I gained 4 kg weight because?

I did not notice that i gain more weight. From what I remember, my short shorts can still fit to me last month. However, when I wear it again yesterday, the zip lock and the bottons can't be meant together. I mean- they can't even hold each other again just like my relationship with engineer because it is forbidden as we don't have label. Chos!

After how many months that i feel depress and stress, I don't have a choice but to eat and eat and eat. Unlike to others that when they feel depress nor stress, they don't have time to eat more. But to me, the cure of depression and stress is to eat more and I don't mind if I spend more money just so i can satisfy my tummy and I can make my mind free from those things that makes me feel down and because Food can make me feel better.

During Holidays, that is the time that we have a lot of food that serve on our table. Goat meats that from my Grandpa because he is raising a goat and chicken too. They always cook meat so I can't stop my self from eating a lot. Because why not? Eating besides and not talking with anyone is my favorite time. Food can makes me feel busy and think carefully. And the saga never stops me from eating more when we celebrated Christmas eve and new year. Just like what I shared to you last November 30 or 31? When I wrote these article. We have a lot of foods to be cook and prepared for New Year.

After the Holidays, it can't stop me from eating. My new year's resolution for the 2022 was ruined because of this. There's no time that i never stop eating because of this depression and stressful things around me. I should start this new year of 2022 with a good memories but why? I always feel and experience this one? I should focus to my grind but here I am. Thinking some stressful problems and A lot of negative thoughts because of those toxic people.

I start this month of January from eating Mcdo meals. I can't count how many times I go to the Mcdonald's restaurant just so I can eat peacefully. You know, Being alone and being a way from the house comforts me too. Because I enjoyed my time being alone and I don't think what happening to this house for a short period of time.

Then, while eating i just watched those young handsome mens doing their work. Serving as a crew of Mcdonalds. They look so very handsome, their skin color is whiter than my teeth, their uniform fits them well and I bet, they are working student? Because when I go there they are not always working there. They have schedules right? They are the old co-workers of someone I know. Anyways, why I am writing about them? Ah, Maybe because looking around and finding some juwah and being a malandi for a second can also make us more better. We can also forgot a lot of problems by just looking how they smile and look to us. OMG! I forgot to write my numher to one tissue yesterday! I just remember that i should write my number because I have a sim card that I am using for finding jowa. It's exclusive for finding Yummy and Delicious pandesal de manila and Franks Hotdog because it is foot long! Chos!

My topic is about me gaining more weight my gosh! I should stop roaming my eyes from left to right and be loyal to my Rusty my love because rusty can be my sugar dad everyday yay! HAHA

When I tried to see my weight if how much I gain a while ago, my depression and stress is more became higher- no! To the highest level because I gain 4kg. I can't believe that I gain that for just weeks of eating. My 47 kg from last month is now 51 kg. And I do like to spank myself because of being careless! My belly is so very bigger than how it looks from last month so I avoid my self from looking to the mirror. My godness!

So A while ago, I just eat a little and then in the lunch time, I didn't eat. I'm avoiding myself from eating a lot now because I don't like to gain more weight. I should start dancing to Zumba tomorrow and or jogging so that I can decrease my weight and my belly. Huhu

How can I find a jowa if I am being like this? Eating a lot? Should I blame my depression and stress because of this? Hays.

Ending thoughts...

Well, I am not problematic that much because of my weight. I can still become slim but we will start to count to 1,2,3,4,5 or more million years before that happened. I am planning to buy Glutalipo which is what I always see to everywhere. They said that it is a good drink to make you slim and I wanted to try that.

If you are wondering why I am not that active in writing and reading. I wanted to sleep, sorry if I am not that active but because I would like to sleep more to focus to my health too. If I am awake, I never stop thinking nonsenses and negative thoughts that makes my heart feel pain. I also like to thank everyone who always comfort and talk with me everyday because it always changed my mood. I forgot my problems because of it.

By the way, not related to this article but I just got the 3 things that I bought to shopee. I can use it for my trading to metamask HAHA by listing prices so I won't dizzy calculating if how much do I earn and invest.

The pen's colors are so very cute. I'm laughing when I opened the box and take all of them out and read the logo HAHA maybe i don't have iphone but I have Ipen X, Ipen 12 and Ipen XR (color orange) HAHAHA the markers's colors are also cute. They are pastel colors.

That's all thank you for reading!

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