Actually, this past few days there are so many articles who mentioned my nickname, I just can't give a comment but you guys keeping my heart warm ALWAYS.
So I'll gonna make an article for the users who mentioned me many times.
This article is for you guys,
I didn't wish for you to be inspired by me, I'm willing to give my full support as long as you don't give up on writing. I'm giving advice and anything that I can do for you to stay positive. That's the only thing that I can do to support you guys.
But you all give me a prize that is so unexpected for a someone like me.
I can see all your comments, and how you guys see me as me and as a writer. Actually, being not visited by Rusty needs a huge patience to stay calm and wait.
I already forgot about Rusty, yes. I already forgot about it, for me writing is enjoyable even with a small payment from the upvotes. Receiving upvotes for everyone who subscribing me is a big help already, and it can solve my problem why Rusty is not visiting me.
This past few days, after my checkup. I'm thinking if I should make a new account since I need a money to buy my medicines and all.
Since Rusty's already forgotten me, I'm almost at my limit. Like What if I gave up? Give a rest, stop and then start again. Something like that.
But the rest that I need is insufficient to fulfill my tiredness. Being a College student is really hard, because I need to focus more and put attention into my discussion than writing article. But writing is my passion and I can't feel that I am whole whenever I can't write an article. I'm not an addict writer, it's just the one who's fulfilling my heart whenever I don't know what will I gonna do.
I'm so happy because you guys see me as me, and I'm happy to know that I'm the one why you guys don't want to give up on writing.
That's it! That's a good idea. Giving up is not an option, instead choose to keep going and Keep fighting. This is what ate @Sweetiepie told me whenever I want to give up.
Rusty didn't visited me for almost 1 month and 3 weeks now. It's already 2 months on Oct 24, if rusty still didn't visit me after Oct 24, then that's will be the final decision for me to make a new account.
Actually I don't need to make a new account since this account was not counted as a spam, but I have too many medicines and I can't let my parents buy it for me since I know that they also need the money.
Your upvotes and determination for me to go on is a blessing, all of you is a blessing from above.
Since I entered this platform, I met many users that is friendly type, a very sociable one and the others are just snob and just go with the flow.
Being in this site is truly challenging especially if Rusty forgot about you. I can't stop asking myself what did I do wrong for Rusty not to visit me.
But you know, I can't help but to smile. I remember the old system where the points is turning into payment every 8:00 AM everyday. I felt like I'm living in a old system.
So I can't answer my own question also why Rusty stop visiting me, I guess there's something happened between the users account and the platform. There are also users who's being affected by rusty and it was @Sensaii .
Rusty also stop visiting her eversince the last issue in noise about hacker.
I would like to say thank you for making me all your inspiration, this is not what I really expecting. Having you guys as my supporters and sponsors is a gift for me. A precious gift that everyone can't have. Why? Because a people like you are rare and hard to find. That's what make you all special.