I'm Gonna Miss You When You're Gone

Hey, It's been what? 10 days? 20 days? Or has it been a month already? I missed you so much you know. I missed caressing you and holding you in my hand. If only I can I will even kiss you. But you know we have this pandemic so no to smooching for now. Only if I can keep you forever I will keep you here forever. But no, that's impossible I know that. It's not easy to let you go. But what choice do I have right?

If I keep you everyone will be mad. It's not right and you know, I mean I know that it is really impossible. I will not allow you to leave on my sad if only I am capable. If only it's free to just keep you here forever I will! You know you are the best of all them. You a bit small but I like you more than the others. I like you too much that even in my dreams you are there.

Smiling and waving at mr like you want me to go with you and live with you forever. If only I can, I will. I will go wherever you want and enjoy your beautifulness. I will let you stay by my side and enjoy every pieces of man on earth. I will always keep you and have a lot of foods on my table. It's not easy to have you but in my dreams, you are always with me.

In my imagination, you are there smiling back at me. Ahh, I can just grab you whenever I want. I can just caress you all I wand and I can hodl you forever coz that's what I want. But it's only in my imagination. It's not real but hoe I wish it is damn real. But no, it is not and I have to accept that. If only I have to choose between reality and imagination then I will choose imagination and live with it there with you.

Heyyy Genie! Are you there? Do you exist? If yes, can you listen to this maggot wish? I have only one and I know it is easy for you to make this come true. I believe you as long as you show yourself to me. Heyyyy Genie! Ahh, I know I look crazy now. I am calling for someone that is impossible to make a wish come true. Oh yeah, I almost forgot. I can have every month, week or even everyday if I work my ass off here.

Why I even forgot that right? I mean, maybe it's just my laziness that talking here. But now that I come to my senses I know exactly what to do now. I will work hard and live with you forever and have a happy life. Oh yep I will make it happen. For you, you yellow munchkin pie. Why I will choose shortcut if I want to be with you forever right? All I have to do is to find a work that will pay me monthly.

Problem Solved!

So hello there baby. So yeah, I feel like its been a year since I last hodl this money, lol. I miss holding 500php coz that can make my tummy grrrer grrrrrr, lol. If my detected that I have money in my wallet asahan na, it will make a sound maya't maya coz it's owner is busy imagining foods lol. And seriously? Nothing can beat the happiness that a money can bring to my heart. Relate kayo? Ehe.

Thanks heaven coz finally my sister pay her utang na. But she only pay 1000php coz she needs money too to give to my Mama. As for me, I just convert 500php worth of Bitcoin Cash this morning to give it to my Mommy for our rice daw. She will add more to it. Overall I have 1500, 500 to my Mommy and 200 for Mama's Pups. I only have 750 on my wallet coz I already buy 50 php worth of foods, lol. Like shanghai and papay.

So, I will try to make this money last for 15 days or more. Let see, ibayong pagtitipid ang kailangan, lol. I need to learn that budgeting 101 lesson here, lol. Anyways this is just another nonsense article yeah. Thank you if ever you read this until here lol. But for sure while reading this you can also relate to me. Because money is like a bubble, you just pop it and voila it's gone lol. You're 500 is like 100php now. Right?

Aigo, How I wish I have unlimited money

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May 24, 2022

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