Oh Well, I roam from town to town

Yohooo, so 30 days challenge prompt is what's in today. I actually want to join but I don't think I can complete it in 30 day straight so I look for something in Pinterest and find a short list of it that I can maybe write whenever I want. I am struggling now on thinking what topic I should share so I am thankful that this kind of topic exist.

But do you know what I'm most grateful? It is that fact that we can write and share this in read.cash without minding the thought that we might break a rule if we do this. And I love how free we are - we can share something personal here in read.cash, I am most grateful to you read.cash. May you live long!

Anyways it took me a lot of time to look for a list that I will answer because I feel like I can't do some of them that's why I just take my time on choosing. I saved a lot of those challenge and finally after a long saving and choosing of what to do I found the challenge that I think I can answer. You can also look for this kind of challenge on Pinterest just search and browse.

So I'll go with this;

Hmmmmmm, I mean a lot? I think of a lot of things actually. Y'all know how active my imagination is. Anything impossible can be possible in my mind. And to be honest this helps me a lot. As in it's saving me from this boredomness that I thought is impossible to you know cure. I just let my mind be filled with every scenarios that I could think off as long as it can make me laugh or maybe cry when I feel like to.

And my imagination can think of any scenario that I want. But is still depends on my mood. Like if I want to have fun I will think of something funny, hilarious and something impossible to happen. It is very effective to someone like me whos afraid to go outside and enjoy life. Oops, not really afraid - it's more like laziness is what's stopping me.

I can think about my life and that will leads me to think of more. Like if I can't do it in real life then I will do it in my imagination. Sometimes I can also think about my crushes like what would it be like if ever I accidentally meet them. Will they like me too or what? Will they accept my outfit or they will prefer a more girly outfit. If so, I will never be like the girl they want coz I love my tees and shorts.

Also off course this kind of scenario too is always included, lol. Like winning in a lotto without even buying a ticket, lol. Like I will get a huge reward like maybe 9 digits number? Ahh, that would be lovely and will surely helps me a lot. I will even make a plan on how I will put it into good huge and help a lot of people that I can help. This kind of scenario in always in my head, really. Lol.

Not just this because there's also a thought about what if I am really adopted and my real family is a royal blood. Yeah, something like this. I still remember when I was just a kid. Just to ease or remove the hatred that I feel for Moms I will think of that scenario and forget about my reality. In my mind, it's better to live in my imagination that this shit life of mine. I have this thought on me before. I just hated Mom before.

What more? If I am going through of something and I want to move on. I always thought of a hurtful scene that can help me cry so that I can move on fast. It's effective for me to be honest but it's still hard. I mean, why do I have to hurt myself before I can move on no?Life, parang buhay. I've been doing this a lot, in the fast few days. I don't know - there are really just this kind of episode wt me.

But you know, I'm just wondering why while the others can picture their selves in a wedding dress, me? I can't see myself in that scenario. I mean, I tried to imagine it before but, I feel like it's not so right and I also think it's really not for me. Some can see their selves marrying their ideal man but me? All I can think of is about money, my crushes, foods, having a good time with friends and that's all, lol. Why is that no? Hmmm

Anyways, that's just it. If you also want to try this kind of prompt. You can either get one from Pinterest or just grab some here in read.cash from other user like @Murakamii.7, @Jane @Ellehcim or you can just also try this

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May 22, 2022

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