Why people are leaving me...?

Hello my dear all friends assalamualaikum to everyone...I wrote three days earlier that I am suffering from diseases.So tough time is going on for me.Not only physical but also suffering from mental punishment.I am an emotional boy and I can't live alone.This year everything was going well for me.But suddenly this month,I am noticing people are so frustrating to me.They are trying to me bad everywhere.I really don't know if I am like that.Our Ramadan month is already getting closed soon.And I am in my own house.

Here my close friends are also trying to insult me like they are so intelligent.Look,I live in a big city for my education.So a big place means I will learn more and totally different things.But now, when I am going to talk with my friends,they are just embarrassing me.They are saying,I have become too much mature,I have too much attitude or saying that I will fall very soon cause I am flying to the sky with no wings.I was out of my mind listening those stuffs.Thats why I argued with them and cleared you can't talk to me like it.If you want to be my friends then talk politely.Then they replied not to keep friendship with them.I told them it is better to live alone instead of living with negative things.So they blocked me from messenger.I don't know what is happening with me.I can't describe to you guys that I don't have any arrogance or something else.

Now,my mind is continuously giving me headache.I am just thinking about it.I just want to fix my mind that I am not like that.I want to live peacefully and happily.But what can I do now...?

Thank you friend for reading...I can't write more cause I don't want to just blame others through my writing cause may be I have some negative issues with my own.Otherwise, they wont leave me like it for sure.

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