I won't stop till the end! No!
So here I am in my bed again lying like I am waiting for my man, tap tappin' my smartphone and trying to think of what to write. I have a zero idea today of what to write, tbh. As in I can only type a few sentence and I will delete it again. Type, delete, type, delete and so on. What did I get from thinking and trying too hard? Well, just a mild headache. It's bearable so I can still continue this.
I actually want to write about something else but my head just won't cooperate. Like I want to write a story, I have a plot but I will get bored on it in the middle of typing and in the end I will just delete it all and start over again. I want to write an english poem but I don't know what topic to talk. It's hard just thinking all about it. Not everyday I can write something here. For sure you can relate too?
But off course, even if it is just a draft I still have to think of something that's why I am still thinking while writing this lol. And I think I am having something now. I will drop the idea after this. I want to write in English but I think I will go with Tagalog Language for now. Sorry about that my friends. You can just translate it just tap that 🌍 button on top of this just beside the BOOST.
Anyways, let see what I can give to you today. Im hoping for something serious but ah let just see.
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Blankong mga isip
Di magawan ng paraan
Gustuhin man na makapag likha'y
Aking isipa'y ayaw naman
Mag isip man ng inspirasyo'y
Hindi pa rin maka buo
Kulang lang ba ako sa tulog?
O baka sa juwa lang naman?
Bakit? Bakit kay hirap mong buohin?
Mga letra sa labi ko'y nag uumalpas na pero ayaw pa rin
Parang tayo lang no, walang wala pa rin
Hindi talaga mapilit aray ko ming
Walang label, walang kahit ano
Pero teka, hindi yan ang punto ko
Hindi ko lang mawari sa sarili ko
Bakit ngayon ako'y nabablanko?
Masakit na sa ulo kaya tigil muna ako
Di na muna ako mag iisip, ayaw ko na ng sakit
Gustohin ko man pero di talaga mapipilit
So bahala na muna pero malay nati'y may maisingit
Pero sa totoo lang musika sana ang pagbabalingan ko
Baka kailangan ko lang ng beat na syang magpapagalaw sa utak ko
Pakikinggan ang malulupit na liriko
May hugot o mapa seryoso, ma eenjoy ko to - panigurado
Na etry ko na nga si NEFFEX at EMINEM
Pero sa huli ako rin ang sumuko, ako'y huminto
Talo ang galing nila ng sakit ng aking ulo
Ibaling nalang sa iba, baka sakali lang mapaamo
Madali lang sakin ang sumuko sa totoo lang talaga
Kapag walang napala, ee di humanap ng iba
Yon lang kapag walang nahanap ee iiyak ka talaga
Pero kahit ganon tuloy pa rin ang ligaya
Ahh oo nga pala, masakit nga pala ang ulo so bakit liligaya?
Di ko na rin maintindihan pero wari ko ako'y naloloka na
Hindi sa kanya ha?
Pero sa totoo lang inborn na'to kaya pasensya na
O isip ko magparamdam kana
Ilabas ang kalokohan na tinatago mo sa palda
Ipakalat natin yan baka sakali sumikat ka
Di man sa buong mundo pero kahit hanggang don lang kung asan si Pantasya
Teka lang, pakuha muna ng isang Oppa
Yong may apple sana na dala dala
Kakainin namin ng sabay
Baka sakali, jan ako magka tyansa
Oppa! Gawa tayo ng kwento tara sa kwarto
Gagawa tayo ng storya tapos ibabahagi natin sa kanila
Pwd din namang magkainan tayo habang bumubuo ng stanza
Anong gusto mo? Ako o yong pagkaing masarsa? Pili kana.
Ay teka pala! Bawal to sa bata!
Ang ibig ko lang namang sabihin, kakain kami ng sabay basta yong ulam ay masabaw
Ayaw kong mabilaukan kaya laman na may panulak ang ibigay
At san matatagpuan yan? Sa caldereta lang or kung gusto mo ay sa aking pud - eerr
Daw na akong lantang gulay kaya stop ko na muna
Sobrang paggamit sa utak ko baka masobrahan at mategi na
Alam ko walang iiyak kaya de bale nalang
Paalam na muna at ako'y eeskapo na
It's not the kind of article that I want but thanks Heaven I did it, lol. I don't know why I can think a lot when it comes to nonsense article, lol. ButI hope you had a good laugh reading this? If not then sorry alam na this. Di ka siguro lab ng lab mo? Lol, chorrr.
Happy Reading!!!
So I wrote this one the week ago and just decided to publish it today. This is the time that I am thinking so hard of what to write but nothing comes to my mind. It's like I am empty that time. But instead of giving up, I used my situation to still write about something and this is what I got. Sorry I had to use our own language I just feel like I can express more what I want to say if I use Tagalog ehe. I can't think of anything? Why not write it? And here's what I got. Hihi.
Also my title is kind of related to this. Like I won't stop thinking just so I can share something here. If I have to gauge anything in my brain I will. Squeeze it? No problemo, I can do that. So, if you have nothing to write then write about that. Ehe. Happy writing!
May 21, 2022
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Ikain na lang pag blank ang mind, lol!