Just Let Me Weep With A Cry Of Despair
Just let me weep with a cry of despair. Just let me sob for every pain I am feeling from within. Just let me get past my day as I cry my eyes out through an unexpected reality. Just let me shout out loud through sorrow and despair for now.
I just want to scream and weep of my painful real life story and wear for a while. Let every loudest shouts, screams, and cries alleviate my heavy feelings and emotions with a huge hope that everything would be fine one day.
"Just let me weep for now with a mournful cry of despair until it hurts no more."
Unfortunately, I still have a cry of despair and I cannot hold back my sorrowful tears from falling. Let me just cry and cry until it hurts no more. Perhaps accepting a very sad truth is truly the hardest. But this is life, all I have to do is accept a sad reality and embrace a dark truth. No one could ever tell when I would be fine. No one could ever whispher when I would walk by myself. And no one could ever signal that all is well immediately but it is only through God, my great God. Perhaps everything is uncertain and it would always take time. And that here I am recovering while trying myself to stay calm but in as much as I would want to feel myself relaxed, I cannot truly hold back my tears from falling. Just let me cry for a while. Just let me weep without limitations and suppressed feelings. Just let me weep with a mournful cry of despair. Just let me.
I just want to pour everything out while my humble plate is very full. I just want to express freely for a momentous cry of despair to relieve myself. Until now as I am reminicing the past, I felt very sad knowing that I cannot bring back time. If only I could, then I would have been fine but life is not a time machine. There are no reverse backs and there are really no turning points. I admit that this day and yesterday are one of the worst days in my life. What hurts me most is a painful feeling of unbearable tolerance and struggle that am literally be in a shock moment of my life for I have not experienced such misfortune through an accident ever since the world began. Now, I could feel what others were struggling I did not any idea about of what was it and how it was. This would always be my first time and I feel very bad and sad. I could now feel how difficult it is to be restless and seemed to be not functioning for a while. And now, I could hardly feel all the struggles and aches. But I am recovering, I am trying. I am always anchored on my positive thoughts with God by my side. Yet I cannot just hold back my tears from falling. Just let me weep with a cry of despair. Just let me now.
I am like a dark, roughly circular cloud carrying a dense weight with an extreme turbulence at my weakest.
Consequently, I know for sure that every emotion goes with the cloud. As loneliest as an impending and depressing tiny droplets of water in the atmosphere, I am like a gloomy cloud in the sky carrying a dense weight of strong turbulence at my weakest. I am a lonesome cloud longing for a shadowy, solitary clouds where a reflection is not glorious blinding. When will I be able to see the light. When will I get through all of this and embrace an immense, luminiscent shadow of grace where the dark and roughly circular puffs would gradually vanish in just a blink. Perhaps every cloud has a silver lining. I may be deeply pained at the moment yet there would always be hope in everything. I would just greatly affirm that despite any misfortune, my highly renowned God is always with me.
Perhaps I strongly believe that every cloud has a silver lining.
Morever, wherever I may go and how far I may be in my miraculous journey, I strongly believe that every cloud has a silver lining. Perhaps there would always be a good hope that awaits tomorrow. And that hope is only through my God. There would always be sunshine after the storm. There would always be a beautiful rainbow after a heavy rain. Let me just dance in the rain. Let me just pour out everything with grace and wait for the right time to make everything alright at the most perfect time. God is up, and I greatly believe He would never ever leave me. Just let me weep. Pardon my cry of despair. All is well with God for He would always be my strongest refuge. Again, just let me weep with a cry of despair.
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we are all here for you my friend..Yes, loneliness is will surely vanish.I hope you will be fine soon