"All our bags are packed, we're ready to go"
Blog#171:05 March 05,2022Hey there my lovely family here in read.cash, how are you? I hope you guys had a very productive day at weekend. Anyway whatever you do and where ever you are please stay safe and healthy.
Today, I woke up so early, as usual I need to do our laundry 😅. At around 6 this morning I am already soaking our clothes, I always soak our clothes first before I wash it, so I can easily took away it's dirt. I decided to start my work early as I still need to continue packing up our other things. We already packed up our other things yesterday and my partner already bring them to our house. Our plan was, since my mother-in-law is at home tomorrow, we will leave our son to her, so we can bring all out stuff to our house.
Anyway as usual after I did our laundry, I take care my son, I bring him to took a bath and then I play with him until he felt sleepy. It was already 10:00 o'clock when he finally fall asleep. When I make sure that he is already sleeping I ate first my lunch as I already felt hungry. Then after I ate, I went to my mini store. I still have some grocery products inside so I took them out as we can still use them.
But unfortunately, I am not yet done getting all the items inside my store, my son wokes up, so struggle is real 😂. It ain't really easy to work if you have a toddler.
He literally distracted me, as always 😅 . I also failes to finish my decluttering because he also took everything that he saw. At around 2:30 this afternoon my parcel from Shopee came, I was very amazed because of its fast delivery, good job for the seller. The first item that came was the rice cooker 👌.
Today while I am packing our stuff, my feeling is quite hard to explain, I mean my feeling was mixed. I'm excited that we can finally move to our own house, but as I have said, at the same time I am sad as my in-laws won't come with us .
I've been living in this apartment for two years together with my in-laws and now we will be separated from each other. Seriously I'm sad, I already treat them as my own parents and being separated with them is quite hard 😞. Honestly I'm teary eyed right now, a thought that I can't see them every day makes my heart broken 🥺.
I won't deny that every day I always wait for my mother-in-law to come home, whenever she's around I feel safe, I don't feel any worries as I know that she's home. And whenever she's not home, I found our home empty, I felt loneliness. I don't know, but I just love my mother-in-law dearly, she is a mother to me, and even a good bestfriend of me.
Tomorrow we will still be sleeping in this apartment and on Monday morning we will be leaving early. I will surely miss this house, i will surely miss my in-laws and I will surely miss my mother-in-law's cooking 🥺. It's funny but my plan is to visit them every Sunday, I haven't been separated with them but I am already planning for a visit 😅, I just really love them specially my mother-in-law.
Although I am sad, I'm still be looking forward for our growth, for our happiness and safety and I am looking forward that one day we will be together again. I know that sometimes we need to learn how to stand at our own feet to grow and this is the right time.
I won't deny that in two years I'm become dependent, I always rely to my mother-in-law specially when it comes to my son. But now I have to choose and decide by my own. Hopefully I can be a good mom to my little one. Wish me luck.
Anyway this is all for today and
Thank you for reading!
All photos from this blog including the lead image was originally from my gallery.
Congratulations. Always visit your in-laws. don't forget them.