Let me breath.
Date: March 07,2022
Author: SequoiaI had a not-so-good start of the week. I dunno, I feel like today's my unlucky day. I have encountered a lot of challenges and disappointments.
First is my pending reward from Abra wallet. It's already 7 days but I still didn't receive my rewards. I wonder if I will still receive it. And when I thought that events would start to flip and favor my side, it flopped again.
Why? Well, the CPRX token that I am hodling in my Abra wallet pump from 1 pesos ($0.019) to 2.43 pesos ($0.046) as of writing this. I was about to get my profit or half of my investment when the trading feature of this token failed. Little did I know that the wallet is having a maintenance and upgrades.
Therefore, they stop the trading of CPRX and would resume on the month of April. Like, seriously? I have to wait that long? I badly need the money huhu. Well, I can still cash it out true other exchanger but that would cost me $40 dollars in gas fee. Such a pain the pocket. I have no choice but to leave my CPRX in Abra and wait for the trading feature to be avaible again.
I know, I have posted in noise.cash that I just received my scholarship from CHED. But they only released 7,500 pesos or $150. It isn't enough for me to pay for my bills and responsibilities. I am so stressed thinking where should I get money to cover up other bills.
These are the things that I need to pay huhu. It is a total of $214. I still lack 3200 pesos or $64.
So please bear with me for being inactive today, I can't concentrate when my mind is occupied.
I am too young for this
I am tempted to use this phrase to express my frustration huhu. However, I have remembered that I am no longer a teenager. I am adult now and these are my responsibilities. I have the right to complain but I don't have the right to give up. My family needs me. Therefore, no matter how tired I may get, I have to keep moving forward to sustain them.
It isn't that easy tho, because I am still studying and I should focus with my study huhu. Specially that I am not the eldest huhu. I am so sorry for this rant, I just need to get this out of my heart in order to feel better.
This is the reason why I love writing. It has been my bestfriend ever since. In writing, I am able to express who who I am and what I feel. In writing, I can create my own world and be lost with my far from possible thoughts.
Sometimes, I can't stop myself but to wish that I am born in a rich family. I wonder how it feels to have so many wealth.
Gosssh, what's happening to me? Erase that thought Seq. Never compare yourself and situation with other people, okay?
You'll be fine. Everything will be fine. The Lord will not give you obstacles that you cannot handle. Or maybe He will, to prove to us that we need Him and we shouldn't rely with our own strength only.
Thank you for your time reading this random article of mine. Have a sweet and sound sleep. Ciao!
Up yong sa abra, lampas 7 days na wala pa din sakin tsk.
Anyways, I mean bat iakw lahat ang bumabalikat ng gastusin? Wala kabang katuwang? Di ba sila pwdng mag share or talagang gusto mo lang sya balikatin mag isa? Come on bata, seek for help. If di kaya then wag pilitin. Nakaka stress at nakaka loka ang ganyan so, please.