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Now Nothing is in my Head

Funny how sometimes we got lots of things to think of and yet come up with Nothing. Nothing when you want to try to put it down. Nothing must be really something because admittedly, it bothers me. *Nothing bothers me.* And that statement confused and confuses me for a bit. If nothing is bothering me then I should be able to smoothly say something, right? But see? Nothing! I am now spiraling on a word play where the audience is me, the victim is me and the author is me. And in that one-actor role-playing in my head, I still come up with nothing. Let us try to dig into nothing shall we? Let us process this nothing. Get off that chair. These days, before I write, I stay away from my laptop and my work chair. I figured facing the lappy and sitting on the same chair I was sitting the whole day is a total culprit in making me not think straight. Not that I do think straight at all times. Subliminally, I think, the spot is giving me pressure and then panic. Since it is the same spot I sit for work. Work has a lot of varying levels of fun panic, fun pressure that can easily swing to the opposite of fun depending on who I start talking to or on who bursts my bubble of fun. And then swing again to the opposite of not fun. Like a pendulum swinging and not stopping but also picking up momentum even. Well if it seems like something that is part of everyday, it should be manageable. *Nothing should be allowed to routinely take control of our moods*. So breaking away from the small environment where mood busters are of high concentration should be good. Staying away from my work area helps a lot. Away from the lappy and the table I turn to the phone instead. Which is fine and relaxing it turns out. At least I am not stuck in one spot. I can move around. And typing feels like I am sending a long message to a friend. Haha. Start staring off into nothing. Staring off into nothing or space takes me to a relaxing journey of multiple stories. I don't know why but it is relaxing. You stare off straight and you allow your brain to work its magic starting from the first thing you see right in front of you. The product of that one was this article. https://read.cash/@Pichi28/once-upon-a-time-6cd83110 Yes, I stared at our old clock that time. And the rest is history. **Let it spill.** Type whatever. Punch those keys and see where it takes you. Have you seen the movie Finding Forrester? https://youtu.be/Nb8v0cIbDCI One of the movies I can watch over and over again. This part I like. Though writing is not the central story of the film, it paved a way to a cool friendship and mentorship. I know it is tough and weird to just be typing away. But who knows where it will get you? https://read.cash/@Pichi28/the-other-glow-da350c93 There is also another fun old movie. Something like *Amazing Stories.* This time a plant starts to write for a mental-blocked writer. That was a playful story. Take a rest. If nothing is really there, then a skip day is fine. Just says me. Nope. Not a financial advise. Not an everyday wisdom even or either. Do your thing. This is nothing. ...and oh .. Drink Coffee.. Go get that cuppa that relaxes you. Have fun! Above all.... Have fun. ...zoning out now... © Pichi28 | `#ClubBrokeBCH` All Original Content Unless specified otherwise... *Let's go get that #BetterSeptember!*

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