Date: December 4th, 2021, Saturday
Remaining days: 27
I woke up early in the morning today. It was dawn and after saying my morning prayers I started doing my exercise. The sun peeped but it didn't look as it always looked like before. The sky is cloudy and the sun rays beamed through it. The entire view just made me stop what I was doing.
Why the sky is so upset today? Why it is looking like it is in the mood of judgement? Is that how the judgement day look like? I never had a glimpse of it and no one had. But I deeply desire to have mercy on that day. To have that mercy, I need to confess my all faults. Am I perfect? No, I am not. No one perfect in this very earth. I'm not here to describe other's deeds. Looking at the sky, I kneeled down and prayed to the Almighty. I need mercy.
Wide sky can be my solo witness today. Yes, I want to confess something. I want to share some deep secrets hidden in my heart for such a long time. After watching the upset sky I decided that I must share my stories with you all people as I promised you in my past stories. People make false promises and they try to forget them as soon as possible but I think I am the person or I must say I am the Devil who don't want to hide things from the people whom I believe, whom I live with, whom I trust. Let's do it.
I Beat Down A Bully in Class X. I was in class X at that time. I beat down my class mate for bullying a student of class vi. I told you that I hate bullies. I just can't control my anger when I saw someone torturing an innocent. My friend was writing something on his backside on his white uniform. Others were enjoying it. Some of my friends warned him not to do that but he didn't pay any heed. I ask him to leave him in a deep voice. He didn't. I lost my control. I beat down him so badly. That was a long time ago. Now, we are good friends. But still I believe I did something too much that day. I feel guilty now.
The sky is still gloomy. Ok, I am continuing my confess. This one is funny. I ate my colleagues lunch so many times. That was the story in 2019. I worked in Samsung then. Some of our colleagues along with me joined Samsung technology from Huawei. Better facilities and promotion was the reason behind it. Only one of us got married at that time. We all were bachelors. He brought lunch from home made by his wife and showed us with pride. We felt jealous. Not that type of jealousy dear. So, to punish him I ate his lunch before he noticed. I did that several times. On lunch break he had nothing to it but had to share our foods. No one disclosed that I was the mastermind behind it. But then I stopped doing it after watching his sad face. I still feel guilty for that. I confess.
Well, I am great sinner dear. All funny things I do, all my daily activities won't change one thing that I am a sinner and only the Almighty has the power to bless me with His mercy. I cannot do anything else. I don't know what will happen with me in the judgement day. According to Holy book, no one will help. All will be running for themselves. Only good deeds will make a count. Really? Then how much I did? Probably zero.
The sky is clearing the clouds. It’s brighter now but I still feel the fear in my heart. I don't want to die with zero works that may get counted on that special day. I want to do good things. I want to be the one whom people praise for his good works. That's why I am confessing my deeds and the sky is the solo witness.
All the pictures are clicked by me.
Bullies deserve to get beaten but not too much lol just some lesson for them to realize that it's not to good to bully someone. You are your friends saviour luci