Hiding my true feelings for someone I fell in love with was one of the hardest things I have experienced and done when it comes to love. "Ba't biglang love na agad?" Sorry about that, its just I easily fell for someone especially when I felt comfortable and considering the kind of attitude he have...
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Good day ladies and gents.πποΈ Happy new week to all of you! How did you start your day? Is it by praying to God for a new day? An exercise? Or just the usual doing of household chores?
Anyways, this blog is the second part of the story I have shared with you last night. A story untold about us, "Ren" and "Rhed" that happened seven years ago.
CONTINUATION:
I think I was in my early days during fourth year high school at that time. And for your information, I have already experienced a boy-girl relationships. Well, at that time I am already a single lady. What I have in mind was to merely focus myself in my studies, so that I can graduate with flying colors. (May ganun ba sa high school?) Then, as I told you previously, I have this cousin like a goddess who visited us together with her family. (Her father and mine are siblings.) And so it happens that this Rhed got an interest to know her. I ended up being their bridge to get to know each other. Knowing that he is my crush, medyo nasaktan ang lola niyo. But yeah, timpi nalang, itago nalang sa baul ang feelings kasi hindi tayo ang gusto. I am happy to see him and talk to me though it was all about my cousin. Anything about her. Muntikan pa nga ako'ng napagalitan ng parents ni girl kasi daw bakit ko siya iniwan. They didn't know that Rhed and their lovely daughter are having a moment together. But of course, I have saved their a*ses. (Palusot pa more. Lols. XD) Then the day came that they need to go home already. I mean, their vacation was done. And I felt sad about it, knowing that Rhed will be greatly affected by that. Of course, I am also sad because I'm gonna miss her and her parents. Mababait kasi sila.
It was later months of year 2014, there was a sitio fiesta celebration in one of our neighbor barangays. I am fond attending a disco, so I went there together with my friends and other cousins. Rhed was there too. And there's this moment that Rhed and I had a serious conversation about my cousin, about anything that came across our minds. Then all of a sudden, Rhed held my hand. It could be that he was a bit drunk or it was just his way of diverting his attention from thinking about my cousin. "Ayys! Hindi na pumalag ang lola niyo uie, siyempre may feelings tayo. Charoot." After the disco, he insisted to take me home. At dun na nagsimula ang lahat sa'min. Tas nalaman ng cousin ko yung tungkol sa'min, yun nagalit siya sa'kin. "Is it my fault?" In the first place, I fell for him first. "Maybe?" Well, be my judge! I just followed what my heart says. "AKO NAMAN THIS TIME!" (Selfish ba ako sa lagay na yun?)
It was May 22, 2014, Rhed and I are officially in a relationship but we are not legal. I mean, both our parents didn't know that we are in a relationship. I even remembered this scene that he firstly denied me to his friend, but then binawi naman niya agad. We just met up every late afternoons in the barrio proper. At ang sabi ko lang sa parents ko, pupunta ako dun para maglaro nang Volleyball. Later on, nalaman din nang iba na kami nga, then his mother. But mine, they didn't have any idea. I felt happy kahit ganun yung sitwasyon namin. What matters to me, I can see him and be with him though I felt out his of his league because of his fond of playing Basketball. There were also times that I felt jealous about him being close with other girls. But he didn't know that I am this kind of person. Hindi naman kasi ako yung pala kwento nang feelings. Timpi lang ako. I am contented enough kung ano lang yung binibigay niya. I set limits to myself too, because I felt that I was just an option. Hindi niya talaga alam kung ano ang nasa utak ko at that time.
I must say, there's no such thing of having a perfect relationship. Then dumating pa yung pinakamalaking pagsubok sa'min...
TO BE CONTINUE...
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Thank you for spending your time my read.cash family. Take good care of yourselves, especially your heart!β£οΈ
TO GOD BE ALL THE GLORY!π
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|#276| 5th Blog of the Month
06.13.2022 @6:11 PM|
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agi kakuyaw diay sa inyong story sis.my pathrowback diay ni .hehehe