Friday, May 20th 2022.

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I felt drained today. I don't know why I felt this way. Perhaps, I've been racking my brains out a little too much lately. Forgive me. I am rather spaced out at the moment. I hope to feel differently by tomorrow, at the least.

So, I happen to reread Sir @Olasquare 's post today; Random Questions about Me-so I decided to jump in on it. (Do i have your blessing Sir Ola?). Please, permit me to do this. :)

Okay, let's get underway.

1. What do I really want from Life?

Life has been a mix of everything for me, really. It's been rosy, torrid, awkward, heart wrenching, e.t.c., And I finally got to the point where I wanted anything other than the vicious circle I so dreaded.

2. What would I do if my biggest fears came true?

I don't know why I would do, actually. I'm this over sensitive person. I may be down and out for a while, but surely I would get back up. It'll be hard. But, if I believe I'll eventually find my way. That's the promise that lives within me.

3. What would I do with my remaining days if I only had a year to live?

I would live it out with my loved ones, writing a blockbuster tale of two lovers in a difficult world. It might be a popular narrative, but I'd make it unique. That's how I like my stories. It'll be different, like I am. Hahaha (Maybe, maybe not). But, I'll certainly publish a book or two. :D

4. Have I done something recently that I could be proud of?

Yes, and No.

• Yes, being that the most latest series, "My very great Love Story I - IV" was actually well received. Boy. The joy that brought me. I was proud.

• No, because I sometimes limit myself. I know I am capable of doing so much more, and maybe sometimes I regret the limit of my own imagination. (Something that's quite common amongst the greatest minds to ever walk the Earth...). Which is why I wanna be more and that pressure gets to me more than I can ever imagine. On that aspect, I'm not proud.

5. What would I truly regret not doing if I died tonight?

That'll be not living life to the fullest. (I know when this is said a lot of people often times think it means partying, drinking and the whatnots). Lol. No, that's not what I mean. (Don't get me wrong I'm not ridiculing their belief or anything). What I meant initially was I took things lightly when I shouldn't. It cost me somethings, but like I mentioned in question 2. I still believe things will turn out good.

6. Why am I afraid of being true to myself when others are around?

I am a very shy individual. I know this. Yet, I can't seem to overcome it. So, I just observe whatever happens around me, and learn what is and what isn't from there. And if I'm going to be famous someday I should probably learn to be more vocal.

7. What aspect of my personality still needs Improvement?

I already mentioned this above. My confidence still needs some work. Hahaha

8. What question do I want to know the answer to if it'll help humanity?

"Why is there so much strife?". I'll gladly give anything to be able to answer that. :(

9. What advice has someone in my family given that I have taken just in time?

Learn to give your all. Commitment, and consistency is key. It'll take you far in life. Trust God.

10. Are you a servant of money or does money serve me?

A servant of money? Err... I don't know. I haven't spent that much money since I came to Earth. Lol. (Don't quote me. Just kidding!). :D

Maybe, I was a servant. But, we all once were at some point. Right? Right.

That about does it for tonight.

Let me know of yours in the comment section. Trust me it wouldn't harm if you try it out. :D

Thank you for reading.

Until we meet again.

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