Topics are available but I can't type.
“You have good days, you have bad days. But the main thing is to grow mentally.”
I have some drafted topics already but I am not in the mood to form words on them. I have been noticing some changes in me and it's almost like getting sick, but I am trying to manage and be strong since last week.
My Cousin returned from somewhere last week and brought a lot of Mangoes into the house and we all were consuming it as if there wasn't any food in the house. Too much of something kills, isn't it? I went beyond the normal mango I should have taken that day because it was sweet.
Before that time, since I have been in the village, it has been cold water I have been drinking and I know how dangerous it is to keep drinking cold or ice water because it has its effect too. I didn't notice and it was when I drank the Mango in excess, I discovered something is happening to me. I was weak that day and I forced myself to engage online.
The next day, I was told it was the Ice water that caused it and immediately I stopped drinking it. Everyone in the house takes cold water and nothing happened, why me? Perhaps the mango added to the little sickness. It was as if I wanted to vomit and my mouth was bitter. I couldn't eat much and I was praying I should not be sick.
I saw the changes again when I stopped both Mango and Coldwater and everything went back to normal.
The same thing happened yesterday and I couldn't point to its cause. I woke up just like every normal day and went for morning devotion. I didn't have much to do then as I wrote my post for Readcash the night before and I was happy things went that way.
I only visited Hive and commented on five posts from the EcoTrain community and I wasn't in the mood to do anything. I kind of forced myself to record a song to be posted on Hive.
My brother came to me so they could watch a movie on my phone. We watched an Indian movie on Netflix together and it was there I was feeling dizzy. I forced myself to watch the two hours movie and after then, I went to sleep for two hours.
Waking up, I couldn't do anything. I knew something was about to happen to me but I was praying to God not to allow any sickness in me.
Thank God for my siblings, they prepared dinner while I ate Beans and Yam at 6 pm. I went back to sleep again as I ignored many activities online. I wasn't just in the mood at all.
At 8 pm, I took a shower and I saw the energy had returned and I can do something. I only visited 24 articles on Readcash when the feelings were abnormal again. I slept off thinking the next day would be better.
I woke up this morning and there were no changes at all. We prayed and instead of going into my room, I slept on the cushion in the parlour for an hour again. I begged my sister to prepare bitter leaves for me so I can drink the water. At least it works for all kinds of illnesses.
Immediately I drank the bitter leaf juice, I slept back again and when food was ready, I was served and I decided to make a post now.
I wasn't able to write on any topics I had on ground and decided to make a rant about how the days have been for me and I hope to be active again. Perhaps later today, I should go sit under the tree if I would have the strength to do something.
I recommended a movie to Olasquare. It's an interesting movie about physical abuse. It's titled "Enough". It's a movie about a lady who was bet on and after marriage and a child, she started to see the worst side of her husband. She did try to escape from him but it seems the husband has connections everywhere which made it easy for him to locate her wherever she runs to. The guy was determined to marry her and he achieved his aim with a bet of $200 on her.
Did she escape? Did she give up her life in the fight? How did she fight with her only daughter? What happened in the end? All these questions would be answered once you watch the movie.
Thanks for reading
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[May 13, 2022] (No 133 article for the year)
You've just succeeded in making me want to watch the movie you just recommended...haha, i don't like being lut in suspense. Hope your health is okay now.