I won't stop till the end! No!

So here I am in my bed again lying like I am waiting for my man, tap tappin' my smartphone and trying to think of what to write. I have a zero idea today of what to write, tbh. As in I can only type a few sentence and I will delete it again. Type, delete, type, delete and so on. What did I get from thinking and trying too hard? Well, just a mild headache. It's bearable so I can still continue this.

I actually want to write about something else but my head just won't cooperate. Like I want to write a story, I have a plot but I will get bored on it in the middle of typing and in the end I will just delete it all and start over again. I want to write an english poem but I don't know what topic to talk. It's hard just thinking all about it. Not everyday I can write something here. For sure you can relate too?

But off course, even if it is just a draft I still have to think of something that's why I am still thinking while writing this lol. And I think I am having something now. I will drop the idea after this. I want to write in English but I think I will go with Tagalog Language for now. Sorry about that my friends. You can just translate it just tap that 🌍 button on top of this just beside the BOOST.

Anyways, let see what I can give to you today. Im hoping for something serious but ah let just see.

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Blankong mga isip

Di magawan ng paraan

Gustuhin man na makapag likha'y

Aking isipa'y ayaw naman

Mag isip man ng inspirasyo'y

Hindi pa rin maka buo

Kulang lang ba ako sa tulog?

O baka sa juwa lang naman?

Bakit? Bakit kay hirap mong buohin?

Mga letra sa labi ko'y nag uumalpas na pero ayaw pa rin

Parang tayo lang no, walang wala pa rin

Hindi talaga mapilit aray ko ming

Walang label, walang kahit ano

Pero teka, hindi yan ang punto ko

Hindi ko lang mawari sa sarili ko

Bakit ngayon ako'y nabablanko?

Masakit na sa ulo kaya tigil muna ako

Di na muna ako mag iisip, ayaw ko na ng sakit

Gustohin ko man pero di talaga mapipilit

So bahala na muna pero malay nati'y may maisingit

Pero sa totoo lang musika sana ang pagbabalingan ko

Baka kailangan ko lang ng beat na syang magpapagalaw sa utak ko

Pakikinggan ang malulupit na liriko

May hugot o mapa seryoso, ma eenjoy ko to - panigurado

Na etry ko na nga si NEFFEX at EMINEM

Pero sa huli ako rin ang sumuko, ako'y huminto

Talo ang galing nila ng sakit ng aking ulo

Ibaling nalang sa iba, baka sakali lang mapaamo

Madali lang sakin ang sumuko sa totoo lang talaga

Kapag walang napala, ee di humanap ng iba

Yon lang kapag walang nahanap ee iiyak ka talaga

Pero kahit ganon tuloy pa rin ang ligaya

Ahh oo nga pala, masakit nga pala ang ulo so bakit liligaya?

Di ko na rin maintindihan pero wari ko ako'y naloloka na

Hindi sa kanya ha?

Pero sa totoo lang inborn na'to kaya pasensya na

O isip ko magparamdam kana

Ilabas ang kalokohan na tinatago mo sa palda

Ipakalat natin yan baka sakali sumikat ka

Di man sa buong mundo pero kahit hanggang don lang kung asan si Pantasya

Teka lang, pakuha muna ng isang Oppa

Yong may apple sana na dala dala

Kakainin namin ng sabay

Baka sakali, jan ako magka tyansa

Oppa! Gawa tayo ng kwento tara sa kwarto

Gagawa tayo ng storya tapos ibabahagi natin sa kanila

Pwd din namang magkainan tayo habang bumubuo ng stanza

Anong gusto mo? Ako o yong pagkaing masarsa? Pili kana.

Ay teka pala! Bawal to sa bata!

Ang ibig ko lang namang sabihin, kakain kami ng sabay basta yong ulam ay masabaw

Ayaw kong mabilaukan kaya laman na may panulak ang ibigay

At san matatagpuan yan? Sa caldereta lang or kung gusto mo ay sa aking pud - eerr

Daw na akong lantang gulay kaya stop ko na muna

Sobrang paggamit sa utak ko baka masobrahan at mategi na

Alam ko walang iiyak kaya de bale nalang

Paalam na muna at ako'y eeskapo na

It's not the kind of article that I want but thanks Heaven I did it, lol. I don't know why I can think a lot when it comes to nonsense article, lol. ButI hope you had a good laugh reading this? If not then sorry alam na this. Di ka siguro lab ng lab mo? Lol, chorrr.

Happy Reading!!!

So I wrote this one the week ago and just decided to publish it today. This is the time that I am thinking so hard of what to write but nothing comes to my mind. It's like I am empty that time. But instead of giving up, I used my situation to still write about something and this is what I got. Sorry I had to use our own language I just feel like I can express more what I want to say if I use Tagalog ehe. I can't think of anything? Why not write it? And here's what I got. Hihi.

Also my title is kind of related to this. Like I won't stop thinking just so I can share something here. If I have to gauge anything in my brain I will. Squeeze it? No problemo, I can do that. So, if you have nothing to write then write about that. Ehe. Happy writing!

May 21, 2022

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