If Time Is No Longer On Your Side
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I realize that right now I am not the best of the best. Everything I have done so far has reached the limit of what I have. Throughout my journey at Read.Cash I always cried and laughed when the green baby came to me for the first time. Since then the spirit rose from inside my body which was full of joy flowing from the nerves of my feet to the tip of my head. I work day and night dividing my time in the real and virtual world of work, I never stop even though my eyes start to hurt from tears but the passion for the arrival of love continues to encourage me to see, read, comment, like and follow the big family members of this best platform.
But now I feel pricked by thorns to the heart and heart feel the deepest pain when everything has changed makes the eyes feel glazed, blood freezes, heart becomes cone, heart and veins almost stop feeling the soul wants to get out of the tightly bound body troops maybe love has gone and will never return to this poor life. I actually didn't think to say this but the fact that I had felt so painfully snapped the world might have turned around and fought the backflow of the happiness I once felt.
To be honest I never thought and beyond my mind the little baby who has been living 65% of the water of life has now gone far from my life, the remaining 35% of my life maybe I will bow and can't stand I lose the power to run forward even I am stuck with a sharp iron fence. can be skipped. I'm here to fill my day alone without a soul that will elevate me to be something useful for people.
I'm actually confused about the situation and the reality that is happening, to be honest, my age is still the same age as the buds that are growing, but I am surprised and often ask myself when I see there are family members who don't interact much, only giving mediocre writing but being visited by a green baby does have quite a lot of followers but I am astonished by this situation and this is a question of mystery and cannot be explained in words.
I have experienced many beautiful memories and it is a new history in my life someday I will tell the uniqueness, kindness and happiness of this little baby to my children and grandchildren that some of the continuation of oxygen has been given to me. If being a jealous person is not good but in essence every human being has the same feelings and being a person who gets angry easily in the end life will get old quickly that is what many people say.
As someone who has principles I always accept all the consequences of every decision I have to take, maybe I have been wrong, but mistakes I can't see but can feel. I always tell other family members if time is no longer on my side, make things in this place always clean, beautiful, organized and don't litter or spam because the fine is big enough that you won't even be able to pay it.
There are meetings and there are farewells from the best, rusty, your love I will always remember until the end of my time. Only by time can we meet and only by time can we part. I can no longer suppress my feelings and I can't stand it. To be honest, I really crave for you to attend but if it's all been implied and you don't come back then I will leave.
Know forever you are the best..Rusty baby green.
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I really do understand your emotions dear, when the green baby didn't visited me for two days, i really felt that my hope's had died. I really felt so devastated, I walked too far to reach this far but he easily forgotten me. However I am now glad that even he don't give a big reward to my post he still remember me, I'm good about it already. Let's all stay positive and I'm glad that the green baby had visited you again.