I will Protect my Temporary room!
Doing this for myself makes me happy. I am so very proud of myself because I can able to do this one- giving myself a biggest gift after how many months and a year of accumulating bitcoincash. Last April, I became a busy person. Busy to clean and organized my room. I am so very excited because, finally! I can have something to share with you as an achievement.
this article where I decided to clean my room and organized it but I decided to just paint it and buy some things that I can able to used to decorate my room.
And this is the result. I converted my 0.29 BCH borrowing it to my March earnings so that I can able to buy a paint and other materials that needed for my room.
I'm so happy to share this to everyone. Buying my clothes rack on shopee. Because, this is my first time buying something like that for myself because I am not really into that kind of things where some other people's had in their rooms.
Updating you about my temporary room is one of the most exciting part of my April Month's blogging! While typing the words that i wanted to tell it to you, you can see me smiling because this is the result of your tips, your time of reading my blogs, and supporting me for everything.
Sharing some plans and asking you too if which is better because i really like to know your thoughts and opinions about designing and decorating 'coz, it's my first time to decide about this kind of thing. For me, your opinion and suggestions is important.
But now... I lost my motivation to published a blog about my room. If you are wondering why my room tour is so very tagal is because I have a lot of reasons.
First, I'm so depressed that I don't have some time of taking picture of my room with myself
And you know that already. I shared to you last last day about how I felt. My room is sorrounded of colorful things but I, myself is eating of darkness. Even though, I look around everything inside of my room are black.
Another reason why I am lazy to do it is because of this,
The walls of my room is have some dents
I lost my motivation and i became more weaker everytime. The people around of this house didn't even give a respect of my hardwork. I am not madamot when my cousins are here. I even let them sleep here but this is what they did even my grandma and older sister. I told them to be careful of carrying some things because it's hard and paints are costs expensive but they just entering in the room without even thinking of what if's they destroy something.
I know that to some of you, this is just a little problem that I can still fixed it. But the thing is, they didn't know the hardwork that I did just to clean and changed this room. That even if how much I put some effort of fixing it, they still keep repeating doing it and so I finally give up and just let it the walls look like that just like what they did to my heart.
So I decided to lock my room just like how I closed my Heart to them
I decided to become selfish. Because if I keep them inside of this room, my room that I put effort and hardwork will be ruined and I don't like that to happen. I keep the doors lock and I decided to buy a note saying
1.Knock before I open
So that, they can't come in like they want to. Just like bragging in without my knowing because some of my younger cousins playing here.
2.Please Clean your own Garbages
because I want to maintain this room clean because that is the purpose why I decided to clean this room right? Because some of my younger cousins just threw the plastics of their foods, scratch papers of their modules and their clothes are everywhere.
3.Borrowing is Okay but please Return it safe to the owner
They always like to borrow things. Like my Clothes, Beauty products, Ring lights, and other things. But they don't know how to returned it to the right place where I put to. They just let it put on my bed and or I can see them everywhere.
Seriously? If they will returned it broken, as if they will changed it? But nah, they can even blamed me because I am the owner and I should take care of my things.
Conclusion...
Being selfish to our things is not bad. Sometimes, if they don't know how to take care of it we have the rights to become selfish. In the past days that they are here, I didn't know that they will act like that. I mean, they are so very stubborn and they don't know how to take care of my things. Creating a rules is not because we are so picky person I mean being maarte. We just wanted to protect and take care the things that we have because they are precious to us esp. If it's from our hardwork and or it's a gift from important people to us.
To me, Everything here at this room is important because it's not only from my hardwork here but because it's your gift for me too. I will never have something like this and that if YOU didn't read my blogs, you didn't share a little but important and enough amount for me. Everything here is from us so I need to take care of it and treasure it because I also consider this as a remembrance as I became one of the member of this platform.
For now, Let me get up of my bed and clean some messed and fixed a lot of scratch walls. I will do a room tour when I done or finished installing the wallpaper and vanity table mirror. I will tour you to the room where we build and your Gift to me soon!
Thanks for reading!
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What you just said here is right also for me because sometimes people are not that careful when it comes to things that they didn't own. They tend to break it or destroy it because in their minds ..it's not mine after all so it's okay...
Sakin naman dito ..kwarto ng lahat hahaha.. well dipa naaayos eh.