Do you think I am Weird: If you will know this 4 facts about Me?
Do you also doing something weird when you are not in your usual self? Because, when I was a lone and I was not my self and i can't focus I always do some weird stuffs. What are they? Do you want to know if what is it?
Actually, It is hard for me to share these things to you. But, since I can't think a better topic to talk about (and that is not new) I decided to write about about this because why not right? I hope that I am not the only one who makes crazy stuff.
The first one that I always do is,
Biting my shirt sleeves
sometimes, I don't realized that I am biting my shirt already. That all of my old shirt's sleeves ruined because of this weird habit of mine. I don't know why I always do this but one of the possible reason is because I become get used to it that's why I decided not to wear shirts when I was at home and just wear sando.
Sleeping while my eyes is Open
When I woke up but I want a little more sleep, I just let my eyes awake but I am sleeping. It is very weird right? But not when I want a little more sleep but when I want to sleep but my eyes don't feel like it, my self will control it. So sometimes, when my grandma or my family wants to talk with me but my eyes are just looking in one way, they will think that my mind is floating again.
How can I explain this kind of habit of mine? It is hard to explain but when I was sleeping while my eyes are open, i can still hear and knows what happening to my sorroundings and when I was awake, I will just blink my eyes and close it again.
According to WebMD Doctors call this condition as "nocturnal lagophthalmos." And the common symptoms of nocturnal lagophthalmos such as blurry vision, dry eyes, and being sensitive to light and that is right my eyes are dry. I don't know but I don't pay attention to it before because I think it was natural for us for being like that.
Talking to my self
Don't get me wrong, I am not crazy and I know and read some same condition as mine when they are just alone.
This is usually happen when I can't stop myself from letting out my thoughts or reaction to someone via Virtual. Like when sometimes when I have a mistake, or I don't know what to answer to them, I always use my mouth while typing some words that I wanted to tell to someone and my Grandma when she always see me being like that, she will ask me this question, "Who are you talking with?" And when I say that none, she will call me weirdo.
Saying words that I am just the only one who can understand it
This is the most weird thing that I always do when I was alone. Saying words that I am just the only one who can understand it. Like for example, singing korean song that It was wrong lyrics and If I am tired of it, I will just humm.. to it. I can't stop my self doing that esp. when I remember a nice song and I can even dance my head while reading articles. My Grandma was sick of my Loud voice you know, even if I can't understand what I am saying I can still do it lol. And not only that, I also make my voice being cute or acting like a kid.
As my thoughts for writing this kind of topic, I can't stop calling my self weird too. Sometimes I also admit that I regreted it doing it because I find it not normal and I also say, "What happening to me?" And or "Did I really just do that kind of thing?" after I do that all I mentioned above.
And when I will going out of my room, I will just pretend that they don't hear anything or I did not do something weird. HE-HE
Conclusion...
I want to consult to the doctor sometimes because maybe, I am sick or I have mental illness. Because, I have a traumatic experience and maybe this is the affects of it. I realize that maybe when I was alone, I was far away from reality. That makes me nervous sometimes that lead me to do the biting of my own shirt that it was my comfort sometimes and I feel satisfied when I am doing that but of course, like I said, I change that habit. Because I feel disgusted to my self when I am doing that. Looking to my shirts that has a lot if small hole because of my teeth makes me realize how weird I am.
Do you also have some weird things that you always do when you are just alone?
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Yung talking to myself tapos yung biting my tshirt sleeve madalas ko ding ginagawa 😂. Ewan q ba pero parang may something na nakaka-adik sa lasa ng fabric kahit di naman masarap HAHAHHAA. Tapos ako naman hindi lang basta talking to myself. Kadalasan debate tas kalaban ko din sarili ko HAHAHAHA 😭. Palitan kami arguments yawa HAHAHAHHA