The mosquitoes takes all away

One of the reasons why I can't publish an article during the night are the mosquitoes. I don't hate them before because I know they have life too and they play a role in the ecosystem. Aside from that, I don't like killing them with my owns hands because I don't know whose blood they had sip so I just let them go and do their own thing unless they disturb me. However, when I had a baby, I disgust the sight of them because they leave a red mark like dot on my baby's face and sometimes on her head and arms. It is clear that they had already bitten my daughter while we were sleeping safe and sound.

I am worried because the thought that my baby could have a dengue because of them would be possible. We didn't know if those mosquitoes can infect my baby or even other else's children. These are just some of the reasons why I hate mosquitoes now.

What made me even hate them more is that they can still make it through even though we already have mosquito net that covers us. I am not really sure where did they take their entrance because my partner made it sure that our mosquito net doesn't have any hole and we would put pillows to all the edges so they can not go through.

It's been a month since I believed that no mosquito can enter our mosquito net until I saw red dots on my baby's face.

You can see it from above that there's a mosquito bite at the top of her left eyebrows. She also got one on her arms which is not visible on the picture. After seeing this, I felt bad because I was again worried if my baby can get sick but I just calm myself and thought that God won't give my daughter any illness or would make her sick again.

I tried looking for an anti-mosquito lotion in Lazada and I saw a lot. One famous brand that I knew which is the Off". I thought of adding it to cart but I "still have important things to buy then after that, I will make sure my baby has that mosquito repellent lotion.

I am now in my third night of killing all the mosquitoes that went through our mosquito net. I didn't want these mosquitoes to get in touch with my baby since they might bring viruses that can cause dengue. What I did which I am currently doing now is waiting for a mosquito to stop by a particular point so I can kill them. I hate seeing Red marks on my baby so I should kill them or else my baby's health will be in danger too.

While my partner and baby are sleeping, my eyes are wide open and my I got a flashlight with me so I can clearly see where do all those mosquitoes. Most of them are just flying inside the mosquito net and there are some who stick on the net. I move slowly to get close to the mosquito I want to kill but unfortunately, most of my attempts failed. They can still escape no matter how hard I try to kill them using my hands so I tried again and again not knowing the time. Little did I knew that it's past midnight.

I guess mosquitoes take all away from me I mean they take all my time, my time to write and read articles, my time to make a lesson plan and a PowerPoint presentation for my upcoming teaching demonstration. Lol.

Maybe we should change our mosquito net or else my time during the night will be spent on nothing.

That's also the reason why I just posted an article now instead of posting last night. I was too sleepy after I battle with mosquitoes.

I am crazy mad because of them.

Glad that I have my baby with means she makes my day right again.

Happy Friday!

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