Operation worth $670
Date: May 10, 2022
Author: Sequoia"Suspicious and irregular shape. It has to be removed as soon as possible."
Those were the exact words that I've heard from my physician after reading the result of my sonomammogram today.
I saw my world, dreams, and plans sluggishly crumbled in front of me, leaving alone my mother's painful sobs. I didn't know what to utter and just stared at my doctor for almost a minute waiting for her to say the words "joke" and "it's a prank". But I heard nothing but worried and determined eyes to remove the lump inside of me.
It seems like my brain left my head that I can't still comprehend anything. Call me overacting but you cannot blame me unless you are in my shoes. It took several minutes before I was able to realize and absorbed everything that was spilled to me by my doctor. I didn't see it coming and was on the verge of tears, but I remembered that my mother is with me and I shouldn't show any sign of fear because I know that it will frighten her. I have to hold myself together and act brave even if I am already breaking and bleeding inside.
Silently asking God why me and contemplating what I did in my past life to experience being in this situation. Maybe it's a punishment? Consequence? Karma? I really don't have an idea and I am begging God to enlighten me because negativity is already consuming every bit of my energy and consciousness. The truth is, my tears won't stop flowing while I am writing this right now. Would you blame me if I'll think of myself as a failure and worthless?
Anyways, for those who have no idea about what I am talking about, I have an irregular and suspicious cyst in my left br3ast and when my doctor saw it, she shook her head and instructed me to schedule an operation as soon as possible.
Well, we really don't know if it is cancerous or not. In order to find it out, I have to undergo an incisional biopsy in which they'll be getting a sample from my lump using the needle and examine if it is benign or malignant.
The second option she gave to me in order to avoid spending too much was an excisional biopsy, in which she will remove completely the lump and examine if it is cancerous or not. The size of my biggest lump is 1.5 cm. The good thing is that my doctor made sure that I'll be getting the best service that I deserved after all the stress.
Well, to sum up everything, I chose the latter part and now, I have to save a total of 35,000 pesos or $670.
I don't know where to get this big amount but the only thing I am certain about is that the Lord will never leave me nor forsake me and all things work together for good.
My savings from here isn't enough and I know that this is the moment that I need to thicken my face and ask for help from the officials and another executive department such as DSWD. But before that, I have to secure my Philhealth first.
So many things to share but for now, I'll end it here.
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