Can you still remember your first crush? What can you say about disgusting things you've done for your crush? If you will ask me if I can remember my first crush then it's gonna be a long story. It's normal that we have crushes since we humans have feelings, we can easily attract to opposite nor the same gender unless your an asexual and you choose to fell inlove the person nor creatures that doesn't exist. Let me tell you my memories about my crushes, what I mean those embarrassing things I've done for my crush. Let's start in my elementary days. It's normal for a boy like me to feel affection on someone that is so cute and smart that's why I feel inlove with this girl. She's the daughter of one of the teachers in school that's why she's so smart and also pretty. I realize that I have crush on her when we are on grade 2, suddenly I feel attract to her though I'm just a boy that time. As the time goes by I conclude that she's the girl that I want to marry. When we are on grade 3 that's the time that I show my love. My classmates starts teasing me on her though she always avoiding me everytime I approach her ouch that hurts. I remember before that I show my love by wrote a love letter with ring inside of it.
I can still remember what I wrote there, it was a sweet message with confession of my feelings and also I include there other classmates that had crush on her. I decide to come early at school so that I can insert the letter in her chair. That's how ridiculous I am before, but I think she never found it and it was thrown in garbage bag. When we are on grade 4 and 5 my feelings for her doesn't fade. I remember before that I have rival on him which is a big guy on our room, he had also crush on that girl and he's so confident to approach my crush. I feel pity for myself cause I can't do it. The only thing I can do is to look and embrace her at the distance. When we move here in Manila my feelings for her starts to fade and I already forgotten her. Now, I'm glad that my classmate before which is the big guy and my crush before are already in relationship for years. Last time, I visit my province I heard that they are now in relationship and I'm happy for them. I can see happiness in their eyes and I don't feel any jealousy since the feelings is already gone. When we move here on Manila, I got interested on other girls, during my 6th grade I don't feel any attraction on my classmate maybe that time I have still feeling on my first crush. On my 7th grade I have crush on one of my girl classmate, however I didn't show any motives and didn't confess on her.
Sad to say I can't love her since we are not on the same universe, what I mean we are on different belief and religion. She's a member of Iglesia ni Cristo and its forbidden that INC members have relationship with Catholics. During grade 8, I have another crush which is also a smart and cute girl, I confess my love for her and hopefully she never turn me down. We stayed as close but I didn't abuse her kindness. I remember before that I'm using a keypad phone before and using text messages to have conversation with her. She became my crush for two consecutive years however the feelings fade until on grade 10 I found another crush, it sounds like I'm not loyal to one but it's normal cause I'm a male right? During my grade 10 I have this classmate that so cute and we have the same vibes, she also interested on paranormal things. However we remain as friends and I'm happy with it. Then I have lots of crush after that including ate Vien Babina which is a famous tiktoker and I attract on her due to her cuteness and also beauty, sad to say she's not active on tiktok anymore, maybe she choose to focus on personal life.
Ahehehe, that's the aspect of life that we can enjoy as long as we can. It is not bad to have a lot of crushes. It is a way of admiring. What would turn out bad is if we turn things to obsession.
It is funny that my first crush was a girl. I didn't know then that I was supposed to admire boys. Though I think it is still normal for a girl to admire another girl. Hehe.
Happy crushing hahaha