laro, kailangan mo isakripisyo ang mga pyesa mo minsan upang makamit ang panalo. Sa pag-aaral natin mawawalay tayo sa mga taong mahal natin sa buhay para makamit ang mga pamgarap. O kaya kailangang mag trabaho sa ibang lugar o bansa para sa pamilya. Ngunit may kapalit ito ang tanong kaya ba natin itong lampasan? Ma-ihahalintulad ko ang aking buhay sa larong ito sapagkat dito ay walang ka siguraduhan. Maaring ang posisyon mo ngayon ay maganda sa subrang ganda ay kampante ka na hindi masisira ang posisyon mo at mananatili ito. Ngunit kung tayo ay pabayaay pweding mag iba ito maaring masira ang mga plano mo sa isang idlap o kisap man ng mata.
Sa laro ng buhay hindi ko inasahang mawawalan ako ng reyna, yan ay ang aking ama at ina. Mahirap sa magpatuloy kung wala sila sapagkat, sa umpisa ng laro iningatan ako nila at inigatan ko din sila. Kahit anong pagpapahalaga ang gagawin ko kung itinadhana talaga silang mawala sa kalagitnaan ng aking laro wala Na akong magagawa kundi tanggapin, ituring na sakripisyo, mahirap man pero patuloy para sa pinapangarap na kampyonato. Nawalan man ako ng reyna ayos lang may ibang **PYESA** pa naman. Hindi mo na gets?
***Basta, "chess thing" mahirap ma-intindihan.***
***Disclaimer:*** *This piece is again not mine but this is my partner's article again. As he promised to help me write an article because sometimes or most of the times I'm out of topic. Lol*
**That was it everyone. It's all about chess thing again for my partner do love chess.** In fact, that's the only sport that he's good at. He doesn't even know how to play well on basketball just like the other man do. Only chess made him addict all the time. There's no such day that he won't play it online. He can't even sleep until he never analyzes well his game and how it ended up and why he loses. After all his games, I've seen him looking far then I asked him of what's his thinking of that deep. Then, he just told that he thought about his game and why he lost it. Haha I was like, Okay.
**So, anyone here also loved playing chess? Do you also do the same as what my partner's do?**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Lemme Try: Answering some Tough Questions
3rd of October 2021
Yesterday I wrote about my target goals for this month October and one of it is to be able to publish 1 article per day. That's why, even if I don't feel writing today because my mind were bombarded by many things. But I still try my best to have focus writing this one today for I wanted to achieved 31 articles for this month since this month has 31 days. Hopefully, I really can.
For today's article, I'm happy that I'm not going to think more deeply on what to write. Since, yesterday I read an article of @King_Gozie about answering some tough questions that he created. This is one of the reason why reading others works/articles are of great help in finding or getting ideas on what to write as well. So, thanks to you King for your questions and I'm grateful to answer all of it. By the way, you cam check back his article too. **Here it is!** https://read.cash/@King_Gozie/tackling-the-toughest-questions-6f0f523f
**He had 13 questions in total and I'm just going to answer some for the best I can. So, let's start.**
***If I knew read.cash for so long would I have given it my best?***
If I knew read.cash for so long. I don't know if I have given it my best. I have read articles regarding how read.cash as before when Rusty wasn't there to gave upvotes to the writers. I've learned that, read.cash is harder than what it is now knowing that Rusty is already present in this platform today. Before, users for I know had the hard time in terms of earnings unlike what it is now where Rusty is there already to give random upvotes to all users in this platform.
So, if ever I joined read.cash from before I don't think I'll still able to survived in this platform just like the old users in here knowing that I'm not into such earning sites that has the hard time to earn. What I always wanted before is to join earning sites that can earn easily for what's in my mind are just easy money. Good thing I've changed that mindset the time I already had my own family especially my son. I also reflected that in any aspects there's always no easy money at all. Unless otherwise, those works that earn easy money in exchange to dignities.
***Do I like being who I am?***
Of course. If I don't like who I am then definitely my life now is in chaos. It's chaos for I don't have for sure peace of mind, I always had the feeling of insecurities, I'm not surely contented for what I have. If that's the life I had, then I always in grief. I don't feel happy if I always felt the discontentment of myself.
Therefore, I always like for who I am. I always do. All I want is happiness and that will start of liking who I am and for what I am.
***Do I question God if he gives me a different answer from what I asked?***
No. I won't question God for it. If he gives me different answer then I'll just thought that he had other plans for me. Maybe he doesn't want me to dive into a situations that isn't good for my welfare. That is why, or maybe that's the reason why he gives different answer from what I asked.
In addition, we don't have or I don't have any right to question what God has planned for me.
***If I could change something from my past, what would it be?***
As for my case. I won't change anything from my past because what I did in the past makes me for who I am today. I had lots of mistakes from the past but I never regretted it because all those mistakes gave me learnings after and that learnings I got from that mistakes made me whole and made me more stronger and braver in battling all the struggles that I've been facing along my journey of life.
***What are your October goals?***
For this question, I already made an article yesterday about what are the goals I set up foe this month October.
You can check it back **here.** https://read.cash/@Janz/when-goals-are-being-set-up-825482b6
***Do I believe God is an unlimited God? If you do, tell me why?***
This is such a deep question for me. I really don't get it when you say unlimited God. I think I need some clarification for this question of what this really mean. (Can I, my dear friend @King_Gozie)
But if this means, that God has no end for God is unlimited. Then, I'll probably believed on that. For God has always unlimited hand for helping us in our daily battles, unlimited ears for He always listens to us everytime we had something to asked for him , unlimited mercy for He's always there for us no matter what and He never stops looking at us and gave us sign everytime we chose a wrong path.
***Tell me more of your addiction***
Well, nowadays I'll be honest. I'm really addict on navigating my cellphone because of this platform read.cash and noise cash. In fact every time I woke up, I looked immediately on my phone then go through Google Chrome to check my account on both platforms. I don't even checked my social media accounts like I used to before I meet this bch communities. That is why I can say, probably I'm already addict on this platforms. Haha
I'll just answered 7 questions out of 13. So, if you also want to try answering the questions then just feel free to check back the article of King.
Now, hopefully you'd gain something from my answers.
**Have a great month everyone!**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :)*** @Janz
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When Goals are being Set-up
2nd day of October
We are already entering a new month. We've been somehow clearing our earnings from September and start a new for October. Everything were already being set-up in our wallets.
But how about our goals for this month? Is it also being set-up? Do you/we have a target goals to be achieved for this new month? Then, what are those?
Usually, I never set-up a target goal for I always had a general goals to be attained and no prior dates for that. I always have in mind different goals in life that I need to be done but all of those doesn't have exact date on when or where should it ends. All I'm doing and have in mind that one day I can meet the goals in just the flow of time.
But recently, I thought of what if I'll set-up a target goals within a month and try to make comparison of it on what I usually do if I can really make those goals achieved in just a month. I knew it's not hard to set a goal which good for a month, the only difficult is if I able or we able to achieved all of that goals in a certain time or in a target time. Because I knew there are those circumstances or instances along the way that may hinders our eagerness on achieving such goals. **But, let's see. There's no wrong of trying though.**
Now, here are the goals that I wanted to attain this month. *(This refers to my goals on being part of different platforms of bch community.)*
Publishing 1 article per day
I always wanted to do this from the start of being active here read.cash. But I don't really know why I can't able to achieve this. It seems like it's hard for me publish 1 article a day because there's always some uncertainties, instances that can hinder this goal of mine. In fact, to sum up every article I had published from the start, I guess I haven't completed even just one month publishing 30-31 articles.
I counted all the articles I published starting June up to September where I became most active here.
***June*** - *24 articles published*
***July*** - *22 articles published*
***August*** - *21 articles published*
***September*** - *17 articles published*
As you can see the figures, I haven't reached 30-31 articles in a month. That's why, I've said it seems like hard for me to do it and complete an article in a day. That's one of my struggles too. Even if I really wanted to write an article there's some time that my mind won't really function in accordance as well to my body. There were also some instances that happens in my day which the reason why I can't able to write an article. For we know too, that we can't control and handle our time.
But I really hope that by setting-up goals because before I don't mind if I can able to complete 30-31 articles per month as long as I've just published articles in 2-3 days. Now, I'm going to try to set this goal which is **1 article per day** in my mind for me to attain this said goal.
Hopefully I can because my partner is there already to help me in writing articles. But he said he can just make a Tagalog article. Still it's fine since a lot of users here are Filipino too. Still there's someone that can understand it or by just simply clicking the google translate everyone can already understand it. In fact, he already wrote 2 articles. The **first** and **second**. You can check it back too. Also, he still have an article in my drafts. I'll just published it tomorrow or the next day or when I had nothing to write. https://read.cash/@Janz/mga-klase-ng-pasahero-aea9e852 https://read.cash/@Janz/ang-simula-ng-aking-paglalaro-sa-mundo-ng-chess-9e63f053
**Reading at least 10 articles per day**
Well, for this goal. I can just easily achieve this if only my day isn't busy. Usually, when I'm a bit busy I can only read at least 5 articles in a day. But of course, for this month I want it more. I want to read more articles for this help me gained some learnings, reflections, realizations on what the other writers are sharing. **That is why, this is one of the best part in read.cash. We can not only earn by writing but we can also learn by reading other's articles.**
Therefore, for me to gain more learnings and also to have an idea on what to topic to write. I wanted to read more articles for even at least 10 per day.
Giving upvotes to all the comments of my article
This one is what I really wanted to achieved this month. Actually, I already did this before for I was inspired by Miss Jane when she also gives upvotes to all who comments in her article. But, when I badly needed money. I just rarely do it and somehow stop doing it. But for this month I really wanted to attain this one. Hopefully I can as well as I've wanted to give back to the community too.
Sponsoring for at least 10-15 new users in this platform
I already had 15 users/writers in this platform that I gave my sponsorship. Now, for this month I wanted to add more on my lists. Because for the previous month I just rarely do it the fact that I haven't seen yet new users in this platform. Why new users? It's because I wanted to inspired them to not lose hopes despites the absence of Rusty or to inspired them to not stop writing in this platform.
$3-$5 per day in Noise Cash
Actually, I'm already achieving $3 per day on noise cash in the previous month. $3 per day in Noise Cash is not bad at all and I'm so happy and grateful that I can able to at least earn such amount on noise cash. Knowing that the upvotes or the heart value there is not consistent on my part. Still I'm so happy for it already. If ever I can grind more there and able to attain $5 per day for this month, then it is such an achievement for me already.
That was it everyone. The target goals that I wanted to achieve for this month October.
Closing Thoughts
I set up a target goal for I wanted to have some focus on things that I need to achieve for this month. It's really an achievement for if at the end of this month I could able to make all of this goals done accordingly. I know time would hinders me, instances as well as I go along my journey towards the end of this month. But I'm just hoping that I could able to manage my time well and do whatever I can for it to be achieve.
**So, for this new month. Let us grind more and earn more at the same time.**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Ang simula ng aking paglalaro sa mundo ng CHESS
1st of October 2021
**Unang araw ng Oktobre, at sisimulan ko ito sa paglathala nga isang Tagalog na Artikulo.** Sa, totoo lang naging Tagalog ito sapagka't ito ay hindi aking gawa.
Ang aking kabiyak *(chaarrr)* ay gumawa ng isang tula patungkol sa kanyang nag iisang laro ang **"CHESS"**. Oo, mahilig siya sa chess bago ko pa man siya nakikila bagama't naging representante siya sa aming skwelahan sa kolehiyo sa larangan ng chess. Siya yung pinapadala sa skwelahan kapag may paligsahan ng mga palaro at kasali dun ang chess.
Kahapon, nakita ko siyang nagsusulat. Pero bago yan, sabi niya sa akin na tutulungan niya raw akong gumawa ng artikulo pero gagamitin niyang lenggwahe ay Tagalog sapagkat sa Tagalog lang daw komportable. ***(Dahil dito nagpapasalamat ako dahil kadalasan wala akong maisulat at sa kanyang artikulo ay hindi na ako mag iisip pa ng todo kung anong paksa ang isusulat ko sa araw-araw. Yeppeyyyyy!)***
Ayun na nga, kahapon nagsusulat siya kaya tinanong ko siya kung ano ang kanyang isinulat at sabi niya isang **TULA** raw patungkol sa kanyang minamahal na laro. Kaya nais kong ibahagi sa inyo ang tula na kanyang gawa.
**"CHESS"**
*By: Junix*
*Simula Elementarya ay naririnig ko na ang salitang "CHESS♟️" sa bibig nang iba. Ano nga ba kaya ito'ng bago sa pandinig ko? Sa isip ko'y nais malaman ito.*
*"Ama, sa chess ay may alam ka ba?" Tanong ko sa kanya. "Ito'y larong isip, mind game ba ga". Simpleng sagot niya.*
*Lumipas ang mga araw, buwan, at taon. Chess ay nanatiling malaking kwestiyon. Paano ito laruin nang wasto at paano ito ipanalo nang na aayon sa paraan nito.*
*Noong ako ay nasa Ika-6 na baitang sa Elementarya, ay sa wakas nakita ko na rin kung paano ito laruin. Noong nakita ko aking mga ka-klase na nag lalaro nito. Ang ginagawa nila'y tinitingnan ko'ng maigi upang ako ay matuto.*
*Ako ay nagtataka, naguguluhan- marahil ako ay baguhan. Kaya hindi ko ma intindihan, sa isip ko ay mahirap maunawaan.*
*"Hindi ko gusto ang larong ito" wika ko sa sarili ko. Marapat pa siguro na ako ay manatili at paghusayan ang larong DAMA na aking pinili.*
*Ngunit pag-dating ng High School. Ni Isang ka klase, sa DAMA ay wala ako'ng ka laro. Mas tinatangkilik nila ang chess, Oo chess...*
*Check!... Wika ng ka klase ko'ng nag lalaro. King, Bishops, Knights... Queen, Rooks, at Pawns. Passpawn... Casting Kingside, Casting Queen side, Checkmate, Stalemate. Salitang kailangan malaman upang matoto.*
*Itinuro ng mga ka klase ko ang galaw ng bawat pyesa, at pa unti-unting nalalaman ko na. Mahirap sa umpisa, sapagkat naglalaro ka ngunit di mo alam ang plano kung paano talunin sila.*
*Pinilit ko'ng maglaro kahit hindi ko ma intindihan kung bakit ako nag-lalaro. At pinilit ko'ng maunawaan ang mga bagay na hindi ko lubos maunawaan.*
*Pero parang hindi talaga para sa akin ang chess. Kaya tumigil muna ako sa paglalaro nito, dahil hindi talaga namin plano ang maging magaling at gusto lang namin malaman paano ito laruin.*
*Hanggang naka pagtapos ako nang High School. Naging tambay at akala ko ay hindi magtatagal ay sa kolehiyo na maka pag-aral. Ngunit kapos, kaya nag trabaho ng marangal.*
*Dito ko siya muling natagpuan, ang kay tagal ko nang nakalimutan, kay tagal nang na pag iwanan, at na lipasan na nang panahon.*
*Ang chess ♟️, sa kabila ng mga pagsubok at paghihirap na napagdaanan ko sa buhay ay natuto akung mag laro nang chess. Sumabay sa laro nang buhay ganon din sa "64 squares" nang chess board.*
*Dumating sa punto na pagtingin ko pa lang sa chess board ay may buhay na ang mga pyesang naka latag dito. Talagang nagustohan ko na ang laro. Basta,* ***It is a chess thing na mahirap ma-intindihan.***
***~wakas***
At ayun na nga ang kanyang tula. Sa totoo lang di ko akalain na marunong pala siya gumawa ng tula. Kaya tinanong ko kung ba't siya marunong at napag alaman ko na mahilig pala talaga siyang sumulat ng mga tula nung siya'y hayskul pa lamang.
Kaya siguro naman magagawa ko nang makumpleto ang lahat ng araw sa buwan na ito na makapaglathala ako 31 na artikulo sapagkat mayroong 31 na araw ang buwan ng Oktobre. Sana.
Tanong ko lang. Sino ba rito ang naglalaro ng chess online. Kagaya ng sa lichess.org at chess.com. Kasi pwede raw kayong maglaro sapagkat ako'y hindi marunong maglaro ng chess. Kaya, kayo na lang muna ang maglaro. Sa chess lang okay at wala ng iba pang lalaruin. ***(Haha charroot, may pabilin. Joke lang naman)***
Sis @bmjc98 laro raw kayo. Hehe
Ito ang username niya sa gusto lang makipaglaro.
***Chess.com*** -Ioryyagami24
***Lichess.org*** - LANSOY
*That's all for today everyone and I apologized for I know my Tagalog isn't good. Haha I really had hard time writing in Tagalog because I felt like I'm just trying hard to write it. What can I do, my partner were comfortable for it. So I just bare with it though. It saves my day as well. Maybe this will also help me improved my writings in Tagalog version.*
*Anyways the poem was written by my partner and I never edited something on it. Then, the rest was mine.*
Have a great day ahead everyone. Then let's make this October productive for us.
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Achieved 2 BCH in 4 months, but wasn't HODLED
30th of September 2021
**It's already the last day of the month**. I knew that most of you already reflects on your earnings if your September earnings increases from the previous months. Comparison is there already. If I'm not mistaken, you already had written your monthly reports and how your September ends and was it a productive month for you or not. I've been already seeing some published articles about their achievements this month and how this month went for them.
If we go back to my published articles, I am not into making articles about some of my monthly reports on my earnings but I just wonder lately of how much really is my earnings in both platforms noise cash and read.cash since I really can't HODL an amount of 10,000pesos or almost $197 in my bitcoin wallet. Yes, I didn't see my wallet ends up into $197 because every now and then I'll converted my earnings into fiat in order to have money to be consumed in our daily needs and for my son's needs the fact that I still don't have any other source of income.
I've been a user in this platform for 6 months as I've checked my profile and joined noise cash a month ago. Then I was being curious if I able to reach 1bch if only I HODL my earnings from the start up until now from both platforms.
**Therefore, yesterday I calculated all my earnings from read.cash starting from June 2 of this year up to September 29.** So, it's my earnings for 4 months of being active here on this platform and a month on noise cash. It's only 4 months here on read.cash since I wasn't able to be active for the first 2 months stay in here. Then just came back active last June up to this time.
So here's what I did yesterday. I wrote and calculated all of it in a piece of paper.
As you can see, within 6 months I accumulated already ***2.02607118bch.*** That was from both platforms already***.***
In my bitcoin wallet, I had four wallets being made there.
**I had four wallets on my bitcoin wallet.**
**First, For HODL wallet.** My earnings here came from read.cash. For HODL, since I really wanted to HODL bch coming from this platform but sad to say it wasn't realized as HODL because of most instances my earnings were always converted to fiat as what I've said I don't have any other income for now aside from writing articles and making some noise. The fact that I had a family to provide specifically my son. So, as of this time I only have 0.06plus bch from this wallet.
**Second, Cellphone Goal wallet.** This wallet was created last August 26. I put $1 to $2 everytime I withdraw my earnings here on read.cash before I sent all to my first wallet. This is because I wanted to have a new cellphone since my phone doesn't work well already. Actually, I'm using my partner's cellphone since my phone were not functioning well. We only uses one phone for now. I used his phone during day just to be active in all the sites concerning bch. Then during night he used this phone for making his modules since he's still doing online classes. That is why I wanted to have new phone for us not to have this set up. So, from August 26 up to September 2. I was able to put only 0.01plus of bch since I again withdraw it for I need money the time we transferred a house. I don't have no choice but to stop putting bch on this wallet. I just put all on the first wallet instead. Hopefully, I can still able to put some once I had another job already.
**Third, My Son's Second Birthday wallet.** I started saving $1 or $2 depending on my earnings from read.cash as well supposedly for my son's 2nd birthday this coming December 16. I started saving it last July 1 up to August 26 only. My reason for not putting something on it now were just same reason for what happen to my 2nd wallet. I end up no choice again for I badly need money for our daily basis as well. I already put 0.2plus bch from this wallet if only I haven't used it. But what can I do, as what I've always mentioned above I had no other choices for I still don't have any other source of income for now. I just hoped that I can still save some for my son's upcoming birthday once I will already start teaching this coming October 19 from the school were I was being hired the fact that I will already have other source of income that time.
**Last, Noise Cash wallet.** My earnings from this wallet is of course coming from making noise on noise cash starting August 22 up to this time. I already accumulated 0.2plus bch as well from making noise. But again, it wasn't HODLED too. Since, I used my earnings here to provide our data for us to be able to have loads and can able to grind on both platforms. As of now, I only have 0.02plus bch from this wallet as well.
**Another is that,** during this month September I also participated on some airdrops the time smartbch was being trending. I even invested some of my bch to buy some $EBEN tokens and from that I was able to gained $49 from my investment which was only $23. Then, it was also added on my first wallet. More so, another token which is KTH which I able to have 1000KTH from an airdrop and that time I swapped half of it to bch and I also gained $90 of bch from it and was also added to my first wallet. All of this helped me to be able to have some cash to be pulled out once I needed it for our daily needs which is foods and of course the needs of my son.
You can read back it's related article. Since I also wrote articles regarding my adventure on SmartBCH and on it's Benswap Pool. Here are the links:
https://read.cash/@Janz/the-profits-i-gained-on-exploring-the-smartbch-on-benswap-pool-095b7cd3
https://read.cash/@Janz/trying-my-luck-into-staking-eben-in-the-very-first-dex-on-smartbch-ade0e9d3
**Overall, without me noticing and if only I HODLED everything. I would already have 2plus bch as of now.**
Does everything spent well? Or Did I just felt I wasted all my earnings for not being able to HODL it?
**The answer is big NO.** Everything that I converted into fiat was being spent well. It was spent for our daily needs specifically foods. It was spent for my son's needs too. **Was I felt wasted? The answer is still NO.** Instead, I was being thankful that I had this kind of platforms that I was being part of this kind of platforms that pays bch in returns of our efforts. Efforts from writing, commenting, interacting, posting and making noise.
I am grateful that I had this source of income which helped me financially especially this time that crisis is really making the poor to be more poor. Just like me that as of this time, I had a family, a son, I separated a house and rent is needed every month, the bills and everything and still I don't have other stable job and my partner were still a student as well and thanks God I had able to earn bch and we were able to surpassed a day wherein we still able to eat 3-times per day.
All thanks to this platform read.cash and noise.cash and all the people behind this platform. I may not know you all but deep in my heart I was very thankful that you created this kind of opportunity for us who wanted to have a passive income through writing and posting. To sir @MarcDeMesel the only person I know who have a kind heart that funded both platforms. My deepest thanks to you sir. Hopefully, if you can read this you will also sent my thankful appreciation to all the people behind this said platforms for you all helped me able to have such kind of earnings that helped my family's needs and our daily needs to be exact.
Closing Thoughts
**2bch achieved within 6 months but wasn't HODLED.** Well, that was still fine for me since I knew that I never wasted it in fact I definitely spent it well. But still there's some parts of my heart that says some what if's. What if I able to HODL it, therefore I had already 2bch as of now and once bch pumps higher to the moon for sure I will have more profits from it instead.
Of course. I knew and hoping that for the coming months I cam still able to make at least 1bch for that is one of my goal for being here in this BCH Community. **Hopefully.**
**That would be all everyone.** This is actually my second entry for this day. Since yesterday, I wasn't able to published an article.
Hoping for the next month which is already tomorrow that it will be good to me and it will be more productive month for me and to all of us.
**Have a great month ahead everyone!**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
***Special mention:*** @scottcbusiness *as my newest sponsor for today. Thank you for being kind to me as well. Super blessed before this September ends. God bless*!
***All images were taken and screenshot by your truly including the lead image.***
Good Morning ☺️
I just want to say my deepest thanks to @scottcbusiness for becoming my newest sponsor. Thank you so much and I highly appreciate your kindness. This is such a last minute blessing for me before this September ends. Thank you, Thank you and have a blessed day ahead you. More blessings to come as well.
Commonly Seen during Town Fiesta
30th of September 2021
It's Thursday, the last day of the month September. Then yesterday, September 29 the Town where I belong celebrates it's annual fiesta. So, when we say **Town Fiesta** it's a celebration that was being done every year where it's the feast of the St. Micheal the Archangel.
During fiesta, especially a Town Fiesta. It is expected to have lots of displays within the every corner of the streets. Lots of the so-called "banderetas". Lots of plays. Even some programs are presents. But because of this pandemic that we had right now, most of the things the we experienced before when there was still no viruses that roams around was gone already. There were still some that are visible during fiesta nowadays but it has already a big difference from what it is before. People were being limited unlike before that people can freely come and go within the town without any limitations. There were parties left and right and mostly of the houses were lots of visitors and we can hear loud music from different houses. But now, it's totally different.
Here in our town, the celebration of fiesta has a big difference from before. Yesterday, the whole town was in lockdown and no one can enter the town. Actually, the lockdown started at 1PM last Tuesday until today September 30. See the difference. Before people are visible that come and go within the town during fiesta but now there's no people can go inside the town because it's totally lockdown.
This pandemic really brought a huge difference in all aspects and even in our lives. I'm hoping that everything will be back to normal but I guess it's impossible already because for sure there's already a difference and wearing of masks is one.
So much for that. I guess I had said a lot already on my introduction.
Now, let's start on focusing on what I mean on my title.
Commonly seen during Town Fiesta.
During fiesta, we've seen many things and somehow we experienced it during our childhood days. **I'll cite some.**
***Cotton Candies***
All Pinoys out here. Have you tried this cotton candy during fiesta? I guess this is one that made the fiesta complete too.
Here in Philippines especially on the Provinces, during fiesta especially Town Fiesta. Cotton Candies can be seen anywhere in the corners of the streets. During my childhood days, after my family and I attended the mass, my mom always bought us cotton candies. I really loved the taste of it before.
Then recently, yesterday. I bought one of it for my son. Since a lot of vendors selling this one in our town but they were just placed on the side of the street. I thought my son would like it but he doesn't. Haha He just thought it's a toy.
***Balloons***
This balloons are always present as well during town fiesta. Vendors of it will roam around the town and will attracts the kids.
The other day when I went to the town to buy something to consumed since it will locked down. My son saw balloons like this and he wanted to have one. But I just told the vendor thag I won't buy it. Since he still doesn't know how to play it. He will just teared it up. Maybe when he gets older and already knows how to play it then I won't hesitate to buy one for him.
***Street foods***
Well, street foods are still there even if it is not a fiesta but based on my observations. There were more vendors of it during fiesta. Even now, I've still seen vendors selling street foods here in our town but they were just still at the side corner of the streets. They weren't able to enter inside the town for it was in lock down mode.
***Rides during fiesta***
During Town Fiesta, rides along with the so-called "peryahan" in our term were also present. This was somehow one of the highlights of fiesta were there are lots of people that presents in here.
But as for now, because of pandemic I can't see anymore "peryahan" and rides that are being set-up within the town. That's because people can't able to go inside the town and it was already limited. Moreso, the town was in total lockdown during fiesta.
Before if there's a Town Fiesta, I always go to where the rides are located since I wanted to try the rides. This was just supposedly the only time that I can experienced rides but sad ro say it's not present already for today's fiesta.
***Banderetas***
I guess all Filipinos knew about this one.
Seeing banderetas, signifies that a certain town and even barrio had celebrated there fiesta. So, when we see some of these we can already knew that a certain place had a fiesta.
I guess that, putting banderetas were already a tradition of the Filipinos that the fiesta wasn't complete if there's banderetas.
Here in our town, I can't see anymore banderetas along the streets and even inside the town. But still banderetas can be seen in front of the Church. Before pandemic, banderetas can be seen along the streets and inside the town but now it's only the Church had the banderetas.
***Shake during fiesta***
This is one of my favorite everytime there's a Town Fiesta.
The **mango shake.**
Mango shake are present every Town fiesta. There were lots of vendors selling it. Even now, I've seen some vendors selling shake at corner of the streets. But it's unlike before that they had there places inside the town and there are also lots of them. They usually present during evening especially if there's a party in the town or a programs.
When most of the things changes during Town Fiesta due to pandemic but still there are some are present nowadays. The only thing is that, there's already a huge difference.
*I don't know if the style of every Town Fiesta before will still be realized after pandemic or will it be remained as is or is it already part of the New Normal*? ***Whatever it is, still we can't deny the fact that we still experienced what it was before this pandemic hits our world****.*
That's all for today everyone. Have a great day ahead!
***For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
***Images attached except the image of my son were taken from google and not mine***.
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When Luck and Death is the only Choice
28th of September 2021
Have you asked yourself? What if you were in a situation that you need to choose wisely? In a situation were the chances were just to be lucky otherwise to met your destiny and that is death? How will you react on that kind of situation?
Lately, there is this Korean Series that is trending worldwide especially here in Philippines. A series of survival wherein there will only one man standing at the end of the game and the rest that didn't able to make it up with all the games and doesn't follow the rules of the game will get eliminated. Eliminated means being killed or taken out of the picture. This series were somehow had the brutality. But despites that, there were lots of lessons that we can get from watching the said series.
The series was entitled, "**SQUID GAME".**
I know that some of the writers here already knows and watched this trending series and already had some realizations from it.
In my case, I've already seen on some facebook posts that this movie was about survival and seeing some clips of it I found out it's somehow brutal from the fact that killings were seen in the said series. Killing without mercy. That is why I got curious of what this series all about. So, that was evening already at 10PM I started watching it and my partner got curious as well. So, he also watched it with me. It has 9 episodes, so we finished watching it the next day.
**After watching it, I had lots of lessons gained. I just want to share some of my learnings from the series.**
***On the 2nd game, "HONEY COMB"***
The 2nd game of the Squid Game, what I've learned is **PATIENCE.**
Being patient on the things that your doing. Have focus on it and never get distracted from the people or things that surrounded you because it may cause you harm and you'll end up messing up. Or you'll end up nothing. You can't be able tp achieved what you aimed for. So, have patience in all the things that were doing. Slowly but surely. Never rush, as what Miss @Jane said on her post on noise cash about it.
***The 3rd game, "TUG OF WAR"***
**NEVER LOSE HOPE.**
In this game, I've seen how they strengthen their teamwork. How they were able to come up with a last minute trick.
That is why when I reflected to real life. It's all about not losing hopes on everything. Not losing hopes on the things that we thought are not unclear for us for we don't know in the end we can still find out what to do to make things clear.
In life, there are lots of problems, circumstances, instances, challenges that we can encounter along our way on reaching our goals. But when we faced the hardest part of our life we must make sure not to lose hopes on it. We always find ways just to see a light and not losing hopes. Just like in my case, when I'm in my hardest part, in my stressful moments, I always look at my son for he is my light and then I started to not losing hope and just continue what I've started to reach all my goals in life.
***4th game, "GGANBU"***
**NEVER TRUST ANYONE.**
In the world of game were all were the players, trust is one of the hardest thing to do. Trusting someone is hard when in the end all the players will became an opponents to each other. That is what I've seen in this game. Trusting anyone which only thought of saving themselves from the game will only cause them harm. So, better trust thyself alone.
Just like in the real life, trusting ourselves and believing in ourselves that we can able to make things right and done can surely helped us attained our goals in life.
***Blinded by MONEY***
When money dominates everything, it can surely redirects decisions and that probably end up into harming thyselves.
**DON'T BE GREEDY.**
After done watching the series, I realized that everything started because of greediness. The players who are experiencing a huge debts and was being chased by debtors are being tested on their weakest moments in life and because they are all tempted on the prized being involved in the game. Then they tried it and end up messing theirselves. Some became greedy because of it which ends up killing each other to survived.
Therefore, in life. Being greedy can't be avoided sometimes especially if we are really in need. But we just make sure that our greediness doesn't harm anyone and we never pulled down someone just to be on top and because of greediness. I guess, in my opinion. It's somehow okay to be greedy sometimes in a good way without pulling someone down. **Being greedy in a fair way.**
When Luck and Death is the only Choice.
Of course, if I was given choices and to choose to live or to die. I would have chose to live. **To live** because I still have things undone in this world but if it's my time then it is my time and I have nothing to do with that.
Now, if there's no other choices and I was unlucky. Then, at least I've done everything I could for me to be lucky and I still have reasons not to felt guilty for not doing my best and not to felt regret as well since I've done everything I could to survive.
So, I guess that's all for today everyone. Hopefully, I am able to share to you my reflections and realizations about the series in connection to our real-life situations.
***(Feel free to add some of your lessons learned from the said series in the comment section.)***
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :)***
***Special Mention*** *to* @Eylz2021 *and* @nheng1118 *for your generosity. Thank you so much for staying with me as my sponsors. I highly appreciated it from the bottom of my hypothalamus. More bch to come.*
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Mga klase ng Pasahero
Ika-26 ng Setyembre
Araw ng linggo, habang ako ay nasa CR- wala lang, naisip ko lang yung mga taong sumasakay sa mga pampasaherong sasakyan at napagtanto ko nalang na meron palang ibat-ibang klase ang mga ito.
Sino rito ang hindi nakaranas maging isang pasahero o sumakay sa mga pampasaherong sasakyan? Kasi ako, yan ang buhay ko nung nagsimula akong mag-aral ng hayskul hanggang sa kolehiyo at kahit hanggang ngayon na tapos na akong mag-aral. Sa kadahilanang wala pa akong sariling sasakyan kaya't may lakad ako palagi akong nag co-commute o sumasakay lamang sa mga pampasaherong sasakyan.
At tuloy itong artikulo na gagawin ko ay aking mga obserbasyon sa kung anong mga klaseng pasahero ang nakakasalamuha ko sa tuwing akong isa rin sa mga pasahero.
**Klasipikasyon nang mga pasahero base sa aking na o-obserbahan tuwing ako ay bumabyahe:**
***Ang "Over Thinker"***
Sila ang mga pasaherong sobra kung mag isip. Naka tingin sa malayo at balisa, siguro may problemang pinag daraanan pero kadalasan nag iisip lang pala na may naka tingin sa kanila at nai-inlove sa kung anong posisyon meron sila. Pero sa totoo lang wala talaga akala lang nila meron.
***Ang "Food Lover"***
Sila ang tipo nang pasahero na pala-kain sapagka't sila yung may maraming nabibiling pagkain kaya't habang bumabyahe sila ay kain rin sila ng kain yan tuloy yung iba sa kanila rin ay pala-suka. Yan ang kahahinatnan sa kain ng kain habang nagbabyahe, tuloy suka rin ng suka.
***Ang "Talkative"***
Sila ang nag bibigay **"SAYA"** sa biyahe, at higit sa lahat sa mga food lover pag sumuka na ang mga ito. *(Palitan nang "INIS" ang salitang saya haha).* Paano kasi kapag nasusuka na ayaw muna ng ingay.
Mga pasaherong maingay kung saan akala nila walang ibang pasahero. Kadalasan sila yung mga pasaherong magkakakilala o mga pasaherong matagal nagkita at sadyang nagkita lang sa byahe. At boommm, ayun usap dito at usap doon na.
***Ang "Tide"***
Mga pasaherong pala salita sa iyo o bigla nalang kumakausap sa iyo kahit hindi kayo magka kilala. Layk wat da hek! **Gulat ka no?**
***Parang "Music Lover"***
Mga pasaherong naka headset parang mahilig sa kanta. Naloko na! Porn pala.... Haha
Ito yung mga pasaherong naka headset tuwing byahe kahit yung sasakyan ay maingay na dahil may pa-music din ang sasakyan. Pero ang mga pasaherong ito ay sadyang hindi makuntento sa music na meron ang sasakyan o ayaw nila sa music kaya't sila ay nakikinig din ng music gamit ang headset.
Ang tanong, music nga ba? Haha
***Ang "Sleeping Beauty"***
Wala lang...... tulog lang, okey lang sana matulog sa biyahe basta ba't siguraduhing hindi naka sanday sa balikat nang katabi mo. Minsan naka nga-nga sila at kadalasan lagpas na sa destinasyon nila. Ayun, tulog pa more.
Parang hanggang dito nalang ang artikulong ito. Kayo ba, ano pa bang mga klase ng pasahero ang nakikita niyo o nakakasabay niyo sa tuwing kayo ay sumasakay sa mga pampasaherong sasakyan? ***(Tara, paki share nalang sa comment seksiyon at pag-usapan natin yan. Haha)***
***Disclaimer:*** *Ang artikulong ito ay gawa ng aking partner at pawang ideya at opinion niya lang at katuwaan lang din sapagkat wala akong maisip na maisulat kaya't dalawang araw akong hindi rin nakagawa ng artikulo. Mabuti na lang at may ideya siya at ang araw na ito ay hindi nasayang. Haha*
*Ang ambag ko lang dito ay kunting edit lang at lahat ng ideya ay sa kanya*. *Sana ay tangkilikin niyo pa rin ang artikulong ito.*
**"HAVE A BLESSED SUNDAY TO ALL"**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Airdrop Post: Luckily, I'm lucky for today's Journey
23rd of September 2021
*Anyways, I unpublished this article for I wanted to join for the NomadCoin airdrop. Since after I published this I read the article of Miss Jane and able to know about the said airdrops.*
*So, now I edited this for the purpose that I got curious on the new token on SmartBCH, the NomadCoin.*
*If you want to join the airdrops then checked this article.*
*Here's the link:*
*https://read.cash/@nomadghada/nomadcoin-airdrop-is-here-764d6fbe*
*I'm hoping this said airdrop will bring me to a place where I can able to unwind from stress and problems.*
How my day went today? Where I wanted that today must be a lucky day for me.
For today's article, I just want to blog how my day went and why I wish that today must be a lucky day for me. Where I wish as well that today will be the start of my long-term goal and that is to be part of DepEd (Department of Education) Ranking in my Division which is Leyte.
Part of the DepEd Ranking is to take the EPT (English Proficiency Test) and today was the schedule I knew about my exam. Since we are given schedules beforehand on when and where are we going to take the said exam.
So what I did. I woke up early as 3AM today since I still scroll my cellphone on the different sites I'm in of course to posts on noise and to see some airdrops if there is. Then, I also search on google some sample EPT questions and read some and planned to leave the house by 6AM since the venue of the exam is 1-hour plus ride from our home.
By 4AM, I already prepared for breakfast. ***(A duty of being a mother every morning.)*** So, I'm done preparing everything and took a bath at 6:30AM. So my planned to leave the house at 6AM wasn't realized, as usual Filipino time hits me. I was able to leave the house for almost 7AM already. Then, I'm just lucky that when I was at the place where the van are waiting some passengers since I'm just commuting. I was lucky that there was a van that wasn't there to wait for passengers and just stop by there for awhile. Good thing that I able to catch up that said van for in case if not I'll surely be late for the exam knowing that it's 1 hour plus ride towards Tanauan, Leyte (the venue). So, the van leave immediately when I told him that that I need to be at the venue at 8AM.
The time of my exam was 8AM-10AM and good thing I was able to reach the venue at 8:10AM. But when I was at the venue the person in charged at the main gate of the school where the exam being done told me that I wasn't in the lists of examinees for today and I was shocked knowing that my sched that I knew was today. Then, when the in-charged checked the lists of examinees from yesterday, I was listed there. So, in short I wasn't updated by the schedule since what I knew first was today is my schedule but I wasn't able to see the updated one which my exam schedule was supposedly yesterday, September 22.
So, I just asked the in-charged if I can take today. Lucky for me that there were one examinee who were also absent so she gave me the spot instead. Therefore, I was still able to take the said exam.
At exactly 9:45AM, I was able to finished the said exam since it was a computer-based exam as well.
Now, I realized that today the time somehow favors my side. First of, is the van where I was able to catch up the van that will just leave immediately and will not wait for more passengers which I was able to reach at the venue at the exact time. Next, is when the in-charged still allows me to take the exam despites today wasn't my schedule where supposedly it was yesterday.
**Then, aside from that.** Today, I also reached 500 subscribers on my noise cash account.
I even received a comment from Miss @Jane that 500 is the lucky number. Hopefully it really is.
Now, since I felt lucky today. I wanted to extend more the lucky day. I also wish and hope that my exam (EPT Exam) will bring a good news for me once the result is out. I wish that the points I get from that said exam will help me be part of this years DepEd ranking since I really wanted to have a stable and regular job already for I have lots of goals that still need to be accomplished.
And I want to believe in the Law of Attraction.
That's it for this time everyone. Happy reading!
**Here's my SmartBCH address:**
0x84A22501CaEF580935fB91EB4cB6206291B2DcD9
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Having a Typical Headache due to some Reasons
22nd of September 2021
Why do we felt our head were aching sometimes? Why is it that we experienced such headaches?
That should be the starting questions that I wanted to asked for this time. **So, why?**
There are lots of reasons why we had the so-called headaches. Sometimes it may felt out of nowhere. We felt headache once we are over-stressed, we skip our meal, we don't have the right time of sleeping or lack of sleep, we overthink, we are exposed into too much heat of the sun then being poured by a rain right after being exposed by heat. These are just some of the reasons why we able to felt the headaches.
I myself, usually felt headaches due to stress, overthink negatively and when exposed to heat of the sun then suddenly rained and was exposed to it as well. Definitely, I'll have headaches because of the reasons I've mentioned.
But yesterday again and again I wasn't able to write an article not because I don't have something to write yesterday but because I can't fully managed to write because I wasn't feeling well since I felt the said headache yesterday. The reason of my headache wasn't the above mention but some other reasons.
Yesterday morning. I still felt okay and I even wanted to washed clothes right after my sister in law washed hers too. But then suddenly I felt that my head is not well. I felt dizzy every time I moved my head left and right. I even felt vomiting because of dizziness.
**So here's the reason.**
Early morning yesterday, I already scrolled on my cellphone and checked my accounts on noise cash,read.cash, twitter, telegram, messenger, my metamask wallet and other things. Then I read some articles here and was bumped to the article of Miss @bmjc98 about her journey to Axie where she became a scholar already. ***(Congrats sissy for that. Hopefully, me too.)***
Then, I end up to a decision to apply for a scholarship on Axie as well. So, I downloaded discord and twitch app just to be part of it since it's a requirement to be a scholar. So after I downloaded discord, I then joined and apply for a scholar on Axie through discord. Then, to find out that it's very helpful to get noticed easily by the coaches on Axie that I wanted to be part of to be always active in their chat rooms. So, I then became active there since yesterday. There were already lots of people in there that are also here in this platform and in noise cash where I also knew. The reason why I get along with them easily as well. They were also applying to be a scholar there.
**Why I had headaches?** It's because I got dizzy on what I did on my cellphone yesterday where after chatting on the chatrooms of discord, I then checked also my twitter to joined some airdrops and hoping to be showered by blessings by retweeting some tweets, then after twitter gets back again to discord since there's a notifications above the screen of my phone that someone beeps me there and I need to reply to them too. Then, switch again to my twitter, then to telegram to read if there's an airdrops of tokens, then to google chrome to checked my noise cash and posts something on noise after every 1 hour or 2 hours interval, then read articles here on read.cash as well. Then gets back again to discord. So, that was done by me yesterday repeatedly for I guess 3-4 hours or more. I cannot remember the exact hours already that I spent so much doing things I mentioned yesterday.
Then, after that I felt there something aching on my head and I felt like vomiting. So I stopped on looking my phone and tried to closed my eyes hoping for it to be gone but it wasn't. The headache I felt yesterday became worst since during afternoon, I went to the pharmacy to bought a medicine for my partner's cough which he suffers for a week already. Then, after the pharmacy since I ride the bike I decided to go to the next barrio after ours to buy viands for dinner. Then after I bought the viand suddenly the rain poured so hard. So, I was being poured by the rain when I gets home since I'm just biking. See, how unlucky I am yesterday.
At evening, after our dinner I really took medicine for headache since it really worsen. I even still planned to write an article yesterday during evening when my son were already asleep. But I wasn't able to do because I also slept while I laid right after my son who took his milk until he sleeps. Therefore, there's no article being done by me yesterday. Another waste of day for me.
In addition to my headache as well, is the fact that the market is in super RED. I really wished for the value of bch to somehow gets higher since I really wanted to convert some of my bch earnings into fiat because we don't have any to consumed but sad thing it lowers and lowers. But I had no choice I need to pull out some because I don't have coins in my pocket already. ***(This is so sad, knowing that I had no other source of income for now. 😢)***
**Now a realizations came.** We can't really make all the things done even if we wanted to because our body will not cooperate as what we wanted to. Managing time is the thing that I'm worst at and still not able to figure out how will I manage my time just to make sure that I'll do the things I need in a day. As far as I wanted to grind more on the different platforms were I'm at, my body would always reacts to it. **Therefore, I realized that TIME MANAGEMENT is really in need.**
But, sometimes there were really instances that not all can be done in a day even if we wanted to. Because some in an unexpected moment, we felt our health is at risks already. Just like what happen to me yesterday. Even though I still wanted to write an article just not to waste the day and still wanted to be active on discord since coaches are active during nights since it's morning in there place but since I had headaches I wasn't able to do it. Things like that really made me weak sometimes. But what can I do, I was born human and not a robot were I felt tired and my body weakens as I wanted to get things done.
I wanted to work harder but my body won't be parallel as well. I just wish I won't feel tired. But that's impossible for a human like me/like us.
**How about you my readers? What are the things that made you felt the headaches?**
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Intimate Questions: Lemme Try
20th of September 2021
Yesterday was Sunday and as usual I skipped a day again without publishing an article. I really don't have something to write yesterday it seems like my mind were like a blank paper. All in blank and no ideas at all on what to write. As well my hands and fingers didn't cooperate and been also parallel to what my mind which has nothing to offer ideas. So, what's new? I always felt that way.
There was nothing special yesterday and was just also a normal day. So, I haven't reflected anything yesterday which my mind was totally black and empty.
For today, I can't bare it again to not able to write an article. So as usual, finding some questions to answer on google which is the easiest way to create one. It is just so simple and and easy answering some questions with our own opinion or thoughts rather that thinking an idea on what to write. So, hopefully you'd still consider this article of mine today.
As I've said, I was able to find some questions that are also fun to answer. It's somehow an intimate questions to those who experienced how to love and being loved. I am one who experienced such of course. ***(Chaarrr, bakit ba. Lol)***
So here's where I get the questions.
**The link.** https://www.teenvogue.com/story/21-questions-game
So, let's start answering some intimate questions that can be found in the link provided. ***Lezzz gooo!***
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Heard this many times. Some would believe this one for this applies to them as well. But as for me, I don't think so. Because I will felt the love, true love to be exact once I'm with the guy already which means most guys that are once involved in me wasn't felt in love at first sight. Once I was with them and knows who they are and if I like the way they are then that's the time I felt the so-called love. But once with them and found out their real attitudes and I tend not to like it then I wouldn't feel that said love at all instead I'll find ways to just get out.
Maybe I would say **"Admiration at first sight"** but not "Love at first sight". Because when we say LOVE, there's a deeper meaning of that. It's an intimate feeling that may leads to happiness or to sadness. Either way, on what's the result of that said LOVE that we invest to someone. Much better that we gained the profits of love once we already tried investing on it. That's what we aimed for right?
So, who else here that don't believe on love at first sight?
What was your *best kiss* like?
Hmmmm. In this part, as if I like to narrate in detailed but I can't. Haha It's a need of parental guidance to those who were below 18 years old that are here in this platform.
So, I just say it in general instead. Of course, the best kiss that I had was from my partner. It's truly a kiss that full of love. No more detail information. That's it. The kiss I had with my partner is the best ever kiss for me. **It's a TRUE LOVE'S KISS.**
What was last flirty text you sent?
*Me: Will you join me taking a bath my dear?*
That's the last text I sent to him. Haha It's a chat actually because we don't have load for a text only having data for chatting. So, I chatted that to him. ***(Charoottt, baka maniwala naman kayo. Haha)***
I just actually asked him to join for him to rub my back with a stone because I can't reach my back rubbing it with a stone so that the evil dirts that are in my back will be rubbed. Haha ***(Did you get what I mean here?)***
That's it. Stop thinking green okay. Haha
How many people have you told "I love you" in a romantic context?
I had 5 exes but none of them as far as I can remember being told I Love You in a romantic context. Maybe just say the phrase to them but not in a romantic way. Just simply saying it to them not knowing that it has deep impact to them. Not knowing that the said phrase has deeper meaning and value since I'm not yet too matured that time as well. That's probably the reason.
I just said it romantically to my partner now since he does it to me as well. Actually, I just rarely said that phrase to my partner since I'm not that vocal that is why once I said it my partner would say that he felt ***"kilig"*** since he just rarely heard it from me because unlike him he always said I love you to me and never missed a day without saying it to me out of nowhere. Unless otherwise were in a war. Haha But when he reconcile with me he always said I love you many times until my heart melts and says the same to him as well and then were okay again.
What's your biggest regrets when it comes to a past relationships, specifically?
Honestly, I don't have any regrets at all when it comes to my past relationships. I must say that I wasn't that matured enough to get involved in a relationships that time unlike what I had with my partner now.
No regrets at all. But I had lots of learnings and experiences from it and I'm even thankful for that since it made me matured enough in dealing to a relationship which I had right now. I was being aware on some things and I integrated it in my recent relationship which made us both more stronger as well since my partner now had also lots of learnings from his past relationships too.
At this point of your life, would your prefer casual relationship or serious relationship?
At this point of my life where I had already a kid. Of course what I want is a serious relationship already. Even though I don't have a kid as of this time, at my age too. I wanted of course the serious relationship.
When I entered maturity, what's in my mind already was to met someone that can gave me the serious relationship, a long term relationship that I truly deserved as well as he. Then good thing I had found someone who also wants the same. Now, were both contented and happy even sometimes there's a misunderstandings. Well, that's what couple is, misunderstandings is always present but what's important is to know how to resolved it properly.
So, that's it everyone. If you also want to try answering this questions then just feel free to check the link provided and you will see lots of questions in it.
**Have fun everyone!**
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Is She Lost?
18th of September 2021
6 years ago, there was this young innocent girl who has lots of dreams in life. She dreamt a lot for her family and for herself. She was even dreaming to explore the outside country for that was in her top lists. That after she finished studies she will flew outside her country to find her luck for her to gave what her family deserved. All in her mind was all about her dreams and nothing else that was said to be an intimate feeling. She's a school girl that only thought of finishing studies and even aimed to graduate in tertiary with flying colors. Actually, that was just so easy for her to graduate with flying colors knowing that she's hardworking and studies hard. She's innocent the fact that her mind were just all studies and nothing else more beyond that. Nothing else in her mind that ruins all her dreams in life and there's nothing so called distractions in her way towards reaching her dreams.
But all of that has change. She's changing her path. She's choosing different path that isn't in the first place her target. A decision in her life made everything changed up until this recently. Now, she's questioning herself if she's lost or what? If she's choosing the right path or not because if she's turning back there's no path for her already in turning back. Path from were she started vanished as she passed by through it and her choice is to continue heading the path she took and accept all the consequences along with it. That's reality. That's the consequence of her actions and decisions in her life way back 3 years ago.
**What happened to this innocent girl by the way?**
3 years ago, while she's chasing her dreams and tried reaching all her goals in life for herself and for her family. She then met a guy along her way. This guy was the reason why everything in her bucket lists changes. She were being so attached to the guy that somehow made her redirects her decisions and what her aimed for herself. The guy changes her perspectives in life that time. Her dreams to go outside the country changes as if it was gone from her mind. All she thought was the pleasures that the guy gave to her. She was being tangled with all the sweet moments with the guy and the sweet memories they shared along their relationship. She felt the contentment with the guy to the point that she forgets all her what-to-do lists for her future. **Everything changes and the change was carried by her up to this time.**
She then thought back then that the guy she chooses than her dreams in life will truly understands her. In the first place she disclose to the guy what she liked and mostly doesn’t liked him to do and they both agreed. The guy agreed on that, but as they both stays together all the girl’s thought on the guy changes as well. First of, she thought she could lean on him all the time in terms of different aspects especially on financial aspects but she’s wrong. She thought the guy would understands her attitudes towards some things that she don’t like but still the guy keep on jumping to things that she doesn’t like which leads the her to become in her evil mood. Once she became that way because of the guy’s doings that she doesn’t like she was then questioned by the guy about having such evil attitudes which made him fucked up. Like the guy said he was being tied up. Like what?
The girl then realizes things, everything she wanted in the first place was to have someone that understands her why her attitudes became evil where in the first place she doesn’t became that way not because of the guy’s doings that in the first she told the guy that she doesn’t liked it. But why is it the guy keep on doing such thing? And when she confront the guy about such, the guy would say that he was tired of it. That not because of his son with the her he will leave.
The girl was being teared apart from that words and realizes things while questioning herself. Is she choosing the wrong guy? Is she in the wrong path? The girl wanted to get out but how? Everything gets affected especially the kid if she does that. The girl now felt the regrets of redirecting her decisions into such things that isn’t sure for her. Now, she felt that she was totally lost. She as well felt tired but she has no path to turns back from what she started because there were always a kid involved. What can she do? Then she can do nothing about it for now. But she felt the eagerness to gets out from the situations once everything in her path chosen gets worst as time pass by.
She is now actually dealing along the situations and she has nothing to do with it. She said she felt tired. But she has no room to be tired since her kids depends on him alone. All her lights from the path she chose now were her kid. At least the girl has hopes on things to still continue her goals and all of her dreams were for her kid’s future.
Now, she realizes that she doesn’t have to dived on the situations and on staying with the guy without thinking in advance the consequences it brought to her life along the way. But what can the girl do. Everything’s late and regrets were always realized at the end and never seen at the beginning for the start of it are all lies and was blinded by all happiness and the thought of contentment which all are a bluff.
**That was all the story of a girl that felt the feeling of being lost. Is she really LOST?**
***Disclaimer:*** *This is what happen to my imaginative mind when I don’t have anything to write. I don’t know whose that girl, she just flashed in my mind and I started hitting the keyboard and then voila. A story has written. Lol At least, I have something to published today.*
So, tomorrow is Sunday and have a blessed day ahead to all of you my readers. May the blessings showers in you all.
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Things that I added to Cart: Should I buy it or not?
17th of September 2021
When pandemic strikes the world, we are given limitations in terms of going outside just to avoid the spread of the virus. Going to the supermarket, to the mall and to different places that we used to. But everything changes in just a snap of the unforseen enemy that may harm our health.
So, when this strikes. There are also lots of things that flourished. One of it is the flourishing of online platforms on buying or purchasing on things. Just like the company Shopee and Lazada. Both this online shopping company were the best choice on purchasing things. Aside from the fact that it is more convenient, it also avoided us not to go outside and just stay at home in times we had right now were pandemic is real. **I am one of those who prefer to buy or purchase things online rather than going to a supermarket or mall.**
I had purchased a lot already online and mostly were at Shopee. Since I'm also a Shopee user and buyer.
***Now, I'm going to highlight the things that are still on my Shopee Cart which until now not yet placed to order. My reason, simply because of money. Haha Lack of budget to be exact. So, I just put them on cart in case I have the budget then I will just place it on order immediately.*** ***But for now, let them be in my Cart lists.***
So, here they are...
As usual, images above are all for my son. I actually purchased a lot of clothes for my son but those at the pictures were not yet purchased. I'm planning to purchased them when I already had the budget for that. Haha
Actually, it was added to cart I guess 4 months ago. But still, I wasn't able to placed them because my son still have lots of clothes in here. Maybe when he turns 2 years old I will bought him new clothes and hopefully this will be placed to order already.
This is an Ultrasonic Inverter. When I'm still doing online teaching, I'm planning to buy a car battery that is why I had this inverter added in my cart. Because I was so bombarded with my penalties due to sudden power outage. But I wasn't able to purchased this as well since I'm purchasing first the UPS (Uninterrupted Power Supply). But since I'm not already doing online teaching for now so probably this inverter will not be placed to order.
This one is actually for my partner. O already purchased three times of this deodorant as well as mine which was also the Hokkaido Rose. Actually, lately I'm receiving my order from the same shop shown in the picture of Hokkaido and this Nivea for men, I just added this to cart in case my partner's deo will be empty so I can just easily placed this as well to order. Also, I love the shop were I purchased this since they were very responsive and they're product were totally legit. In other words, the shop were a legit shop and a legit seller of Nivea Deo.
Well again, this are learning books for kids. Of course it's all for my son. There actually lot of them, lot of variations were at my Shopee cart. I wanted to purchase all of them for my son. But for now, they were still in my cart since my son were still 1-year old of I purchased it now for sure he will just going tear them all apart. When he became I guess 4 years old I will for sure have this all for me to teach him already how to read this learning books. In case, I needed this already I will just placed them immediately to order as well rather than searching it all over shopee shops.
This one as well is a workbook for Pre-schoolers. Once my kid enters Pre-School, for sure this workbook will be placed to order already.
Actually, I had purchased this workbook but not for my son but for my cousin's daughter. I purchased it as my gift to her daughter as well since my cousin's daughter were already a Pre-schooler.
Thi one, my partner were the one who added this to my Shopee Cart. He said he likes this bag. So, if we had the budget I will purchased this for him.
I actually had a power bank already. Why I add this cart too? Because again, when I'm doing online teaching I'm planning to buy another power bank for my wifi and the other one is gor my cellphone in case there's a brownout or power interruption. But, this wasn't placed to order as well due to lack of budget as well. Haha I'm just glad that the power bank I had will lasts up to 5 times of charging that is why I wasn't able to have this purchased as well.
This one for sure if I had the budget I'm gonna purchased this. My partner already had a bike so we wanted to have this Safe T-Seat for our son to be able to ride along with his father in the bike. Since our son loves riding too.
That was it everyone. All were mentioned are listed in my Shopee Cart. Some maybe placed to order once have enough budget and some were not be able to placed due to some changes on decisions.
Final Thoughts
There were really times that wants and needs contradicts. Mostly in my case, I will just first purchased those things that are really needed and those are not were just be put first on the cart. But of course, if only I was born with a golden spoon in mouth probably I won't have the hesitations to buy all the things I wanted fpr myself, for my family and for my son. All of the things added to cart will for sure placed to order immediately.
But of course, contentment must be there as always despites the uncertainties in life and despites the not having enough in terms of financial things.
Contentment on things and on what we've had is always the happiness that we wanted in our life.
Therefore, **let's be contented**. Everything will just be realized due to hard work and perseverance.
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
***All images including the lead image were screenshots by yours truly in my Shopee Cart.***
When a Mother became a Physician
How ready are you as a mother from the possibilities that your kid may got sick? and What can you do as a mother if ever someone in your care got sick as well?
Being a MOTHER, is not just having a child. It's actually beyond that fact. Just like becoming a Mother is also like becoming a Physician. This is actually my experienced as a mother who also is a physician attending my kid whose ill.
My previous article entitled **"When Flu Weakens our Body"****.** I've shared in the said article how I and my partner got the flu. When our flu were gone, our kid got sick next. Seeing our son got sick weakens me again. I don't know, I can't endure seeing my son whose so weak because of fever. https://read.cash/@Janz/when-flu-weakens-our-body-11f189c7
What I did as a mother...
**I brought my son to a massager** ***(manghihilot in our term)***
2 days ago when I felt my son's temperature is not normal I brought him immediately to a ***"manghihilot"*** because I want his back massaged since he had this history in his lower back that he will have fever once there's something wrong in his lower back and needs massage. The house of the massager ***(manghihilot)*** were 10 minutes ride from our house. When we got there, my instinct were right about my son's lower back. It's a good thing that I brought him there because his back were checked and somehow eased my worries.
**I bought a medicine for his fever and colds**
As a mother, I can't bare seeing my son having fever and colds without letting him took a medicine. So I bought him that medicine in the picture above.
So, after we got home from the massager I bought that medicine and let my son have that said medicine. Good thing as well that my son drank his medicine. After he had his medicine, I let him sleep. After he sleeps at 9PM he woke up. So I let him eat but he wasn't eating anything. I'm worried once again since he didn't eat for dinner and he also not drinking his milk. Then his still had fever. He's still so hot. So, I just gave him the medicine again. I actually gave his medicine in 4 hours interval until his fever subsides.
Then the next day, his fever was gone already. I thought it will be gone. But the other night his fever came back again. When I checked his temperature at 2AM, my son were so hot again. So I gave medicine at that time. My mind were so negative already because before his fever he got mosquito bites. So I checked his skin if he had rashes but good thing he don't have. So, I just observed him and I planned to see a doctor if his fever will be back again. But last night up until this time his fever was gone already.
I was so thankful that somehow my son were fine already and his fever were gone. But of course I will still observed him until tomorrow if his fever were totally gone.
As of now while I'm writing this. His now watching nursery rhymes and I'm happy that his back active again. Hopefully, he'll be totally fine as days pass by.
As a mother, I will really do everything for my son's sake. Just for my son to felt fine when he got sick. Beyond that, as a mother I will do everything as well for my son to have better future. All I wanted is the betterment of my son in all aspects.
That's how I felt as a mother.
**That would be all for today everyone.**
*Also, I wasn't so active here lately due to same reason. I attended my ill son that's why I apologized to those unread articles and unreplied comments. I will just grind here if everything will be okay. I can't even published daily an article and I had lots to cope up already. Hopefully, I still can read all the articles in my notifications since I was flooded of many articles already.*
**Still have a great day everyone.**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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When Flu Weakens our Body
13th of September 2021
Why am I inactive and wasn't able to published article for 3 days here?
Three days of not being active and not able to make an article. It's already a big loss for me. My goal of writing at least one article per day ruined already. There were really days that I can't able to published an article due to some instances. Just like 3 days ago where I got sick and my goals of writing articles got affected as well.
**Why I got sick? Not only me to be exact but all of us here in the house except my son.**
3 days ago, I went to a City to buy the RAM needed in our Computer before I'll deliver it to my client who bought our computer set. Since we sell our computer set because I'm not gonna used it all the time since I'm not already doing online teaching and we also need money as of this time.
When I got home from the City, I already felt unwell. First, my head was aching and then during night when I wanted to go to sleep I felt so cold and during midnight I already had fever until the morning of the next day. Then I started to have colds and cough and last Thursday my parents already sent back our son here and that's the time that we are not feeling well since my partner also got sick the next day. My parents told me that they will bring back our son when they went back home because we are sick and to avoid the instances that our son may got sick as well but I refuses it because I missed/ we missed our son since he's not with us for almost 2 weeks.
So, what we did is we always wear a masks here in the house since we had cough just to avoid possibilities that our son will get sick too.
My partner and I drank a lot of medicines for us to feel relieved and last Saturday I and my partner decided to go to a quack doctor to have a massage and after that we already felt okay. Not totally fine but our fever and headaches were gone already. But still the cough remains.
My partner’s sister as well were not felling well up until now. It started when I asked her to go with my parents to deliver the computer to my client. When she got back home she said that her head was aching as well and the next day she already had colds and cough too. Then, she said that she will see a quack doctor as well today to let her back massage to also feel relieved just like us my partner who also felt relieved after we got our back massaged by the quack doctor.
Then, what’s more sad is that my son as of now while I’m writing this one were not feeling well too. I felt that his not also feeling well. As I’ve checked his temperature it’s not normal and I’m afraid that he contracted the flu that we’ve had. His palm were hot and his feet were cold. I really felt that it’s not normal at all. Then he cannot finished his hiccups every time he does it. But hopefully not. Because his not yet having the signs of cough. Hopefully his not because I knew it’s very difficult for a kid to feel such flu. It’s even hard for us adults to have the flu how come for a 1-year old and 9 month kid. It is more harder for them. That is why I’m praying that our son will be fine.
Actually I’m planning to bring him also to a quack doctor later and to buy a medicine for fever just in case it happens at least I have already a medicine here in the house.
BER-months really is not a good month for us. Because of this flu and knowing also that there were viruses that are unseen who roams around the surroundings that is why it’s really hard nowadays to get sick.
In addition, the weather as well is one that can affects us to have flu. It is very hot then just suddenly it will rain. Just like today, it was so hot then it rained then it’s hot again. The reason why we can have the flu.
But the problem is that, when we had this kind flu we can’t avoid to think negatively that what if we had contracted the virus even though it’s just a normal flu because of our situations nowadays with this pandemic. That’s why I said it’s really hard nowadays to get sick.
Hopefully, pandemic will ends already and hopefully my son will be fine as well. As a mother, it’s really difficult for me seeing my son got sick. That’s why I will do everything for my son to be fine.
***Disclaimer:*** *I apologized for this unorganized article because I just tried to finished this one now because my son needs my attention already. I will just cope up soon as well to those unread articles and unreplied comments.*
**That would be all everyone. Pray for us to be totally fine already especially my son. Thank you!**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Let's do the fascinating WHAT IF's
9th of September 2021
I've seen and read some writers who also published articles on answering some ***What If's.*** So I'm gonna try as well because this kind of answering some questions saves me to have article to write especially if I don't jave any topic to write as well.
I generated the what if questions through this **link.** https://www.questionsrant.com/what-if-questions/
So, let's do this fascinating WHAT IF questions.
What if you have to give up one thing between watching television or surfing the internet?
I will definitely give up on watching television. I'm not fond on watching television as well and if I wanted to watch a movie then I'll just watch it on social medias like Facebook and Youtube with the use of internet.
I cannot give up surfing internet because it help me earned money passively. Just like surfing here in read.cash and in noise cash then other social medias like twitter and telegram that always gives an airdrops of different tokens. So, I better not give up surfing the internet since it gives back a lot to me as well.
What if you could have a complete knowledge of 3-skills. What would they be?
Basing on the Gardner's Theory of Multiple Intelligence. Then, I would choose to have a complete knowledge or skills on language and verbal intelligence, logical and mathematical intelligence, and musical intelligence.
I wanted to have complete knowledge on speaking fluently on a certain language like English and can understand easily on the grammars.
Then, on the second intelligence. Of course as a Math Teacher I wanted to be more knowledgeable about my field of specialization and never meets hardships on dealing or solving complicated mathematical problems.
Lastly, I wanted to be skilled enough on music as well. I know how to sing but only in the videoke. I also dreamed to be a singer and can play instruments which only in my dreams. That's why just only in my dreams as well, I want to be intelligent on music.
What if you were at your local bank and robbers stormed in?
It was a dream come true to have a local bank. But if ever I owned a bank and robbers stormed in at my bank then I will just hand in to them the money instead of making myself and the life of my employees at risks. Because money can be replaced but life cannot. So, I will hand in to them what they want then will just hunt them after. (Haha)
What if you have to choose between living with all the money in the world but no love or vice versa? Which one would you go for and why?
Practically speaking. Some would choose money over love.
But for me, I won't choose money. I live this world wanted to be happy. All I wanted is happiness. If I choose money over love then for sure I won't be happy. Maybe there's happiness because I can buy anything I want but the happiness that is really genuine and the happiness that a love can bring. I won't feel that if I choose money over love.
So, I will always choose love over money. I'm a degree holder, why not I used it to earn money as well because all I wanted is just to be able to eat three times a day as long as my family won't starve and still felt being loved by them and to love as well.
What if you saw your friend stealing something in your boss's office? What would you do?
First, as a good friend of course I will tell him/her that what he/she was doing wasn't good and stealing in the first place is a crime. I will not told the boss because I don't want that my friend will make issue of me and I will be the one to get fired instead of him or her. I will wait until the boss will caught him/her on act.
After I advice my friend not to do such thing then he/she won't listen then I will unfriend him/her for sure. ***(haha, bakit ba ehhh ayaw ko magkaroon ng kaibigang magnanakaw, baka pati ako mapagkamalang magnanakaw din lol )***
What if you had only 24 hours to live?
This was sad. If I only had 24 hours to live then I will spend that remaining hours for my family and loved ones.
I asked this same question to my partner then he said that he will for sure sleep in that remaining hours. Then I asked him why? He said, for him not to be able to noticed that he died and to not see his loved ones crying. So he will rather sleep and not able to wake up instead.
What if you could still wear your 10th birthday outfit at your wedding?
Haha. This was quite hilarious.
Maybe because I had dwarfism. Because why would my 10th birthday outfit still fits me at my wedding day unless at the age of 10 years old I'm already married. But that's just rare for a 10 year old to get married that early. So maybe I had the so called dwarfism if my 10th birthday outfit would still fit at my wedding day.
That's all everyone. I really had fun answering this what if questions. Asides from this saves me today to have article, I also had fun writing this one.
If you also want to try this, then feel free to browse the link since it has lots of what if questions in that link.
That's it. Happy reading!
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
***Special mention:*** *To*@bmjc98 *as my newest sponsor. Thank you sis you make the joke real. Hehehe Anyways more blessings to come to you sis and belated happy birthday.*
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Early this morning I've see my notification having new sponsor. Then thanks to sis @bmjc98 for being so generous as always.
Thanks sis and of course belated happy birthday to you.
Good health and God Bless 😇😊
The profits I gained on exploring the SmartBCH on benswap pool
7th of September 2021
It's not a bad thing to try. Since trying gave us the learning if ever we failed.
That's the lesson I learned when I tried to explore the side chain of BCH which is the SmartBCH.
***Disclaimer:*** *This article is not to brag but to inspire others to not be afraid to try and explore on some trends on the BCH world. This is just my experienced on trying to navigates the side chain of BCH with the dex of benswap pool. This is not a sort of financial advice. As what I've said in my previous article,* ***"Take at your own risks."***
Okay, so let's start.
My previous article I've shared is all about how I tried my luck on staking $EBEN Token in the benswap pool. You can read it back **here.** https://read.cash/@Janz/trying-my-luck-into-staking-eben-in-the-very-first-dex-on-smartbch-ade0e9d3
I also said if I had gained profits on staking it and it's a BIG YES.
**Now, how much did I earned from it by now.**
I disclosed in my previous article that I invested $23 worth of bch coming from my bitcoin wallet which I earned from noise cash and read.cash. From my $23 investment I was able to bought 38 EBEN and yesterday the price of $EBEN became $3 each. Then I've seen a posts of Miss @Eybyoung on noise cash that she already pulled out her profit. I've learned for the first time as well the abbreviation TP (means Take Profit) from Miss Eyb.
So, I also did the same. I pulled out what I invested which is $23 but I pulled out 18EBEN from 38EBEN that was being staked in my EBEN Pool. The time I swapped my 18EBEN the price of $EBEN was at around $2.7. Therefore I able to sent $30 to my coinflex wallet from the 18EBEN that I swapped.
So, from my CoinFlex wallet I sent that $30 to my bitcoin wallet and received 1,519.36 pesos.
Therefore, from that alone I already profited $7 from my investment which is only $23. Still excluded from my remaining staked $EBEN which was 20EBEN.
Then, yesterday at 9PM I noticed that the price of EBEN were decreasing. Therefore, I again pulled out 10EBEN from my 20EBEN that was being staked in my EBEN pool. From my 10EBEN, I able to gained $42 worth of bch and received 2,043.62 pesos in my bitcoin wallet.
Therefore, I already profited a total of $49 (3,562.98 pesos). So, from my $23 of investment in buying $EBEN my profits became doubled and it's a very good profit for me already. I never regretted that I tried to explore the world of SmartBCH because I gained a lot from it.
For now, I still have 10EBEN being staked in my EBEN pool.
Therefore, for now I will wait again for the price of $EBEN to pump until $3 or more. Since by now it's price is at around 2.3 dollars.
Again, it's a good luck for me that I tried staking and buying some $EBEN Token.
Aside from that, yesterday all the tokens in smartbch were pumping including the $CATS Token which the price of it yesterday were gone crazy the fact that it was increasing so fast yesterday.
I actually had 21000$CATS but before the price of $Cats pumped like crazy I already swapped my 21000$CATS to $EBEN were I get 5EBEN from it. So, if only I haven't swapped my Cats into a Dog the day before yesterday I would have earned at around $60 yesterday.
**That's why I learnt to have patience in HODLING Tokens as well. I felt yesterday the so called FOMO (Fear of Missing Out).** But it was still okay since today is also my lucky day.
Today is a lucky day for me. Why?
Last night, my sis in law @isla_20 saw a post on twitter about another token on SmartBCH. **The KTH token**. *(I still don't have any background on what token is this.)*
So, what we did last night with my sis in law. We then follow the tasks to retweet, like and leave our KTH address. Then, this morning I check my metamask wallet, I already received 1000KTH.
So, I then explored the benswap pool to exchange KTH to BCH and I found out that 1000KTH is worth 0.2plus bch *(that was around 9,000 pesos) .*
So, I swapped only half of KTH, 500KTH which is equal to 0.11plus bch (around 4,500 pesos). So, I sent my swapped KTH to coinFlex and from my coinFlex to my bitcoin wallet and I received in just a minute worth $90 of bch (4,552.59 pesos).
I only swapped half of it because I still hoped for the price of KTH to still increased. But checking now the price it was actually the other way around since it was decreasing.
As you can see the picture above, 500KTH is already at around 0.03bch. So, it was decreasing. But no one knows it will increased again. Right?
For now, I have HODL another token which is KITTEN. Hopefully, it will be swapped into BCH as well because for now it's not yet available in the trading exchange on benswap.
Final Thoughts
All of this was a blessing in disguised for me knowing that I still don't have another work for now and I only depend all our expenses in our foods, the needs of my son from my earnings on noise cash and read.cash. Knowing as well that we are already living on our own. It's really quite hard to budget my money from my earnings because all the value of goods in the markets were also increasing. Then the last amount left in my bitcoin wallet was only at around 1,700pesos ($34). Therefore, having all this tokens were really a total blessings for me and I am so grateful that I never hesitated to tried exploring the side chain of BCH which is the SmartBCH and to tried investing on staking some tokens.
I wanted to learn more about staking and about all the tokens on SmartBCH and also want to try the trading in Stormgain since I felt the excitement everytime I did this for the first time on the benswap pool.
**Of course, as a newbie and as a noob I still have lots to learn.**
That's all everyone. Have a nice day!
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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