Personal Vlog: Failed Ambition Part 1 "College Degree"
Do you remember when you are in Elementary and High School? Your teacher will always ask you to write your Autobiography.
And our Ambition in life is always included in it. Especially what we like to become in the future. What our future might be 5 or 10 years from now.
Sadly said my life turns upside down. And we cannot be undone what we did in our past. Even if there's a time machine that will give me a chance to go back to the past to correct the mistakes that I did in my life. I will still choose what I've done. Because I will never meet the people that I met today if I will change my past. Although it's painful I will still choose this path. Spice up your life girl...
And every time I will write it before, I'am always positive and happy that I can fulfill what I write. It's just a very simple Ambition in life that sadly said, None of them became true, or let's say that they are my failed Ambitions.
It's only three of them that unluckily I didn't able to fulfill. Well, let's start first on the first one lol...
I WANTED TO GRADUATE FROM COLLEGE
When we are young, we don't know how cruel life is. We only think that it's easy. Easy to achieve something but when I grow up. I find it hard! How can you achieve something if you don't have money?
Yeah, it's a matter of money and money. I wanted to apply for a scholarship but my mother is always on the negative side. And I understand her for that. She's only a vegetable vendor and is raising me alone.
She's providing for our daily needs and expenses. And she has fears and doubts if I can make it to College. Well, I guess my brain can make it but my pocket won't.
And because of my lazy mind and cowardness. I listen to her and didn't proceed to College. But once there's something that you like and want. You will always find a way. And I did find a way!
I studied Computer Programming. Vocational course. Ever since I like computers and I wanted to take up an E-commerce course at STI College if given a chance. But what else can I do? I am surrounded by negative people and sadly said my Mom is number 1 on the list.
And I have no siblings to talk to. My life is kinda boring! Talking to myself while playing alone. But I'm proud that I still survived. At that time I'am 18 years old. And luckily accepted at Monde Nissin Corporation. I'am working while studying just to fulfill my Dream, my Ambition that although I failed I'm still trying.
I will study every Saturday and Sunday. Good thing that there's no overtime on Saturday and Sunday and I will go home early and went to my Vocational School. I provided for my own needs using my salary.
I know that degree is important but this is all I can achieve and I'm happy about that. I didn't surrender and still achieve what I like. Although I didn't experience being a College girl because I became a working girl at the early age of 17.
But I'm still proud that I graduated and experienced wearing a College toga. But my photo wa misplaced and I don't wear it now. There is no FB before we can save our photos on a touchscreen phone. But even though the experienced and memories will be forever in my mind and heart.
I'am very happy during that time. Marching in our graduation and accepting my diploma. I even rented a gown to reward myself. At least this one is half failed and success ai guess lol but I still considered it failed...
Thank you for reading. I will continue to write on my next blog...
leejhen ❣️
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Nakakalungkot talaga ate yung ibang estudyante ayyaw mag-aral pero may nagpaparal naman sa kanila. Yung iba nga kahit gusto nila mag-aral, wala sila magagawa eh...
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