Inhale, Exhale, Find Your Happy Pill
Hello read cash fam, thank you very much for your support and for giving me your best regards. ❤
I know some of us are under in a hectic schedule. We have different things to do every day. We just need to balance and manage our time properly in order to finish everything successfully.
Well, yesterday was my very tough day. I felt like I was having a fever because of extreme fear. I keep on overthink about everything especially our teacher's attitude. Actually, I'm afraid of those strict teachers out there hehehe. The class just started yesterday and he immediately gave us an assignment. There are also other assignments in other subject. So, I felt terrified 🤯. In spite of my busy day, I'm so thankful to God for giving me strength and for the knowledge and wisdom. I'm also thankful to my happy pill **choy** and **koi.** I finished all my activities well. Next time again Lord. 😊
My Happy Pill
Adorable isn't it? 😍😍 hehe yes. That's CHOY my happy pill. Choy's beautiful smile helps my stress away. Everytime I saw his tail wags, I feel so relieved. Our choy gives beauty to our home and he made everyone happy by barking, roll on his backs and wiggle. Choy has a mixed breed of chi-poo - chihuahua -dachshund. We really took care of choy especially when it comes to his food. His forbidden to eat chocolate and fish. We keep him clean and fragrant. We occasionally sleep together because my sister take him also. I genuinely love choy and my day won't be complete if I can't see and touch him. ❤
Another one.
Our little fish pond. It is so lovely ❤❤. I so much treasured these cute fishes of ours. It is a KOI. It was given to us by kuya John's friend. They are still small, I think they are still a baby koi hehe. Last time I caught 2 young boys who want to steal our little koi, good thing I saw them. I shouted them like an angry moma hehe. I love our precious fishes and we took care of it really well because we cannot easily but it in the market.
To everyone:
We may feel exhausted sometimes because of our different duties and tasks in life but instead of complaining, take a deep inhale and exhale and find your happy pill. Either your pets, the nature or someone to lessen your stress. And somehow, to make us happy. Don't forget to smile and laugh whatever life takes you. #
Kamsahamnida. Thank you ❤
Keilah❤
A Night to (Forget) Remember
Hello my dear friends, I'm so happy reading all your comments and it felt like I'm eager and inspired to write more and more hehe. Heartiest thank you ❤❤. There's a comment from @TheProductOfGrace that I look exactly like my mom and yess many people saying that, ommoo. But she's way more beautiful than me in her younger days. Anyway, I miss her so bad. I miss her that I want to touch her na, and hug her so tight. Wanna know why (I badly miss her)? Continue... Continue... Continue... Read below.
A night to forget or to remember?
It was a cold dark night around 10:00 on January 18, 2015. While lying on my bed I heard a woman's whoop. It was my auntie, she was looking for my father. Suddenly, I heard her crying but in a soft manner. I was on my way to open the door to look what happened but before I open it, I heard her saying "Nabanggan si Divine" (Divine was hit by a car) she was in the hospital... Before she able to continue I immediately open the door and go to them saying, "Are you sure? That's not a good joke!" But she just bowed sadly. In this moment I became so cold and weak.
At that morning, I heard from my father's mouth the sad truth. Yeah, she's gone, totally. She was dead on arrival.
My whole world suddenly collapsed. I cannot imagine life without her, without a person who can talk to about my crushes, my dreams and my happy moments in school and most especially a life without a mom 😢😭. Actually, she's my bestfriend. She was the one who supported me and encouraged me to join church fellowship. And she was there the day of my water baptism year 2015. I miss you mama, everyday I miss you. You are my everything. I feel safe when I'm with you.
That night brought me so much pain that I even screamed. I want to forget that night but there's a part of me saying nope, I shouldn't. Why? Because that night draw me closer to God. It tells me that God is in control and that He is the source of comfort and healing. It tells me to keep the faith even how tough the situation is.
Later on as time passes by , I understand that that night is one way of showing God's power to me. I found the true joy and healing in God's presence. Indeed, everything happens for a reason. And now, I considered that night, a night good to remember. Thank you for the time reading my true to life story.
Our mother is a gift from God. Love them, don't ignore them and don't hate them.
Kamsahamnida. ❤
Thank you. ❤
My Little Dreams
"Dare to live the life you have dreamed for yourself. Go forward and make your dreams come true." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
Being born in a small barangay in Coronon, Sta.Cruz gives me my beautiful identity and uniqueness. We're seven (7) all in the family. I'm the second child and I have an older brother. On the third day of March 1999, I was born. You can call me Keilah or ella. Ever since I was young, I became aware of the fact that life isn't always easy. When I was 9 years old I experienced picking up trashes, bottles and cans to sell it to junkshop so that we have food to eat. That time, my father has no permanent job and I still have a month year old younger brother.
Still as fresh as the blood flowing in my veins the day I cried because I don't have a new dress or even shoes to wear on my closing ceremony in grade school. I'm still crying in the fact that it happened every year haha lol. But the feeling of excitement was there despite of the situation. I'm happy to be able to walked on and go to the stage because I have an award. That was the first time I was dreaming of becoming a successful person oneday.
In my innocent heart and mind, I dreamed to finish my studies and get a decent job. I want to travel to different places with unique scenery and there, I want to create a memory that are worth reminiscing. Moreover, I want to give my family a life of total good and eat lots of delicious foods together especially my favorite buko pie and mango float.
Contrarily, things were not fall into place as what I wanted to be. My family turned into a complicated one. We were separated with each other, my brothers and sisters. Out of nowhere, I placed at my grandmas house while my other siblings went to my auntie and uncle. Regardless of my young age I became mentally mature. But I believe that my situation are only temporary and that God has a purpose to my catastrophic life.
Currently, I am in my 4th year in college and I'm still holding those little yet wonderful dreams of mine 12 years ago.
Ommoo, I am getting closer and closer to my dreams guyses 🤗. I am so thankful to God for helping me through the years. I can do all things through Christ Jesus who strengthens me. Fighting!
Closing Thoughts:
As we live on, things happen to us though we don't want it to be. But the good thing is, we never surrender. We keep the guts to continue to walk on the unknown road of the future. To conclude, we should never easily give up when things go wrong but instead pray to God. We may not easily understand His ways but surely His plan for us is wonderful. Jeremiah 29:11.
@Keilah
