"Such a tiring day"

Blog#166:01 March 01,2022 

Hey there my lovely family here in read.cash how are you? I hope you had a very productive day today and I hope you are all safe. Anyway today I wasn't really that active here as I am not feeling well, or maybe I was just too tired.

This morning I woke up as early as 6:30 as I needed to wash our laundry. Before when I'm still using the washing machine to wash our laundry, I don't woke up early as sometimes I wash our laundry in the afternoon or sometimes before we ate our dinner. But now that I am saving our electricity to avoid a higher electricity bill I only wash manually, which means I only do hand wash. It was actually tiresome but it's okay, I am enjoying washing our laundry with my son 😅.

Today I started washing our laundry at seven as I eat my breakfast first before started my work. At seven thirty our son was already awake and because my partner needs to go, to buy the stuff for our house he just leave our son inside his playpin and let him watch his favourite Cocomelon. I'm almost done with my laundry when my son started to have his tantrums, he actually get bored with the nursery song that his watching that is why he cried😅.

Since he still didn't have his bath I let him come to our laundry area so I can saw him, besides I am almost done with my laundry, I only need to put the conditioner then I'm done. I let him play with the water for awhile, but sometimes he come to interrupt me with my work. He sometimes took some clothes and bring it to the other basin and play for it, but the problem is after he play with the clothes he will throw it away 😅.

After I finish my laundry I prepare his bath so I can also hang our clothes for dry. I took him to bath then change his clothes and bring him back to his playpin. I hang our clothes and I do my house chores, I wash the dishes, his feeding bottle and at the same time I also clean our house. Being a plain house wife is isn't easy 😅, it's seriously really tiring. Multi tasking takes all your energy away.

At around 10:30 I bring my son to sleep as he is already sleepy, luckily this time he easily falls asleep, I think he gets tired of playing and since I also felt tired I also sleep so I can gain some energy, also my head is aching.

We woke up at around 1:30 in the afternoon, actually I'm still sleepy and my body is aching but I need to get up as my son wants to go down from our bed and play. I'm really really tired 💤, how I wish I can rest more 😅.

While my son is playing I tried to look for a topic to write, but unfortunately I really can't concentrate. My son keeps on dragging our chairs, he also scattered all his toy's so I need to pick them up to avoid any incidents, so I ended up following his miss😅.

Time really flies so fast, when I checked the time it's already four in the afternoon, and I need to start thinking about our viand 😅. I'm not a good cook, and preparing our viand is really hard for me. Every day I don't know what viand should I prepare for my family 😅, and honestly it's also stressing me lol.

When I become a mom and a wife, I thought the adjustment won't be so hard for me, as I used to work as a nanny, but I was wrong. If I'm gonna compare my life before and now, the difference isn't that far but I think I'm more stress this time.

When I am still working I have one day off, were I can do everything that I want, I can hang out with my friends, I can go wherever I want even just for a day without any worries, I can release some stress, but not now anymore 😅.

Yes being a mom, is wonderful. The feeling of having your own child is beautiful, the only difference is this time I don't have day off, I don't have rest day, I can't go wherever I want without worries as I have a child and so even if I go outside, I still can't enjoy my day as my mind is always at my son😅. I can't do whatever I want as I have a little family who needs me more. I miss my self actually 😅.

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Anyway I think I'd cut this story from here, I don't think I am making any sense again 😅. Next time I will try to write an interesting topic to read, but if you come this far, thank you for bearing with me.

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