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Lucifer: Why I choose to be The Devil Date: December 10th, 2021. Friday Remaining Days: 21 Hello family. Happy Friday to everyone. I'm late today. Actually I was thinking what to write today because my brain is not working actually. Then I remember one thing. **Long time ago I promised you to tell why I had chosen this name 'Lucifer' and I think today I can tell you that.** So fasten your seat belts my dear friends as we are going to a journey which narrates my story. Obviously a little bit. **Please note: This is my own story. This actually happened with me.** Devil. A simple name to scare anyone. When we think about it, we imagine a face with horns, red eyes, long teeth, evil smile. That's how we demonstrate it. I agree. There's nothing bad with this type of feelings. No one wants a devilic life unless someone forced to. I am one of them. But here is a twist. I chose to be a Devil for a good reason. I like to help people. I'm doing my best. Now let's focus on my life.

Broken Student Life Being a meritorious student, I was renowned in my whole area. In every exam I got highest marks broke several records. In inter-school various competitions including sports and socio-cultural, I never let my school down. I won 34 gold medals. Still that remains a record. Everything was smooth untill I passed out of that institution. When I wanted to get admission in a well known college, I embraced my first obstacle. They asked me to bribe them to get admission there. In spite of having required qualifications, they wanted bribe. They throw a list on my face saying that there were more students ready with money to get admitted. I felt insulted. I returned and refused their offer. That was the first hit on me. Beat Down Unanimously It happened when my sister got married. After 4 days of that, I was beaten down by some unanimous guys who confused my name with another person. I was waiting for a bus when they grabbed me from behind, put a cloth on my eyes, tied my hands and legs and beat me for around 15 minutes with chain and rod untill their boss called them and explained that I was the wrong pick. They left and passersby cut lose. I vomited blood. Luckily my bones were not broken. So many people there but no one helped me when those guys were beating me. I looked at everyone's face. They tried to help me but I refused. I got myself admitted to the hospital. That was my the second hit.

No recommendations, no job I never had a Godfather. None was there for me. Every time I applied for a job, I got rejected for various reasons. Because I had no big guy to support me. I had seen people having less qualifications getting the job. I had seen my CV remaining in dustbin. Even once I qualified in every exams of a reputed medical company, broke their exam records, got highest marks in the exams but they dismissed me saying that they had more qualified one. And I saw the guy who stood 18th in the exam having the job. Later I got a perfect job but didn’t forgot those incidents. That was the 3rd hit. Someone Cheated Very few know that I trusted a girl like a mad man. I had a beautiful life with her. I met her when she had nothing and decided to commit suicide. I saved her and fulfilled her every dreams. I helped her to get rid of her problems and let her work with me. We both started doing online jobs. I gave up my office jobs because she felt jealous that I worked but she can't. So I gave up my job for her happiness. I roamed on different websites to find jobs. Thus I met @Bloghound Anyway, we were about to get married untill one day I found she was cheating on me from a very long time. I caught her red handed. She begged mercy, cried a lot, promised not to do that again and I forgave her. Things were going all ok untill I found again her cheating issues. This time I didn't let her know. I knew all those plans. How could she do that to me? After everything I did for her, killing my own dreams, she was planning to turn on me? I left her behind. I opened up everything to those people whom knew that she was so innocent. She didn’t expect that from me. She was exposed. She cried a lot but this time I wasn't moved. I killed my soul. That was the final hit.

I gave up on everything. Even decided to commit suicide but then I realised that this is not me talking. I am not a coward. I can be a better guy. Perhaps I can be anyone. So I made a deal with myself and look here is your Devil. Now I am so happy. I found you people here. @Kristofferquincy I hope now you can have something to judge and decide. Rethink about your life. @jasglaybam cousin, that's my story you asked once. @Mazekin you still had no idea who I am and I am not that person to influence you. I gave up on you a long time ago. **I'm not willing to hurt anyone. I help people and continue this till I breathe my last. I'm done with those odd situations. I know the Almighty is with me.** All the pictures are mine and edited via picsart. Thanks for being with me. That's your desired guy. ©Lucifer01

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