I Missed You, See You Soonest
You know what I missed in having a pet or a dog in the house? It is when I went home from the market and they will react like I been gone for a year ( ꈍᴗꈍ), their reaction, their overloaded cuteness and the wagging of their tail like it will fall coz of too much wagging, lol. It's like as if I am one of the important hoooman in their whole universe just like my Joko before here (☞^o^) ☞
Meet my Joko, the pet, the family and my best friend that I failed to protect (｡•́︿•̀｡). For myself, to the disease or whatever reason that he get sick before. I know it is my fault for failing to check on him. I get too complacent that nothing is wrong. I just leave him to die. It is really my fault. I guess he is my reason why I don't want to have a pet again.
Although I really really miss the feeling of having a pet or a best friend of a dog that will listen to my blabbing while just looking at me with unexplainable looks lol. I still remember while I am talking to my Joko he will just look at me like this
And I will just burst out of laughter coz of his looks while doing that (｡•́︿•̀｡). It's like he's saying "My hooman has a big problem in her brain, we need a medic asap!!!" Lol.
And also you know that innocent look of him whenever I will caught him munching the bra that I left on my bed or just anything that he can spot on in there. A shoelace, a ballpen even a clip Lol. And He really love to sleep on my bed. I am letting him coz why not. Until now that bra that he munch and even put a lot of hole in it are still here with me. I still wear it of course.
I miss my Joko so much. I guest I havent move on yet to him. I can still remember the tears I cry that time. Even while digging his graveyard, I am crying hard that time. Even Mommy F. We both cry gard that time. That is also maybe the reason why she doesn't want to have a dog again same with me.
Even though dogs love to mess the house and even pull my hair (my Joko is like that, lol) even though they are like still, you can't really stay mad at them right. And when they suddenly don't eat like they lost their appetite. We the owner will really get anxious because of it.
I also remember that time when my Joko doesn't want to eat. He has his dog food and fish for a viand but he won't eat anything with that. And I will give up my viand for him and even give him milk. When he doesn't want to it, milk is the key and chemkin one of his favorite also hatdog, TJ's pa.
And if he really don't like chemkin then milk with a little rice will do. He just really live milk yes. Dyan sya sanay ee. Sometimes too, when I will get home from the University I have this Papay with me na pasalubong sa kanya. Though if I will arrive he will just ignore that and once he's already done showing his affection to me that's where he will just get that bread na pasalubong ko for him. Isn't he's the cutest ( ꈍᴗꈍ).
I really want to experience this again but maybe not now but soon. I want the Aspin again just like my Joko. Even though I want a smaller dog, I think the bigger one is still better. If only I can have someone like Joko again. Same looks and same color. Me want.
But I don't see the same color of him everywhere here. But if ever someone just like him arrived, I will surely check on him. Aigoo. I miss the feeling of cuddling a dog and saying sweet nothings to them. I do that to my Joko you see. Like how handsome and sweet he is, that I love him and I wish he will stay with me until forever. But I know forever is impossible.
OMG (◍•ᴗ•◍) why am I even crying just remembering it .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.
I really commend those fur parents that can still get a pet again even though they already lost a lot of them. You already experience the pain of losing some but why you can still get a pet again. How to be you po .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.
July 02, 2022
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kaya nga ayaw ko rin mag adopt nang pet kahit gusto nang anak ko kasi baka ma attach masyado...mas soft hearted pa naman yung batang yun di nagmana sa mama niya...ayoko kasi ma attach