Date: September 19, 2021
Sunday
Hello, my dear friends. Hope you are well. Well, I am a little bit nostalgic today. But don't worry. I won't make your day bad. So how is it? The lead image,huh? Gloomy sky, isn't it? Well, now it's raining. And I am writing it to you while witnessing the rain. And of course, I will share my personal feelings. So today let Lucifer, your host to entertain by telling you my thoughts. Welcome & enjoy.
Topic: Last Rain Drops On My Soul
It's the end of autumn now. But in my country, rain still visits us. So we have rain in autumn too. Last afternoon, when the sky was cloudy, I was sure that I would witness the last rain. I was outside from home at that moment. I made up my mind. I didn't want to lose this epic moment. So I returned home as quick as possible. I had shower & requested my mother to make a cup of coffee. I changed my dress. In the meantime the coffee was ready.
I put out my chair and went to the side of my pond. The paddy field is just beside my house. I sat and started having my coffee. Oh dear..... this is the moment which I was waiting for. The sky was getting dark more and more. The nature was getting ready to make the soil wet with heavy rain.
Suddenly the speed of breeze increased and I said to my heart, ❝ This is time you should remember. Maybe for the last time you are witnessing the rain. The pandemic forced you to stay at home but the nature is giving you a chance. Enjoy it dear. This is the moment. ❞
Started Feeling The Moment
The moment was magical. I was embracing it. And I really felt that that rain was last for this season and probably for me too. So let me feel it. With my flesh, with my skin, with my soul. Deep in this heart, I just wanted to feel it. I closed my eyes. The breeze was awesome. Totally forgotten that I had coffee to drink. But who cared at that moment, right? I was having nostalgic moments flashing one by one in my mind.
Rainy Memories Of School
During my school days, if it was a rainy day, I would drench myself while returning home. And I was sure that my mother would scold me or even beat me. But that was the fun. I used a big plastic bag to wrap my school bag and that was enough. I jumped on every hole having water on the road. At that time it didn't felt dirty but now I know. Surprisingly, a very few time I got cold after drenching in the rain. That was the reason I repeated that again and again.
Present Feelings
Now I am mature enough. I had seen ups and downs of life. I had many happy moments as well as many sad moments too. I had seen people making fake promises and in the end they left me alone. I had seen people betraying me. I fall in love with a beautiful woman. And then seen her cheating on me several times. I forgave her couple of times and one-day I realised that I had learnt enough lessons. Now I am free. Sharing my feelings with you. No more excuses. No more regrets. Only things that matters in my life is the family and you people.
Set Your Soul Free
What will you do in this type of nature? Many people have many options to discuss. But I suggest you to feel your existence.
This is the air. Breathe.
This is the breeze. Feel it.
This is the nature. Visualise it for eternity.
This is your soul. Let it overcome from your pain.
Let it go. Let go my friend. Let go.
Shout, scream, cry, laugh... do the thing you wanted to. Set your soul free. Mark my words dear, you will feel free and light. You will feel that you have broken the jail where you kept your soul for a very long time. Feel free dear. You are free now.
All the pictures are taken by me.
@Lucifer01, you're so good in writing 😍 I also used plastic bag to wrapped my school bag back in grade school during rainy season and I'm so happy running in the rain.