"An Untold Story: My Hidden Feelings!"
"What kind dream was that? Of all people, why him? I am not thinking about him, but why? Its kind of weird, I guess."
________________________
In my article, "First Love at age Thirteen" https://read.cash/@renren16/first-love-at-age-thirteen-c65e , I told you that I had a crush in one of the three people I've mentioned in that story. It was "Kevin" (not his real name).But honestly, it didn't last for long because I ended up having a relationship with "Daryl" (not his real name). And for today, let me tell the next chapter of that story.
I was not that serious of having a relationship way back in high school because as I told you before, it all just started because of a "phone recording confession" and "Vince" (not his real name) became the bridge of that relationship. I bet, Daryl felt the same way too. When the school year ended, our way of communicating is through texting and calling only because we still don't have computer shops in our barrio at that time, and I only used keypad phone back then. So, having facebook messenger was really impossible at that time. It happened in the month of May, they celebrated their barrio fiesta and I wasn't able to come at that time because you know, my parents are strict. Fast forward, it was in my first day as a second year high school student, I found out that during there barrio fiesta, Daryl was very drunk and he cheated on me. One of his friends told me that, I should confront him because even his friends wanted to do so but they can't because they are afraid to lose their friendship. Out of anger, I did confront and yes, he told me the truth and begged at me to just forgive him and promised that he will never do that again. But because I was really angry at that time, I ended it. Fast forward again, there was a transfer student at that time and he ended up to be in our section. Actually, he was also one of Daryl's friends but he attended his first year at the different but ended up transferring at our school. I first saw him when they played basketball in our barrio during our summer break. He even called my name, though at that time I still don't know his name. I just rolled my eyes at him and everyone teased him. I was really shocked when I saw him in our classroom and our adviser said that he wil be our new classmate. He proved the thing of being such a "FC" (feeling close). He just liked to have this nonsense talks to almost everyone and it irritates me. Because I really don't like to talk with someone, especially if its not related to academics. Well, not to brag, after I had a sudden break up with Daryl, I told myself that I should just focus on my academics instead of worrying about having another boyfriend or have a come back. Let's just name this guy as Mr. Min. So, this Mr. Min was the real definition of an annoying guy. Even though I don't pay attention at him everytime he talks to me, he still don't stop talking to me. And so it happened one day during our Math class. He participated during the board work and explained the solution pretty well. He got my attention because of that. You know, I am not good at Math subject so I was then so surprises because I've just known him as an annoying one but later on realized that he was then good on academics too. He's an athlete too. He played "Sipak Takraw" and "Basketball."
(For Girls) Do you like someone who is a "Tall, Dark, and Handsome" guy? This Mr. Min was one of this guys. Not that much, really. But he just need a little make over. I think it was during our second year Acquaintance Party, where everyone wore their best dresses and he really got my attention at that time. He wore his formal attire and make himself looked better at that very moment. I bet, it not just me who noticed it. A month after, all of us known that he courted one of the third year students. If your asking about how I felt at that time, you've got me. Yeah, I was kind of hurt but no way I will show it to him. I just chose to hide what I felt. Even though he was so clingy at me, it never came to my mind to confess to him that I have a crush on him. Aside from that, I thought that I can't be fit to his standards. Their family is rich and he certainly like beautiful girls. And I am not one of them. So yeah, I just hide it up until we graduated. Honestly, I planned to confess to him the day before we graduated high school but I was then too nervous to do it. So, I just let it be hidden for good. During that time, I already had my new boyfriend too, so maybe it should just end that way.
And last night, I dreamed about Mr. Min. Its kind of weird. I don't think about him but why he came into my dreamland. (Charrot!) Gladly, I woke up knowing that I am already engaged. Lol XD. And thanks to this dream, I ended up sharing this untold story with you today.
Well then, thank you for reading up to the end part. Looking forward for your thoughts in the comment section. (ββ’α΄β’β)β§*γ
MAY THE GRACE OF THE LORD BE WITH ALL GOD'S PEOPLE!π
________________________
I want to extend my deepest gratitude towards the people that keep supporting my works in here. To my avid readers, likers, subscribers, and upvoters. As well as my sponsors; (old, new, and renewed ones), I thanked you all. Thank you for making my read.cash journey fruitful. And, thank you for our virtual friendship. May the Lord God bless us more fruitful days, months, and years to come!
Peace and Love,
@renren16β€οΈ
xoxo(*ΛοΈΆΛ*).ｑ*β‘
________________________
|#203 |23rd Article of the Month
|02.25.2022 @11:07 AM|
Lead Image source: edited using Canva App
________________________
PREVIOUS ARTICLES:
"You are just a Fever"
https://read.cash/@renren16/you-are-just-a-fever-0d73c869
"Nine Months and Counting..."
https://read.cash/@renren16/nine-months-and-counting-f63ae290.
"Change for Yourself"
https://read.cash/@renren16/change-for-yourself-2ac490f5.
"Frustration, I guess"
Bsin gi huna2 kang mr. Min mamsh hahaha! Parehas aho manghod nagdamgo kunos ijang ex ja basin daw nag huna2 ija ex nija π€§