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Good morning ladies and gens!👋
How was your Monday yesterday? What accomplishments did you made for that day? Did you made the day productive? or just taken it as an ordinary day to day routine you've done?
As for me, maybe yes, and at some point, not that productive as you expected.
Well, anyways, the purpose of my write up this very time was to respond Ma'am @Janz Challenge earlier the morning yesterday.
https://read.cash/@Janz/dig-a-little-deeper-6bec3877
Previously, I was able to joined , "Never have I ever Challenge," "Would you rather Challenge," and the latest, "This or That Challenge," courtesy by the other users and both my virtual and personal friends here on this platform.
So now, I wholeheartedly accepted the said challenge. It may seemed a bit late but I'll try to do my best to make it this time. I hoped you will spare some of your free time, if you won't mind.
Dig deeper as it is? Then let's click on the link;
Generated questions...
How do I describe myself?
-Mistakenly, some says I am not pure Filipina, but for me, a big No! I am a pure Filipina in my mind and in my soul. A "Morena" beauty. I am a chubby girl. I am "kalog" (super funny) to someone I like to be with. I am a bit spoiled but not a brat. I am a jealous type. I am a bit "maldita". I am not picky in terms of food or some sort of things. I am lazy sometimes. (I definitely admit that!) I love sports, specifically Volleyball. I also love to sing and dance. Furthermore, I am a type of person who is willing do take on challenges despite the risk, the reason that I failed sometimes. But, be it! I don't regret anything at all, except the mistake I did to my MGD before. (ironic) Well, to describe myself in general, I am a wonderful woman! (Confidence to the highest level) "Only I knows that, anyways. haha
Am I practicing enough self care?
-Specifically, as much as possible, I care for myself in terms of my physical aspects. Its just sometimes, I tend to forget but soon enough, I find some time to care of it, especially my heart. Opps...Don't take it seriously, what I'm implying is that, I took care of my heart to not hurt others and not get hurt by other.
Do I feel happy?
-Of course, I am happy. Very Happy! I am happy with every little things I have right now. I am happy with my family, with my parents, with MGD and most especially with Him.☝️ I felt happy when I see other people happy. Seeing them achieving their goals in life. Some of you may say "Pa.humble", "Tss..Etchosera", something like that, but this is me, I am the one who felt this. I don't know, its just, seeing others with successes in their career and in their lives really makes me happy. I envied them, I admit that, but yeah, "Happiness for me is when I'm seeing others happy with their lives too."
What upsets me and making me unhappy?
-This may not new to you, It upsets me when I felt that someone controls me. It makes me unhappy when I felt bothered with things that shouldn't be mind of. I am upset when I think about negative things. I am unhappy when I felt jealous, I felt that I was left out. It upsets me when someone betrays me. I am not happy when I felt that someone sees me as an enemy.
Do I enjoy how I'm spending time?
-Sometimes not, but most of the time, Yes! Well, enjoying life is my way of living my life to the fullest. I know that everyday, every moment of life, challenges were inevitable. But why do I bothered much about it. I just want to grasp every time I have and left in this world. Enjoying every pain and every little and big successes is my way of taking each life's challenges. Time is gold! Time is previous! That's what they say, so that's the reason why I'm choosing to enjoy spending my time with my family, friends, my parents and MGD as well.
Do I have a positive mindset?
-Well, most of the time, I don't. Probably, because I am thinking the negative way. I overthink things resulting failure especially of the things that I want to achieve on my own ways. Maybe I just need to take a lot of time to rest, to think for myself, have plenty of patience, and clear my mind. I am this type of person that knows how to uplift others, but honestly, I need someone to uplift me too. Its not because I seek some attention. Maybe in that case, but it is hard for me to manage myself all alone without thinking of others sides or opinions. Though I always, "Don't mind them" , but deep inside I felt broken. I am full of doubts.
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That's it for now fellas!
I know I have a lot more to share, but til' then let me think first before I openly share it to you.
Thank you for reading this article!📖
Thank you to my sponsors, upvoters, and my personal and virtual friends. Thank you for being such a good friends to me, and for sharing your blessings to me. Thank you for being generous as always.
To God be all the Glory!😇
Keep Safe everyone!🤗❤️
[July 20, 2021]
It first time visiting you and finally i met a pure Filipino chubby girl..... And personally i like the way you described yourself.
It feels like your soul is as much as beautiful like your soul!
Will keep in touch with you from know...