I Guess It's Not Just Money After All

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2 years ago
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An open letter;

Lately, I have been inactive on both platforms or sometimes I'll read some articles and post on noisecash and never not know when I'll be active again. It has been tiring for me to take midyear class as we are conducting it in our department. Well, that's what I really wanted --- to go back to regular learning. But, it's tiring. The thought of not having an actual summer break makes me feel so tired and lonely.

I have been seeing my friends post online about their recent trips going to the beach, partying, going to Manila etc. And it frustrates me because I cannot do all of those now. My course requires a lot of time and in exchange it is to miss out on things, especially hanging out with my loved ones.

I really miss writing and connecting with you guys by posting on noisecash and commenting on your articles here on readcash. Both platforms have become my outlet to write my thoughts about things. But lately, I seem to not be as active as before.

To be honest, I have the time to write and post. But, I need to choose myself. I need to take a little rest to take a break from using my mind. I always think that I can just sleep when I have extra time rather than writing and connecting with you guys.

It's tiring. It feels like I ran out of social battery. I cannot force myself to write, comment, and interact with you guys because I do not want to be fake with my words and how I expressed myself. It's so easy to write a comment about congratulating you guys on your graduation even if I didn't actually read your work. It's so easy to just pick out the words that are from your work and paraphrase it just to seem that it was originally my comment. But it's not me, I don't want you to feel that I am commenting just for the sake of being active. I want you to feel that I am genuinely happy with your achievements, comforting with what you are currently dealing with, etc.

It's not money after all. At the end of the day, I need to choose from hustling, studying, and myself. At this point, I have reached the point where I do not want to force myself to write just because I want to earn. I know I can always return to this platform that's why I am choosing myself.

I am immensely grateful to you guys and to Rusty for still entrusting to me --- for commenting, liking, and upvoting. It really means a lot to me. I may have a lot of topics in mind right now, but not this time. As they say, there is time for greater things.

Thank you for reading this!

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Absolutely. Take better care of yourself. That's what matters most.

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2 years ago

Hi Kuya! Kinda missed reading your blogs. Thanks for leaving a comment.

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2 years ago

This is a nice thought to ponder wanderingstudent. Thanks for this article. Just like you I have been absent here for three days due to a trip. In as much as I would like to write every day but I also have my tasks and I cannot do it at the same time. Being here makes my heart happy for I have the chance to write and publish articles. My dream when I was young is fulfilled although I am not really a professional writer but at least I could enjoy my alone time writing articles about life itself.

I so understand your feeling that it is not about the money but sometimes we really have to manage everything in life. I am a week old today in the platform and I am always glad of this experience as I meet a diverse world. Nice bumping with your interesting and well-written article wander. I hope you have a great day. Smiles and wink from the beautiful Philippines. It is nice to meet you here wander.

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2 years ago

Hi, Porsche! It is nice bumping with you here and welcome to this awesome platform where we can express ourselves through writing.

I am impressed just by your comment and in awe after I read it. I know for an instance that you are a good writer. Anyways, are you a Filipino? πŸ€—πŸ’—

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2 years ago

It is a pleasure to meet you wanderingmedstudent. So you are a future Doctor. I am amazed for this is a very difficult course to achieve and there you are taking up medicine. It feels so good to bump friendly users here just like you.

Thank you so much for your wonderful sharing and I so appreciate your time and attention, Doc. Let me just call you "Doc" because it is more powerful and just like the law of attraction, let us train our minds to do powerful things so all our aspirations would be achieved. I know for sure that the more we attract unachieved things for now, the more we would succeed.

I wish you well in your endeavor Doc. I hope you would be a successful Doctor one day. Glad to bumped with you too. Have a nice time my friend.

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2 years ago

It can all be pretty overwhelming and the days get so busy already! Take good care of yourself!

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2 years ago

I am carried away by the amount that you have given me and continuously giving me, Plint. Just know that I appreciate you. I'll make it up to you and read your works when I have the time. πŸ’—

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2 years ago

Huyyyy ako naman before sem break parang sa two months akong nawala, wala pa sa 5 articles ang na publish and akala ko nga limot na ako ng readers hahah pero it's okay naman to take a break, ganyan na ganyan kami sa dami ng paperworks tapos online class pa. Pahinga ka lang at bawi ka nalang sa free time mo at sa pagbalik mo, isa ako sa sasalubong sa iyong pagbabalik hanggat active pa akoπŸ˜‚

Bardagulan tayo ulit! Stay safe always β€οΈπŸ’œπŸ€—

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2 years ago

Di ba! Mas nakaka-touch kapag binabasa pa rin nila yung articles like naaalala niyo pa pala ako. Sighs in relief πŸ’—

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2 years ago

Kaya palan buds napansin ko di ka na lumalabas sa notif ko 😞 favorite ko pa naman mga gawa mo 😞

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2 years ago

Echosera ka buds! Hahahahaha. Busy lang talaga mhie. πŸ₯²

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2 years ago

That's fine! Focus on your studies muna. Prioritize what you need to be prioritized. Come back when you're free!

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2 years ago

Thanks Lau! I'll surely will. I'm even considering to sign up to Hive because of you and Car. πŸ’—

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2 years ago

Don't hesitate to message me if you need help about Hive. Good luck!

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2 years ago

I won't. Thank you so much, Lau! πŸ₯ΊπŸ’—

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