19th of July 2021

"Good day fellas! How are you today? Hopefully you've start your day with a smile and begin to think positively as the days goes by. Have a great day ahead."

This past few days, there are lots of articles about challenges and I myself were also publishing that kind of articles as well. I accepted the Never have I ever challenge, Would you rather challenge and This and That challenge. I am really having fun doing that said articles because it reminisced my past and then I just came to end up laughing to some of the memories of me. Also, I able to shares my playful side and naughty side as well lol. So, that challenges really are fun for me.

But for this time in this article, I wanted to share a little more deeper side about me. So, there were random questions also that I found in google that's something like a deep questions that helps me find of what are those best things of myself.

I chose my questions through this link.

So here it is.

Am I having fun?

Of course. I am really having fun nowadays especially that I had my son that always makes me smile every time I felt stressed out. I'm having fun despites so many uncertainties that this pandemic brought us. I'm having fun with my little family especially with my son. I'm having fun here in read.cash writing and reading articles especially from the fact that I'm earning from this site. Well, I even felt happy in just simple things. With that simple things, I always have fun with all of that. But since were just humans, the fact there is not all the time were having fun. At least, in the end of the day we can able to reflect from it and translate that into happiness for us to be stress free at the same time.

What do I love about myself and my life?

To be honest, what I really love the most about myself is that I never stop reaching my goals in life.

When I graduated college, I had along with me a trophy. Do you know what I mean? A baby. Yes, I got pregnant already 3 months before I graduated. With that, I cannot avoid those people who talks about disappointments because why did I got pregnant easily. What will happen to my family? How will I able to find a job immediately? Others even say that, what's wrong with me, why did I allow myself to be pregnant that easily not thinking about my family who suffers a lot just to provide my studies? Things like that really upsets me and I feel very disappointed of myself every time I heard that from other people. But, I just convinced myself to just ignored all what they said because even my family, my parents never said things like that to me. How come others can easily said that, why do care so much about in fact it's not their lives though.

So, what I did is that. I talked to myself that, as long as I'm still alive I still can able to reach all my goals in life. My life doesn't stop when I got pregnant, where in fact that happening made me who I am now. A woman with strong determination to continue living and making dreams come true and in the end I'm still hoping that I can somehow repay my parents for their goodness. Well, they never asked that to me, it's just my way thanking them for giving me life and allowing me to see the world and it's my job as their daughter. Also, I love to see them smiling as well.

What am I grateful for?

Aside from being grateful for the gift of life. I am now also grateful with gift of having a son. I'm really and totally grateful when my son came into my life. Why? Because my son now is one of my happiness and when I felt the negativities I just looked at my son and everything will be fine especially if my son play along with me ang laugh at me. I really felt my hearts melting every time my son laugh and smiles at me. That's one of the reason why I'm grateful to have him. Another is that, having a son really changes me a lot. He changes my perspective in life and he made me more responsible and determined in life. Having a son is really a fulfilling moment for me and I'm so grateful for that.

Who are the people in my life who make me happy and loved.

I wouldn't be in this world without my family specifically my parents. So they're one of the reasons why I'm happy and why I felt being loved. Of course, my parent's love are unconditional and I really love that fact since I also felt giving that kind of love to my own son. My siblings made me happy and loved a s well, I always wanted them to be successful in their lives because I wanted them to not feel the hardship in life. My grandma, she's one also that made felt the love because she always took care of me especially if I got sick.

My little family and my own family were also the one that makes me happy and loved all the time. They're my strength and my hopes every time I'm sad and feel weary. I'm more motivated because of them more especially seeing my son grows older. They loved me as well and that's the best feeling for me. Being loved by the people whom I also loved.

Do I have positive mindset?

Well, I must say that not all the time I'm positive because sometimes especially if I'm experiencing troubles in my attitudes because sometimes I just felt lonely and thought of negative things out of nowhere. Then every time I felt that way, I'm just so thankful as well that my partner will always reminds me that I am being negative again and with that I will realized that I really am. So, I really tried to alter my negative thoughts into positive ones. But most of times, I will look into the positive sides because it's very stressful and we won't feel the happiness in this world if we always thought on negative things.

So, that's it everyone some deep questions about myself and my life. I guess I'm just going to shares five questions so that you won't feel bored reading this article hehe.

Now, to the BCH beauties here @Zhyne06, @renren16, @MissJo, @Marinov, @JRamona20 you can also try this one beauties. Another challenge for you all and another article for you para hindi na kayo mag isip anong article ang i-publish niyo. Try nyo rin to, then you can use same questions as mine or you may choose another questions to answer through this link https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/708120741412256330/?fbclid=IwAR2LG5CCuZH2sppEyNdaUZ74Vp9GLXkSIks37E_lJK2StdT2O18T8heNrSc or you can make your own questions as well. Aja!

Happy Monday, readers!

~the end

@Janz

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