Hello my loves, how are you all doing? As you all know that on 13th, I celebrated my 36th birthday and I honestly had a very bad day in my house because of issues personally emotionally and hence I just spent my birthday evening in a temple.. So, my husband felt bad and thought of taking us to a mall yesterday and we had such a fun day playing arcade and did some shopping.. My hubby celebrates his birthday on 18th this month and I bought him a shirt and a lot of food too. I generally do not prefer buying sweets or desserts to him as I do not want him to eat a lot of sugar as his father and my father both have diabetes and we need to consume less Sugar as diabetes can be sometimes hereditary.. But, as yesterday was a special day, I bought him a cold coffee with lot of cream and it tasted amazing... finally drank some coffee after several months haha..
We reached home and they went to do their business and it got me thinking so hard about the events happened to me on my birthday in my family and I wondered even after having a wonderful evening today, why I had to go back to such sad events? why does our brain work like that? why can't we just let it go... and before I let my brain go back to the sadness, I thought of just browsing somethings on social media. I logged in Facebook and it showed my memories to me.
So I was browsing few pictures online from my memories and stumbled upon this lead picture which is very thought provoking to me, "How Ironic and perfect timing for me??" I thought as I looked in the picture... For some reason, I developed a respect for this image. I understood this pic in this way, all of them look similar which means they are people of same interests like friends or people in relationship. However, all of them are sad except one person who cut the cord and now he/she is happy. Do you see the same thing as I do??
It is the same thing in life, we might be best friends with some people are maybe in a committed relationship. But after few days, it might turn that we are with wrong people and deserve better. Sometimes, it is okay to let them go rather sticking with them and make your life miserable with all that negative energy. So, here it goes. Cut the cord with wrong people or wrong energy and stay happy always. Because no matter how much you try to change them, sometimes its not worth it. Can you relate to this?
For me, my current situation is such a way that I cannot cut the cord with the people that torture me everyday.. have been living among pure toxic people for 11 years and these people even made me suicidal for a couple of times. It was only because of my daughter I'm still here alive as her thoughts stopped me from killing myself.. but at least I want to cut the negative energy they pass in my house.. I'm so thankful that I have now Read and Noise as regular job but I need a permanent resolution to let all go at once...
In a simple line "I know to let it go... but not sure how to!!"....
Let me stop here as I really do not want to rant more.. especially during holiday season while all of you are happy and excited. It would be a bummer...
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Yours bloggingly
Its hard to stay away from negativity when you have them in your house,I hope just engage yourself in things you love and avoid them,thats all you can do,Leaving them or letting them go isnt easy dear